Saturday, April 29, 2006
rain rain go away..
i am so silly.. why am i always finding out things i didnt want to noe? maybe the person is not me.. but i think should be? anyway.. its jus smth i found out in the afternoon.. if its really me tat it is talking about.. i really will peng kui diao.. its the persons i loved most..? haiz.. feel like jus crying out.. i'm tired enough le.. i really cannot take it anymore.. i think i got no more pp to trust le bahx.. i really hope there is really someone who could be by my side.. and be the person i can rely on.. whom i can really talk wid.. who will listen to me when i talk.. who will trust me.. who i can lie on.. jus one will do.. who will be my tat one.. no one i guess.. i think i can no longer be happy anymore le bahx..
i'm always thinking abt something which i shouldnt be thinking... i donno what i'm thinking.. i feel like quitting sch.. i don wan to see things that i don wan to see everyday.. nobody will noe what i'm refering to de.. so don anyhow guess.. anyway oso no one willl be so free to read this blog.. moreover.. still nobody noes abt my blog yet.. and nobody is reading.. so what for i'm writing.. haiz.. i admit i'm thinking quite negatively today.. which i don think i used to do? thoughts are jus going through my mind.. tears are jus flowing down.. "its gonna rain heavy tonight.."
7:09 AM
Friday, April 28, 2006
happy moments is meant to be remembered..
hmm.. library seems to be my another hang out place this few days.. has been going to library for many days already.. ytd was not in state in the afternoon.. then think abt 3++ was okie le.. actually was alone sitting on the 4th floor near the window doing some thinking.. then msg pp.. see can make myself feel not so moody or not.. but it doesnt seemed to work.. =X hmm.. anyway.. after tat zhi xiang came.. and he read his comic.. listening to his music.. then liu ying came.. sat and waited for other pp.. then junjie and jeanie came.. then they talk theirs.. i listen to my music.. and staring outside the window.. then shin yee came.. after tat.. i feel that there's too many pp le.. so decide to go and look for carol,bao, miao and xuan.. on the way down saw joyce.. and zhi xiang somehow followed me.. and joyce laughed till very funni when she saw zhi xiang... and he explained to me tat she made one funny action and he saw it.. then the action is real funny lahx.. then start laughing le lohx.. go out tat time saw the girls coming to look for me.. so went up wid them like nth had happened le lohx..
after tat.. sat up there for awhile le.. found myself getting hungry as i had not eaten my lunch.. no $$.. and jus ate xuan's "365 days' honey star".. haha.. lolx.. and xuan accompanied me to go grab smth to eat.. at old chang kee.. then walk one round on the first floor of cwp.. then went basement.. then went to outside of civic to finish my food.. after tat saw kiat and bec noelle(did i spell correctly? =X) they oso going lib.. then at there le.. saw my girls being crowded my guys.. haha.. is zhan rui, samual, ming quan they all.. then somehow kim kiat joined them.. aiya.. ita a long story ahead.. skip skip skip..
going home tat time tat "i not stupid too" tat movie de shawn was oso abt to leave lib too.. we saw him in lib.. and xuan and bec was mad abt him.. it seems tat bec is more mad.. haha.. should be a great fan of his bahx.. back to going home.. xuan saw him leaving soon.. and so we "waited" for him to have a better view of him.. for the sack of my dear girl lahx.. haha.. then we keep on saying wan get his no. or take a pic of him.. then xuan shy lah.. then don dare don dare de.. then on the way to cwp keep on looking at him.. i feel quite pai seh la.. so carol accompany her.. then i talk to weeking and mingquan.. to kill boredom.. lolx.. i think he noticed us long time ago.. haha.. cuz we were looking at him all along lohx.. in the end.. carol went to ask for a pic of him.. and he took it wid his fren.. for xuan.. haha.. then xuan was still so pai seh.. don dare go find him even when carol is there le.. okie.. its real funny if u saw it.. very pai seh!!!
today was better.. mood was okie okie.. but quite bored.. donno how to do maths.. then bao went to take balloon.. then the balloon rolled off when we were on the escalator.. then it bounce and bounce and down the escalator.. bao was playing wid it and it fell.. and i go catch the balloon.. so funny sia.. the balloon is bounced further snd further.. then it was very very funny.. i cant catch up wid it.. haha.. anyway.. got it in the end.. and after she left.. before the rest of us leave the lib.. we go draw the balloon.. haha.. then very funny.. cannot tahan.. haha.. went home at abt 7.. so bath, eat dinner then use comp lohx.. hees.. tats all bahx.. but it was fun anyway..
7:37 AM
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
zzz..
ytd was stephanie's birthday. love her so much. my bao bei ah ma you lao yi shui le.. haha.. den ytd, after chem extra lesson, cried.. haha. its stupid anyway. i find myself really cannot cope wid chem and phy anymore le. i don even understand a word what the teacher is talking abt.. den scared my exams will fail sia.. esp my eng tml. my eng sux! and is always fail de.. tml must pray le.. hope i can pass..
today actually to have maths extra lesson today de. but mr siva got case to settle.. in the end we sat in the class doing our own work for one hour.. although many are making alot of noises.. and affected those who wanted to do? maybe.. at least they affected me.. i'm already not in really good mood.. and they are still making noise and irritates me alot.. nvm.. i ren!! i must learn to ren!! so that i can fulfill my slogan: to laugh everyday..
hmm.. tml will be the starting of exams le.. so scared i will fail.. fri is chinese.. then next week onli fri got. but got 2 tests and is stupid.. its ss and hist on the same day. tats bad!! what if we got it all messed up? wont tat be bad? lolx.. cannot imagie wat will happen to me sia. nvm.. i'm getting sleepy.. everytime i come home early will surely slp de.. but today nv slp.. cuz ytd i slept and was scolded.. so don wan slp liao.. then my mum somemore don let me use the comp.. cuz the baby is awake.. then wat she wan me do sia.. everytime study will die de lehx.. now nth to do lohx..update blog lohx.. oso nth much to update.. onli write craps lohx.. hao guo someone.. don wanna update de.. everytime say lazy.. then abandoned his blog.. haha.. watever.. don wan write liao.. sian..
