Thursday, June 22, 2006
i donno wat to say..
well.. i donno wat is in my brain now.. read tat idiot's post.. is kind of.. SEH.. y jus cant mine and his thing be gotten over? i wan to let the past go.. maybe start a new life.. wat more can i do? i jus wan to be alone.. can i? i jus wan a single life.. can i? even if i don have a relationship i'm okie wid it.. as long as i don have to hear things i don wan....?? gosh.. wat am i talking abt? pig me!!
forget abt it... was quite sick today... fine in the morning.. and was quite "suay??" ya.. watever.. actually going for movies.. but they say going orchard to watch.. so cant go le.. after tat went carol house to do hw de.. msg her at 1.30.. i left sembawang mrt station le.. telling her i going her house now.. then no reply.. i call her.. no ans.. nvm lohx.. i walk till her house downstairs.. called her?? i think.. no ans.. sat on the swing outside her house.. msg her.. no reply.. waited awhile.. i msg her to tell her to open the door when she see the msg.. last time i did it once.. lolx.. and after tat.. buay tahan.. no ans.. i called her hse.. if i didnt call.. i think i'm going to stay outside till night.. lolx.. then finally got in... she was playing maple.. and there comes my stomach ach.. wtf.. pain!! nvm lohx.. bear wid it.. then she ask me play maple.. wth.. my sotmach so pain.. and the stupid maple so packed wid pp.. cant even go in.. go in kill awhile onli kena kicked out somehow.. then i don wan play le.. lie on the floor.. roll here roll there... cant bear the pain.. she came out.. ask me sit in the living room.. sit on the sofa.. wan die le.. then buay tahan.. 3 went home while she bring her sis go eat lunch..
on the way to cwp.. rested mani times.. then went to take taxi home.. =X didnt tell my mum.. reach home eat medicine, slp.. till 6.30 feeling better le.. so wake up eat dinner and watch lui guang shen lin.. online tat time.. the pain is back.. didnt really use the comp.. on it to "scold pp"..( okie la.. didnt really scold hor.. if scold de hua should be worst le.. ) and slept on the bed next to the comp.. the baby bed.. =X haiz.. this pain is bad!!!! then still feel giddy and wanna vomit like tat.. super xin ku lohx... haiz.. poor me.. wat unlucky day...
hmm.. now feeling better le.. not pain le.. today nv do hw.. die die die.. tml going to do.. but can i make it?? hope so bahx.. sch gonna reopen le.. i really don feel like going back to sch anymore.. cuz of personal feelings?? watever... nobody will understand / noe wat i'm feeling and talking abt... donno lahx.. wanna slp le.. tml yang still wanna me pia my dit.. seh.. don wan lahx.. must do hw sia... how??? who help me pia????!!!!
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