happy teachers' day to all teachers in the world!!!!
haha.. today was teachers' day.. and i didnt go back to pri sch..
my current sch is letting us off too late le..
and everytime by the time i go back, there's no one left in the sch le..
even my pri sch frens may not be there le lohx...
so i rather not go back this yr.. somemore no one to pei me.. lolx..

hmm.. love the sch performance.. its so nice.. love the dances..
but the prefects' dance i missed it.. nvm.. but think not quite nice..
badly done bahx.. throw our face le.. =X
but anyways.. at least they tried.. hugs..
everything was so nice.. and i'm quite in good mood today..
happy till i buy drinks for pp.. which i don usually do.. lolx..
jumped when the teachers i wished to win the awards won.. lolx..
keep on screaming all i wan to cheer for the pp.. lolx..
anyway.. i'm mad.. we even ate the food and drinks left..
suppose to be for teachers de.. but alot extra.. prefects all take and eat.. =X
most of the prefects left without helping us to pack up..
end up very late then go meet carol.. she was wid her pri sch frens..

after tat went to eat, saw kiat and zhan rui.. ate tgt lohx..
then after lunch the guys went off le.. we girls go buy mr chang's present..
haha.. didnt noe wat to buy... so meet up wid them again to buy..
at last bought smth lohx.. very cute!! haha... then... sit at mac till 7 den go home..
hmm... can say had a fun day bahx.. but was super duper tired..
wanted to slp wherever i go.. lol.. tml still going to do hw..
haha.. stressing myself so much.. sat going gai gai le.. hees.. so qi dai...

eh... had a qns in mind.. having lots of qns marks..
haiz... i cant share wid anyone.. onli my dar dar wendy..
wat else can i do? can u gimme an exact ans...
i don wan to be filled wid qns marks all the time..
* dreaming in la la land *


i updated again..
eh.. mani in my class de should noe.. i flunked most of my exams.. sad..
phy failed badly.. and was put in front of mr yap.. lolx.. he talk damn loud..
ss.. failed too.. i got 9/25.. pathetic rites?
chem onli got 27/50.. although passed.. but a poor pass.. but better than nth..
a maths i passed.. and i'm happy.. overall still failed.. so no use..

a promise made.. got to study le.. no more playing...
its really time to buck up for my studies le.. i don wan to fail my EOY..
from now.. must study everyday.. no comp no tv.. onli fri, sat or sun..
like today.. tml is teachers' day celebration.. so i slacked.. and used the comp..
tired.. feel like sleeping now.. eyes closing..

i will try to be happy.. if i could.. i will.. not to worry pp.. and i don wan pity..
things will be fine.. although they are always changing...
missing my ah ma.. missing sumone... missing the things in the pass..


tonight.. till now.. got a sort of feeling...
my heart seemed to be in great pain...
too mani things happening at one time... and i'm thinking too mani sad things le...
my tears feel like dropping now.. and its dropping...
whenever i cry i really wanted someone to be by my side..
at least had to shoulder to lie on..
but i jus don have.... nobody truely understands me.. nobody..
am i turning into somebody whom i don wan to be again??


hmm.. one week later le.. and i'm back from the camp..
its the most tiring camp i ever went lohx.. but its fun.. so worth it..
made mani new frens.. the guys are abit more da nan ren zhu yi..
but they are caring too de.. at least they did the night duty for us girls..
hees.. on the first day, fareez had sore eye.. 2nd day the other girl had too..
so fareez was sent back home to avoid others from getting it again..
he left me his number and his fav cap.. =.= got abit sian diao lahx..
but its his fav cap.. so i cant take it.. but its still wid me..
going to return it to him de lohx.. haha..
then 3rd day the girl was sent home too..
4th day michelle kena it too.. then was sent back oso.. haiz...
last day before going back to sch ain oso kena.. y my watch de pp all kena de..

anyways.. had fun during the camp.. had high element de thingy..
kayaking, trekking, camping outside... all is so fun..
missed something... SUNDAE!!! omg.. the one week no eat de ice cream..
haha.. and mani more things.. still missing it now..
hmm.. first thing i went back to sch.. hug my darlings.. miss them so much..
then drink my fav drink.. POKKA GREEN TEA!!!!! haha.. nice..
then next is go mac eat.. wakakas.. sat went to study..
lunch is carrot cake, curry puff, waffle and bubble tea.. haha..
dinner.. mos cheese burger, fries, ice milk tea, SUNDAE!!! haha..
today actually wanted to go roller skate de..
but ivin in the end cannot go.. and its very late le.. so ended up din go..
wanli went mao quan hse.. carol and miao came my hse..
tiring.. wanna slp now..

