Saturday, October 14, 2006
o.. its finally end of all the exams le.
eh. i'm trying to cut down the dots i'm having. jiayou!! lol
exams:i'm quite
STRESSED over it.
everyday exams, exams, and exams.
weekdays go lib, weekends go RC, din even have time to relax and use comp.
reason for not blogging. lol.
i'm scared. i'm scared tat i will flunk all the tests and got retained.
i don wan to be retained. *praying hard*
after exams:hmm.. so happy and relaxed.
but i'm now worried abt the results. *cross fingers*
wat if i made my parents disappointed again???? omg.
but the girls (us) went partyworld tat day to "celebrate".
was quite a moody day bahx.
carol went home, xuan came and meet us. (she got no paper tat day.)
miao, bao and me in sch u..
went there awhile, bored. all of us de mood quite down de.
steph and her volleyball girls were jus opps us.
they were so high and we were all so low. haha!
then i went to their room for awhile, and i came out high.
went back to the room, still low. =.=
but overall still counted okie bahx.
elrin din come as promised. nvm bahx..
went home early to watch korean vcd, somemore not feeling well.
my sis got to return it on sat, so i onli got 2 day to finish 16 CDs. omg!!!
then i watched 6 CDs on thurs.
i'm so pro!!!!!marking day:woke up at ard 1 plus. i'm still sleepy when i woke up.
went to watch the CDs le. my sis was watching it in the living room.
so i watched in my mum's room. we were watching different episodes. =X
i stayed almost the whole day in the room. watching the show.
lunch and dinner settled in the room too. =X lol
everything in the room. cool huh..
in the night was abit low and moody.
the show reminded me of some unhappy things. and begin to rmb even more.
hais
life is always like tat.
after tat...... i think i lost my temper very easily bahx.
watever. sorry if i really lost temper and make u angry/sad.
slept at
3am. damn tired. and i finished all the 16 CDs. *hip-hip-hurray*
today:my day sux like hell. eh... not tat bad actually.
suppose to wake up at 8. my mum woke me and my sis at 9.
i din noe it. i'm asleep like a dead pig and heard nth.
my sis woke up and talked to her le.
but she always waited for me to wake up then she wan to wake up.
hais. its complicated.
my mum dashed into my room and scolded my sis. =X
i'm not scolded. cuz i'm
INNOCENT!! haha..
then i'm done bathing at 10. and we are suppose to go out at 10.
my mum was super angry.
then at 10.30 she jus opened the door and wanted to go out w/o us. =X
she always does tat. then we will all rush like hell. haha.
was fine at first. but qurrelled. she keep on saying things tat are irritating.
i donno how to describe them. but she ever does tat in the public again, i swear,
I'M GOING TO SLAP HER IN THE PUBLIC W/O EVEN TREATING HER AS MY SIS.then went my grandfather hse and go buy her stuffs.helped her to carry the bloody heavy (donno wat tat called) in bugis!!!
w/o any reward. haha.. jk.. but its real heavy. all i can say.
then went home slp le lohx.
plans:going to watch all the shows in youtube tat i haven finish.
got lots and lots. and got to finish them before i go on to another show.
yeah!!
and.... its jus a perfect time for me to forget
him bahx.
i din wan to carry on like tat. it jus breaks my heart.
i'm going to overwork myself to keep on occupied bahx.
nth can
stop me. unless
u love me??
as carol said, she's tired in another world and wanted to stay in this world first.
but i'm tired of this world and wanted to go into another world.
tat maybe wat i'm really thinking of now bahx.
i'm being killed by u once and again. i don wan it to happen anymore.
so pls don come near me.
k le.. its a long post.. stop here bahx. post next time. =)
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