3:38 AM
Monday, April 24, 2006
24th May 2006 11.03 thinking of something
today so sorry.. think pang seh bao bao le.. sowie..
and i send my phone for repair today..
AGAIN!! haha
starting of the blog today....
this few day quite mad. kept on laughing and laughing.. love to do some things nowadays.
No1: going home late
love to go home late and hang out with my friends. find going home early no point. go home liaten to nags and noises. rather stay out till late at night. but have consequences lahx.. haha
No2: taking "bus trips"
haha. love taking 912 with my friends, going round and round woodlands area. its so fun!!
No3: singing with my babes
love singing wih them, its so damn fun and funny!! almost everyday singing "bu de bu ai" with bao.. so cute.. and ejoyed singing many other songs with my babes.. haha
No4: being mad in school
for donno what reason. playing in school all day long.
No5: playing maple
this few days kept on playing maple. going to be addicted to it le. =X cuz carol was playing this few days. and thought of going in to accompany her. but seems that she doesnt need me? haha.
No6: laughing
this few days kept on laughing and laughing non stop!! haha.
ya.. tat should be all for the time being...? haha.. and u wanna noe a secret?? let me tell u..
3 things a person must do everyday
No1: Smile!
No2: Laugh!
No3: Have a big, good, great laugh! A HA HA HA HA!!!
lolx.. so now u know what to do everyday already? so remember to laugh everyday. and remember.. laughing wont make you fat!! ahaha...
8:11 AM
Friday, April 21, 2006
lunatic in school!!!
this few days everyone quite fed-up by things happening. carol is vexed about kang hong's matter, elrin about jun xiang's, miao i didnt knew what happened.. but she was quiet today, and that means she's unhappy with something or someone. bao is the most carefree one.. maybe vexed about the guys wooing her. haha.. and me? i'm vexed about my life now. its terrible.
today saw mr yap on my way up the stairs. i got a shock when i turned the corner and was sort of "ah!" then he thought that he was so scary that i had to give that reaction. carol told him that he was too handsome already.. lolx. then he said then i will have a good night. haha. its not funny here. but if u really heard it you will find it funny. after recess when i was going back to the class, i saw him too. then i was laughing like mad girl. and he told me that i was always smiling / laughing. haha. i'm a crazy girl. =p
kang yao was mad. today he scared carol by saying rubbish things to her. and she got a scare and cried. he's really mad! saying what he's wearing diapers at home and he's still using milk bottle now. its more than that of course, this is only part of it. but dont you find him mad? just by reading this? omg!! and carol's gonna change her seat in class. carol really didnt knew kang yao that well and she gave him her email add and hp no. and she regretted now. haha. i will also cry if there is a lunatic doing this to me. haha.. he's really a trouble maker and was causing many problems nowadays, till all the people wanting to beat him up. serve him right for what he had done..
well.. today nothing really happened. just had some fun playing maple and counting her stars at her house. tml going to pass her something and do homework. woots.. homework and homework and homwork!!! i'm going mad about them!!!! =)
6:32 AM
Thursday, April 20, 2006
stressed up just like the past...
it has been a long time since i used blogger again. and this time... i'm gonna start all over again. lets talk about today. i was crying during maths lesson, cried after stopping, non stop. and cme i was really quiet. till physic, mr yap was really funny and i can't stop myself from laughing...
actually i had quite enough of my friends. they are always "shooting" me, its fine though as i knew they were joking. but some of the things seemed serious. and my those budds were all like.. keep on saying about him, which i dont want to hear anymore le. they just cant stop talking about him, and i hated the feeling. we are through, and so i dont want to talk about him anymore, do they understand?! i dont think so... if they really understands how i feels, they will not talk about it anymore. its just like how carol didnt want to hear us talking things about samual. haiz.. i tired enough already....
prefect duty was tiring too. the students kept on defying what the prefects said. and when i was trying to keep the sec 1 quiet, i was really surpried when yun xuan told me to let them talk, its okie.. i was really shocked. our duty was suppose to keep settle them down and keep them quiet. but instead, she told me to let them talk. its not the case that i dont let them talk. i had given them chance, but they are really noisy, and its real irritating when they talked-back to me. and the day before, i was sort of being chased off by a teacher. i was scolding his class, and he asked me to go to where the sec 2 were and keep them quiet. i find it really ridiculous. what a teacher to do that. and that made me quite angry.
in the class was alright. just that i can no longer bear with some people. they are telling me not to make noise when they are the one who are really making noises in the end. well.. thats may be what my life should be. but i'm really quite alright. maybe i should really think about quitting prefectorial board, just like what kiat suggested?
studies is another problem. teachers are rushing through chapters and some are like talking to the walls. we dont even understands what she's talking. whatever, i'm not going to care so much already. this few weeks didnt get enough sleep and its real tiring to keep myself awake in class. thats how my life is.
3:34 AM
