it has been a long time since i used blogger again. and this time... i'm gonna start all over again. lets talk about today. i was crying during maths lesson, cried after stopping, non stop. and cme i was really quiet. till physic, mr yap was really funny and i can't stop myself from laughing...

actually i had quite enough of my friends. they are always "shooting" me, its fine though as i knew they were joking. but some of the things seemed serious. and my those budds were all like.. keep on saying about him, which i dont want to hear anymore le. they just cant stop talking about him, and i hated the feeling. we are through, and so i dont want to talk about him anymore, do they understand?! i dont think so... if they really understands how i feels, they will not talk about it anymore. its just like how carol didnt want to hear us talking things about samual. haiz.. i tired enough already....

prefect duty was tiring too. the students kept on defying what the prefects said. and when i was trying to keep the sec 1 quiet, i was really surpried when yun xuan told me to let them talk, its okie.. i was really shocked. our duty was suppose to keep settle them down and keep them quiet. but instead, she told me to let them talk. its not the case that i dont let them talk. i had given them chance, but they are really noisy, and its real irritating when they talked-back to me. and the day before, i was sort of being chased off by a teacher. i was scolding his class, and he asked me to go to where the sec 2 were and keep them quiet. i find it really ridiculous. what a teacher to do that. and that made me quite angry.

in the class was alright. just that i can no longer bear with some people. they are telling me not to make noise when they are the one who are really making noises in the end. well.. thats may be what my life should be. but i'm really quite alright. maybe i should really think about quitting prefectorial board, just like what kiat suggested?

studies is another problem. teachers are rushing through chapters and some are like talking to the walls. we dont even understands what she's talking. whatever, i'm not going to care so much already. this few weeks didnt get enough sleep and its real tiring to keep myself awake in class. thats how my life is.

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