sad.. found out tat i failed my phy.. miao told me.. T_T
i failed it again.. i got study de.. but y everytime oso fail...
haiz.. my phy jus sux.. cries.. no no.. i promised i will not cry so easily anymore le..
i tried not to.. cuz i think the more i cry, the more i will sad..
and i cry le oso nobody cares.. so must be happier..

i really missed ah ma... i don think our relationship can be like last time le bahx..
sad.. i really love her lots.. but this is wat i get for lying bahx..
cant blame anyone but myself.. haiz..
o well well.. tml going back to sch le.. had a hair cut without letting my mum noe..
=X tml going sch le.. so sian.. still got dance.. i'm really sad diao now liao..
haiz.. hack le lahx.. hmm.. must rmb to return bao and kiat money tml...


went bugis today..
wid miaohui, carol, elrin, ivin, shanqing, wanli, aug, nasri, samual, weeking and bengsuan..
had fun... bought a shorts.. happy.. wanted to buy shoe.. but didnt really go see...
took neo wid the girls.. nice nice.. then elrin went home..
we went orchard.. had caramel ice blended coffee.. at coffee bean..
samual spent $100+.. bought alot... shanqing bought a bag and shoe...
i bought a shorts lahx.. and elrin bought a long socks.. those jap kind..
then i don think the rest bought much bahx..

while walking to have their dinner.. my shoe spoiled..
everybody keep on say this say tat.. irritated.. piss.. but still alright..
both legs de oso spoil.. pek cek then take off shoe to walk..
walk a distance le then qing borrowed me his shoe lahx.. then he wear his new one..
sian diao lahx.. so damn sry lohx..
then they go eat dinner while carol and miao acc me go find shoe..
cant find.. all damn ex.. i don have tat kind of money..
before tat oso got see some.. but, too mani pp buy.. so not interested..
pek cek.. then at first see some i don like de.. so don wan buy...
but at last regreted.. cuz i cant find any...
feel so sry cuz carol intended to go home at ard 8+..
then becuz of me time dragged.. felt so sry.. feel like an idiot once again..
somemore when i called home to tell my mum tat i will be late home..
she kao bei me lahx.. then wtf.. damn pissed.. till i don feel like going to find shoes le..
then in the end wore shan qing shoe home.. leg red red de...
cuz the shoe is too big and its rubbing against my leg.. pain..
then came home wid big shoe.. but alright lahx.. at least got shoe..

quite sad.. intended to msg pp pei me talk de..
but i scared kena "scolded".. not say scold lahx.. jus scared will cry infront of all of them..
and oso no topic to talk to.. so sua lohx..
anyway.. things are jus not going right for me.. suay dao siao..


argh! jus finished common tests and was very irritated now..
this whole week was like.. stressed up.. all the tests are so near..
and i'm so not clever de pp.. so had difficult time studying..
reached home late everyday.. 6+.. was studying in sch..
and normally if i studied in sch, at home will rest tilll 9+ then study...
so before tat use comp or watch tv lohx..
then my mum was so unreasonable lahx.. and she scolded my almost everyday..
i studied le and she still say me say till like i nv study and don bother abt my results..
i din lohx.. i studied and alot.. i'm damn tired..
everyday already don have enuff slp le.. come home rest awhile oso cannot..
then going for the camp soon.. then at home comes a flying monster..
and i shouted cuz freaked out when it moved..
then she hear me shout alr ask me immediately cancel the camp..
wtf.. so unreasonable lahx.. and so idiot.. where got such thing de...
/sigh
i don have sandals.. ask if our relative have or not..
then she keep on complaining... wtf... then needa buy things oso cannot..
oh wells.. pls.. i had enuff.. studies is enuff of stress alr..
come home they all still wan irritate me.. durh
I'M TIRED.. AND CAN I HAVE SOME TIME TO JUS REST?!
FUCKED UP!!!!!!!! GET LOST CUZ I'M BREAKING DOWN SOON!!!!!


