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2007-06-24T08:48:00.000-07:00

Oh.. 19 went out wid ivan and sandra.
Rather fun bahx. Went bugis. Shop shop.
Then sandra wanna go buy back. Then go Douby Ghaut to buy bag.
Then she wanna go look for her gan lao gong and we went back to bugis. =.=
Lame rite? And we jus stayed at tat place for like less than 30 mins and we went off.
Then went there, went to look for her gan lao gong.
She cant see him then got a bit sa jiao.
Ivan and i see le got a bit seh diao. Some more she keep on drag and we 2 are getting bored.
So got a bit seh lohx.
Overall still okie bahx. Played his psp whole day. hees..

Then the next two days if i din forget is jus do hw bahx. Nth much.
22nd went for bbq. Quite bored.
But i'm glad i din show him attitude. hees.
Then till 10+ 11 then took the last train back.
Went to *** (i cant say cus someone might be reading my blog) and played whole night.
Din slp bahx. Till 6+ then went to bed when everyone is always asleep.
9+ or before tat woke up and was still damn tired but cant go into slp again.
Then bathe and changed and down to bugis.

Xuan was damn energetic as she did not go wid us.
So she's the one who shopped the most.
Elrin shopped wid her first, then i joined.
Miao and carol was like falling aslp anytime and was so bored.
Then after tat elrin went home and we went marina square.
Xuan is then THE ONLY ONE shopping.
Cus we were tired. I had ivan's psp to play.
So was okie. Then she still as energetic. Went went back at 5 plus and slept. lol
Slept till 1.30 and woke up. HUNGRY!!
Went to eat my "dinner" wid er jie and dad then came home.
Played psp while my tummy xiao hua. lol
Slept at 4, woke up at 1.30.

Today went aug hse to do hw. Did one compo and finished my compre.
Hope tml Mrs Raj will not be collecting from us cus i'm not done yet.
Okie. My mood, i promised kiat i will say.
Not very good bahx. Rather upset.
My family blah blah blah. Then mum is bias lahx. Can say.
Cus she is bias towards my sis and this is even wat the fortune teller says.
Okie watever, i don wan to blog liao. BYE
Cus it jus hurts me so much tat nobody will noe.
Even if they have insulted me. NOT FIRST TIME FOR GOD'S SAKE!

2007-06-18T03:05:00.000-07:00

To start off...

Okie, currently at carol's hse and i'm going to blog.
Go home then edit it wid pictures. hees.

Well, have been weeks since i online and blog.
Sorry readers, i've been neglecting my blog.
Okie, where should i start? haha

9/6 went jogging wid carol and miao.
It has been long since i went jogging.
After tat went to look for the guys. They were playing soccer and basketball.
Then damn bored. lol.
Then went *** and.. shant go into details. hees.
Homed, rest and slp. yupps.

11/6
Lets talk abt the sentosa trip bahx. Was rather fun. =)
Carol was suntanning and we girls are bored cus we got nth to do.
Then it was like ...... haha
Anyway, i'm burnt from that trip.
My shoulders are very very very pain from the burns and have difficulty carrying my bag.
Then then then. i oso donno liao. haha

For the rest of the week is do hw and slacking time lohx.
Went carol's hse sometimes cus the lazy pig is lazy to go out!! LOL

15/6
went out.
Saw xiao di at mrt station when meeting miao.
Stupid xiao di. Make jie pai seh. Idiot.
Then went carol hse to make jelly.
Nice nice. Hees.
Then he came and we went off.
Watched Fantastic 4. Interesting. hees.
Quite nice lahx. Then went window shopping at AMK.
I'm too lazy and tired to walk le and went to eat roti prata. Its nice lohx.
Then went back to carol hse to take the jelly.
Then slack then went back.

17/6
Which was jus ytd.
Spent $90 for Father's day.
OMG TATS ALOT LOHX!!!!!
Okie, $50 was his present cus we din buy him anything.
Then we went kuishin bo to eat. The meal is on us too. So divide le jiu $40 each lohx.
Hais.I'm pok lohx. Who wanna feed me~~~~ lol
Anyway, i ate lots of salmon sashimi. DELICIOUS!!!
HAHA. Its not everytime that u can eat salmon sashimi as much as u wan.
Cus its expensive!!!
Then had fun eating. mummmmm....

