Friday, May 05, 2006
exams stress
this few days exams start le.. quite stressed up.. have to study everyday.. going lib everyday after sch.. its so so so tiring.. in the lib, okies lahx.. hai hao.. got sad moments and happy moments.. and i found out tat actually i will not be angry wid anything tat "happened".. all i feel is disappointment.. sad lohx.. not angry at all or wat de.. jus like wat my dear sisters did to me.. they two jus share secrets and i'm always kept in the dark.. am i really so not trusted by any pp? even my blooded sisters and darling sisters did tat to me so i don really noe wat more i can do le.. even blooded sisters.. can u imagine? nvm lahx.. jus diappointed tat this is wat tat is happening around me..
hmm... me and bao bao change song le.. last time is "bu de bu ai" everyday.. now is "da she tou" everyday.. lolx.. had fun wid her.. always sing wid her then mad mad de.. cuz its somehow funni.. ytd in lib saw yu chang, beary, wei yang and nicholas ( correct? ) they were damn funni.. one part is wei yang took beary's jacket de wore it.. and keep on wear wrong side.. then everybody was laughing like mad.. today was elrin's goldfish.. lolx.. and.. was badly shoot today.. carol, miao and xuan kept on shooting me.. all the way? hai hao la.. maybe got a bit sad? okies.. tats really fine.. erm.. o.. and this few day onli reach home after 8 or 9 like tat.. think going to fall sick soon.. ytd slept a little before 11.. and woke up at 4 to study.. was damn tired.. and i was sort of always being scolded for slping when we all went to study.. esp today.. kena shoot for resting onli.. not sleeping.. wan slp but cannot.. well well well..
was zi lianing wid zhi xuan in the lib toilet.. not in mood to study.. jus now play maple oso no mood lohx.. no one play wid me.. and was damn sian.. then no one talk to me oso.. xuan offline early.. and wei yang bring me go see the big big thing.. but always don get to see it.. then wasted time.. and didnt get to lvl.. jus little more.. to lvl 26.. lolx.. watever lahx.. i play oso not to pia lvl de.. onli play for fun!!
hmm.. find no use using the comp now.. online oso no one chat wid me de.. the play maple oso alone.. then onli check mail lohx.. no other things le.. update blog le oso no use.. oso no one reads.. i think its jus a way to express my feelings bahx.. cuz no write journel one.. so.. blog lohx.. but it seems no use de.. still myself and my pillow is the best to talk wid.. i still love them the best!!!
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