hmm.. exams going to end le..
all my stress going to finish le.. so happy..
tml is going to be the lat paper.. chemistry..
and i had not even started studying....
so blog finish le must faster go study le.. haha...
today knew my e maths results... i passed...
and got 31/40.. to me, not bad le lahx.. but i can do better de...
anyways.. highest in class is 37/40, minyi.. haha... she pro sia.. result so good..

well.. this few days feeling a lot better le.. not tat sad le..
but very tired in sch nowadays... slp in class everday..
today didnt slp nehx.. haha.. cuz i drank coffee in the morning...
in the end, before going to the sch, stomach pain.. lolx..
so drinking coffee with an empty stomach is bad for health..
haha.. today was hist test, and i studied the one tat was tested..
tyco.. i so happy sia.. but didnt managed to finish doing the SBQ..
nvm.. think can pass bahx... and hope so..

3 more days and i'm going to the torturous camp.. the OBS camp..
haha.. well, have been waiting for this day to come..
but was oso worried abt it.. scared..
then sometimes oso got those feeling like don wan to go..
but i will go.. cuz its really a good experience.. so its worth it.. haha
hmm.. gonna miss lessons for 1 week..
hope can catch up wid studies when i come back...
got to miss me ya? haha.. okie.. end here le.. tired wanna slp.. but cant.. =(


today went study = no study..
cried whole afternoon.. no mood to study..
scared i going to flunk my maths tml..
didnt eat any MEAL today..
had curry puff, carrot cake plus lots of chilli and ice mocha for lunch...
fries and one can of green tea for dinner..
no proper meal.. i'm jus not hungry.. see food i lost appetite..
anyways.. not in good mood lohx.. jus.. like tat lohx..

jus had a salmon sashimi and a soft shell crab temaki..
my da jie went sakae for dinner wid her boi..
and i jus feel like eating the temaki and sashimi.. so.. ask her buy..
satisfied.. best thing for today.. the 2 food..
tats all for today bahx..
3 sha gua are crying today.. stupid rites?


haiz.. today was the worst day ever..
i cried for the whole afternoon sia.. almost..
okie.. i really did something very wrong..
i shouldnt have given the idea of doing tat...
i shouldnt have tried to give u a surprise..
tats a lesson taught: next time don try to be a nice pp..
cuz it will end up giving pp trouble and make pp seh.. dui bu qi xuan..

next, i went missing for more than an hour..
miao called me, i didnt ans.. wanli called, i didnt ans.. aug called, i answered..
cuz i'm stupid enuff not to have aug no.. and i jus answered his call..
but it ended quickly lahx..
and.. i went to walk ard.. jus wanna be alone.. walked alot of places..
round and roound.. finally decided to go 319 or wat de.. go there play swing..
but reached there got pp.. so went back to rc..
went back.. think carol angry or wat..
but bao said she's warm.. so went another place to blow aircon..
i donno to trust it or not.. but i will still trust..
then bao told me they went ard looking for me for very long..
then up and down the blocks.. and think carol got blister or wat lohx..
really sry.. i didnt mean it.. i jus feel myself so stupid..
and i don feel like seeing anyone or watever.. so went quite far after tat..
dui bu qi.. i'm real disappointed wid myself..

anyways.. at night was better le.. was much happier..
although i still feel the same.. haiz..
i really think tat today i did wrong things lahx.. all are wrong..
i shouldnt do this... shouldnt do tat..
haiz.. hope i will wake up and think before i do anything next time..
sry girls..


okie.. alalas... national day was time for us to study lahx..
and ytd.. thurs.. i went studying again.. while the kids are at my hse..
haha.. my mum took care of the 3rd child now..
and ytd the 3 of them came.. lolx.. my mum was so busy and frustrated by kids..
lolx.. nvm.. then went to study ss wid the same pp again.. haha..
okies.. all i can say is.. 3e1 guys sure got their way of memorising notes..
ivin memorise by doing mindmap.. draw pictures de..
aug memorise by using lame lame words lahx.. then still got vulgar de lohx..
haha.. but they are pro lahx.. aug explained to me and miao abt the ss things..
and.. wosh.. i got it!! haha.. i understood wat the topic is abt le lohx..
and memorised alot.. haha.. good sia.. don need use my stupid way of memorising..

