Thursday, October 26, 2006
hmm.. ytd was finally the last day of school.
although i still got to go back in the holidays, it jus made me less stressed.
now, its time for me to say the overall things happened.
things were worst than last year? should i say that?
hmm.. i'm quite stressed up this year, about the new subjects we are taking.
i cant really cope with the subjects and scored quite poorly this year.
my mum said i deproved alot from last year. i hope i'll catch up soon.
i've been left in a isolate world for alot of time this year.
people talk among themselves, neglecting the girl at the back, walking alone.
they walk away on their own, leaving the girl alone to catch up.
they share secrets among themselves and left the girl to be kept unknown.
the pressence of the girl is just like a blue pen among other blue pens in ur pencil box.
this blue pen is a free gift and is a lousy pen that people dont like to use.
this pen is only used when the person have got no other pen to use, then the person will consider to use it or not.
the pen also dont understand what it had done.
its also just like other normal pen, a useable pen.
just somehow people will just do some things so sudden, a 180 degree change, the pen also dont know what to do.
they will never knew what the pen is unhappy about.
but i'm really glad that they dont do it
everytime, jus sometimes.
they still cares for me.
another one is the love prob....
in school, i'm being "thrown" the responsible to take care of ***.
*** is not mine, its ****'s.
somethings are too obvious to be seen. many people can see it, dont they?
maybe there are just some things that i dont understand.
but whatever it is, i shouldnt be given this responsibility to take care of whatever ***'s stuff.
y did **** always wants me to help ***, accompany *** when *** is lonely and stuff like that??
i'm *** friend only, not ***'s whoever.
only if *** is really someone to me or i am someone to ***, i dont see any reason y i should do all this stffs.
outside school..... forget it. dont wanna say anymore.
this should be the overall things.
dont want to update anymore...
i'll update more next time.
10:03 PM
