Saturday, April 29, 2006
rain rain go away..
i am so silly.. why am i always finding out things i didnt want to noe? maybe the person is not me.. but i think should be? anyway.. its jus smth i found out in the afternoon.. if its really me tat it is talking about.. i really will peng kui diao.. its the persons i loved most..? haiz.. feel like jus crying out.. i'm tired enough le.. i really cannot take it anymore.. i think i got no more pp to trust le bahx.. i really hope there is really someone who could be by my side.. and be the person i can rely on.. whom i can really talk wid.. who will listen to me when i talk.. who will trust me.. who i can lie on.. jus one will do.. who will be my tat one.. no one i guess.. i think i can no longer be happy anymore le bahx..
i'm always thinking abt something which i shouldnt be thinking... i donno what i'm thinking.. i feel like quitting sch.. i don wan to see things that i don wan to see everyday.. nobody will noe what i'm refering to de.. so don anyhow guess.. anyway oso no one willl be so free to read this blog.. moreover.. still nobody noes abt my blog yet.. and nobody is reading.. so what for i'm writing.. haiz.. i admit i'm thinking quite negatively today.. which i don think i used to do? thoughts are jus going through my mind.. tears are jus flowing down.. "its gonna rain heavy tonight.."
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