at night carol seh seh de.. so didnt go eat dinner with the rest..
aug and shan qing went home.. i acc them till they go for dinner..
then i come home eat.. haha.. lucky i came home for dinner..
had a dish of raw fish.. cold raw fish!!! nice lohx..
somemore my mum make till so nice!!! even my dad says its nice..
er.. although he ate it first.. haha.. but he normally don eat raw food de..
surprised tat even he say its nice.. wakakas.. anyway.. its real nice..
then study on my bed while waiting for my hair to dry after bathing...
and pig me.. i fell asleep.. haha.. in the end my jie woke me up..
then i set the alarm clock 4.30 to wake up study...
i woke up at 5 lahx.. and i did study..
but i think i'm gonna flunk it again.. freaks.. not enuff time to finish..
but i'm so proud of myself.. i'm so brave as not to cry!! haha.. lame..
o wells.. anyway.. today guzheng very sian.. wanna slp arhx..
haha.. don wan write le.. next time write again.. =PpP


hmm.. ytd was national day eve.. sec 3 was playing the domino thing..
and my class failed to win.. haha.. but we tried our best..
haha.. had fun lahx.. but my legs and hands are aching.. tired.. lolx..
after tat had the "concert" thingy..
shit lahx.. i managed to watch onli for the last 30 mins.. nvm.. had fun too..
after sch went long john eat lunch then went party world.. lolx..
actually is us girls onli.. but after tat james, zhan rui, samual and jx came in..
then after tat somehow lahx..
james went out for a phone call and comes back wid 3 guys.. haha..
aug, ryan and nasri.. the room is so damn cramp lohx..
nvm.. haha.. then the manager came in and sort of chase them out..
cuz too mani pp liao.. then all of them went out except for jx and zhan rui..
and they bought a drink.. its a MUST!!! lolx..
after tat samual, aug and nasri came back lahx.. hack care.. lolx..
aug keep on laming lahx.. and we keep on luffing..
gonna beat him up soon cuz he look damn serious and after tat he say its a lie..
his face damn stupid.. and innocent... haha..

o wells.. not too much abt ytd.. today was national day..
but i went studying.. lolx.. at carol there..
shan qing, ivin, wanli, me, miao hui and carol...
then craps.. we all talk lohx.. then play.. didnt really study much....
all damn lazy today.. maybe its becuz its national day!!
haha.. but tml going to study lahx.. MUST le.. got to study ss.. haha..
o wells.. someone finally blogged.. haha.. lame lahx.. so long then blog once..
u promised de.. must blog.. okie?? haha...
k le lahx.. nth much le.. =p tml see how then blog..


haha.. today was.. boring in sch.. felt like sleeping..
ytd night before going to slp, a monster is near me..
and i'm freaked out!! its a beetle.. lolx..
then i ran inside the room after shutting the comp and things lohx..
then had a good night slp..

today morning.. saw the freak running ard the floor in my room!!
i saw it heading towards the door.. then i open the door for it to go out..
but.. IT DIDNT!!!! wtf.. then ran inside my room donno where again..
seh.. then i cant find it already.. stupd.. hope its not on my bed.. haha..
cuz tonight i still need to slp de.. =X

wells.. then today in sch was like.. tired.. slept during a maths lesson..
before siva comes.. then slp till very shuang.. haha..
i hugged by pe shirt to slp.. then wake up my hand got those folded de lines..
haha.. hope my face don have... or else will be very pai seh..
so obvious i jus woke up lohx.. haha..

after sch was sort of "scolded".. no lahx.. jus tat she tired then bad mood..
then think she already not very happy de liao then maybe irritated her..
but i knew nth lahx.. jus scolded for donno wat lohx.. hees..
nvm.. i'm a strong girl.. will be happy as ever de.. don wan to be sad le..
pp need me more than i need them.. hope i'm jus useful to them bahx..
okie.. quite tired le.. think going to slp soon bahx.. haha..


ytd went rc do hw.. then quite slack lahx.. not much hw..
then keep on di siao carol.. erm.. my CFO!!!!!!!! lolx..
anyways.. donno since when.. carol mood changed lahx.. then very quiet..
tired and not feeling well bahx..
then aug keep on want to snatch carol's pig from me..
i actually wanted to slp de.. but they too noisy le.. i cant slp..
then heard aug saying wan to snatch it away lahx..
then he walked to me.. see me hugging it so tightly..
then say: "wa.. hug till like tat how to take.."
haha.. i cant stop myself from luffing lahx.. then woke up lohx..

