Thursday, August 03, 2006
flunked everything
this week was like.. depression week lohx..
was quite sad everyday.. and then.. blah blah blah..
very tired wid the life..
exams gonna start next week le.. how? dead meat..
ytd went mq hse for steamboat after studying a maths in sch..
was outside the library doing a maths qns..
then siiva came and se if we got qns or not..
then got help us wid it lohx..
after tat.. 5+ went mq hse..
actually didnt intend to eat de.. but in the end still ate...
me and carol ate alone while the others inside watching tv and things lahx..
gina, jayda, sharon, steph, alvin, amirah, hui aun, fang and jacky was there too lahx..
then was laming the whole night..
after me and carol finished eating, the others had their 2nd round..
then they open the campaign bottle of white grape juice.. nice.. its fake de..
but after we finished the 2 bottles... then comes the real one..
we had calsberg.. first time i drink beer lahx..
then didnt dared to drink much at first.. scared mummy will noe..
but in the end i think i drank a cup or more of carol's can.. nice.. but bitter..
fang was.. sad? and i donno how to say lahx.. things seemed bad for her..
jus hope everything will be fine for her bahx..
went home at ard 8+.. then the otheres went cwp.. the 2 couples went home..
i went home oso.. so extra.. like a light bulb..
then like tat lohx.. went home..
12+ then slp but not studying.. is watching vcd..
morning woke up at 4 to study.. and bad lahx..
i didnt managed to get anything into my brain..
in class slept today.. in the end.. flunk my a maths.. bloody..
cried in sch mani times today le lohx..
hist, ss, e maths is dead de liao.. now my a maths still... haiz..
i donno y.. i did study.. but i seemed like nth jus goes into my head..
flunked ALL exams.. can u believe it?
i really donno how liao.. feel like dying.. if i could...
things are going from bad to worst..
think i got to pay more attention in class and make more notes le..
jia you for my exams bahx.. =(
6:26 AM
