Saturday, August 12, 2006
bad day
haiz.. today was the worst day ever..
i cried for the whole afternoon sia.. almost..
okie.. i really did something very wrong..
i shouldnt have given the idea of doing tat...
i shouldnt have tried to give u a surprise..
tats a lesson taught: next time don try to be a nice pp..
cuz it will end up giving pp trouble and make pp seh.. dui bu qi xuan..
next, i went missing for more than an hour..
miao called me, i didnt ans.. wanli called, i didnt ans.. aug called, i answered..
cuz i'm stupid enuff not to have aug no.. and i jus answered his call..
but it ended quickly lahx..
and.. i went to walk ard.. jus wanna be alone.. walked alot of places..
round and roound.. finally decided to go 319 or wat de.. go there play swing..
but reached there got pp.. so went back to rc..
went back.. think carol angry or wat..
but bao said she's warm.. so went another place to blow aircon..
i donno to trust it or not.. but i will still trust..
then bao told me they went ard looking for me for very long..
then up and down the blocks.. and think carol got blister or wat lohx..
really sry.. i didnt mean it.. i jus feel myself so stupid..
and i don feel like seeing anyone or watever.. so went quite far after tat..
dui bu qi.. i'm real disappointed wid myself..
anyways.. at night was better le.. was much happier..
although i still feel the same.. haiz..
i really think tat today i did wrong things lahx.. all are wrong..
i shouldnt do this... shouldnt do tat..
haiz.. hope i will wake up and think before i do anything next time..
sry girls..
8:19 AM