9+ go cwp eat dinner.. wa lao.. everything close le lohx..
cant get to buy the food i wan.. in the end, shared rice wid carol..
haha.. then 10 left there and went to see stars..
at tat time no more stars le.. then jus sit there awhile lohx..
xuan zi lian.. then shot smth.. think is not those kind bahx..
alala.. don think so much!!!! then go home alone.. 3-4am then slp..

today woke up at 1.30.. lolx.. so mani smses made phone calls..
haha.. then bath then go meet miao and xuan to go carol there play..
play badminton.. i keep on kena hit by the shuttle cork lohx..
all thx to miao.. for her good aiming.. hit it all over my body.. pains..
lolx.. before going there bought a bar of mars..
eat while walking.. then i rmb.. i didnt had my lunch..
o wells.. nvm.. i had tat bar of mars as my lunch..

3+ reached carol hse there.. then went to 366 de badminton court play..
me and miao played none stop.. till 6 pm then stop.. haha..
then we went carol hse drink green tea and go home le lohx..
went to woodlands center to buy things.. then till 8 then left there..
xuan wan go look for "him" at marsiling cc.. and i acc her lohx..
took her cap and didnt wan to return..
cuz i think she wanted to wear the cap to hide herself from him..
but after tat i did return it to her.. then think she angry le lohx..
suan le lahx.. i always make pp angry de..
then walk all the way to woodlands mrt station.. nearly lost our way..
alalas.. anyway.. went home quietly lohx.. whole journey quiet..
reach home at 9.. bath and do things lohx.. didnt had dinner..
tat means i didnt had any meals today.. lolx..
but jus now i had a noodle lahx.. think i had better eat smth..
or else tml will faint.. haha... so tats all le lohx..

pp got prob.. i cant help.. i got prob.. i cant help..
i cant even console myself how am i suppose to console de..
and i think pp may think i'm too busybody le bahx..
ai ya.. bu dong lahx.. wo yao orh orh le bahx..

o well.. lesson taught today..
NEVER DRINK COFFEE WITH AN EMPTY STOMACH!!!!! haha..


this week was like.. depression week lohx..
was quite sad everyday.. and then.. blah blah blah..
very tired wid the life..
exams gonna start next week le.. how? dead meat..

ytd went mq hse for steamboat after studying a maths in sch..
was outside the library doing a maths qns..
then siiva came and se if we got qns or not..
then got help us wid it lohx..
after tat.. 5+ went mq hse..
actually didnt intend to eat de.. but in the end still ate...
me and carol ate alone while the others inside watching tv and things lahx..
gina, jayda, sharon, steph, alvin, amirah, hui aun, fang and jacky was there too lahx..
then was laming the whole night..
after me and carol finished eating, the others had their 2nd round..
then they open the campaign bottle of white grape juice.. nice.. its fake de..
but after we finished the 2 bottles... then comes the real one..
we had calsberg.. first time i drink beer lahx..
then didnt dared to drink much at first.. scared mummy will noe..
but in the end i think i drank a cup or more of carol's can.. nice.. but bitter..

fang was.. sad? and i donno how to say lahx.. things seemed bad for her..
jus hope everything will be fine for her bahx..
went home at ard 8+.. then the otheres went cwp.. the 2 couples went home..
i went home oso.. so extra.. like a light bulb..
then like tat lohx.. went home..
12+ then slp but not studying.. is watching vcd..
morning woke up at 4 to study.. and bad lahx..
i didnt managed to get anything into my brain..
in class slept today.. in the end.. flunk my a maths.. bloody..
cried in sch mani times today le lohx..
hist, ss, e maths is dead de liao.. now my a maths still... haiz..

i donno y.. i did study.. but i seemed like nth jus goes into my head..
flunked ALL exams.. can u believe it?
i really donno how liao.. feel like dying.. if i could...
things are going from bad to worst..
think i got to pay more attention in class and make more notes le..
jia you for my exams bahx.. =(

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