Then went orchard to donno take wat thing my dad wan.
And we went heeren... Guess wat we did there???
NEOPRINTS!!!!!! for the whole family.
ITS ONCE IN A LIFETIME OKIE??!!!!
lol. Not exactly lahx. hees.
Then my dad saw the price of one take. $11 and he complained.
LOL Then we laughed. HAHA

Then he went off and we girls shopped at ROBINSONS.
My da jie got so angry wid 2 ppl. One is the MC of the SONY GALLERY ROADSHOW @ ORCHARD.
The other was the ROBINSONS SHOE SECTION SALESMAN.
Okie, the salesman got her so angry cus he ignored her and my sis was jus kidding abt him ignoring her. But instead he complained to another salesman abt my sis.
Tats y she's kinda angry.
The SONY GALLERY MC was talking like an ah beng on the street and my da jie thinks tat he is an insult to the company cus my jie jie was in a the company oso. haha.
Okie, forget abt tat. We went to have ice cream after tat. Hees.

I noe i'm a zi lian freak. But well, no choice.

I like it.

Then papa came to drive us and we went ye ye hse.
Ate dinner wid him. Had tian ji zhou. The chinatown one. Damn nice lohx. hees.
Then went home, sat in papa's car and slp. Da jie bully me. Slept on my shoulders.
Wat she said is true lahx. My shoulders are big and nice for sleeping. haha.
Went home wid my pig legs. Cus i have blisters and it still hurts now. hees.
Then slept at 1 plus, in bad mood.

its painful

Today,
Woke up at 2.15. hees.
Given the name sleeping beauty. HAHA
Then came her hse at 5 and till now i haven touch my pen.
Think i am still in bad mood bahx. Donno y. Jus don wan anyone to bother me now.
And i wanna change my shirt. For some reason.
I oso donno y i have such a thinking.
Tot alot again bahx.
Maybe we jus are not meant to be tgt bahx.
Feel like going home alone today. Donno if i can. =(
Shall end here bahx. Got to go do hw and go home plan abt tml's thing.
Hao brother de bday. Cant miss it. hees.
Tml then blog bahx. bye readers. =))

life w/o you...

2007-06-04T07:54:00.000-07:00

Daily Romantic Horoscope for Couples
Give up the need to control and you might find that your relationship takes a much smoother course. Now, the only trick is to pry that grip of yours off the steering wheel. One finger at a time ought to do it.

Daily Love tarot
The Knave of Swords card suggests that you should try to clear your to-do list. Make time for witty chats or conversation. Reminisce or talk out issues that might need to be resolved and be clear about what you want. Put promises, itineraries or plans in writing to avoid misunderstandings later on. It may not be romantic, but being fair and practical in this case can help alleviate suspicions and avoid mind games.

Hais, well. Its all i can say. I'm so tired. Tired as in real tired and tired of life.
What else should i do? I cant make myself to face him and i donno how.
I'm confused. I'm sad. I'm losing my breath. I cant hold on any longer.
If its better for u, i might do so......

Watched campus superstar. Xu bin sang well.
Jus the pronunciation. But overall quite well done.
Hope he's not too sad abt it bahx.
The 13 yr old boy, shawn, impressed everyone.
He's great, its all i can say.
He's cute, wid superb voice. I bet he is a threat to all the others bahx.
Hope both of them can go all the way through.

Shall end here. Bye

2007-06-03T08:31:00.000-07:00

Your Daily Love Tarot

The Three of Chalices card suggests that you've worked hard to attain some level of success in your pursuit of happiness and love, but there will always be more to achieve. Take some time off to acknowledge your current success. Give yourself a pat on the back, spend time with your friends, commune over drinks or shake your groove thing without fear of being judged. Celebrate who and where you are right now without becoming bogged down by the end result of your search for love. Find reason to be joyful and grateful along the way. Revel in the pleasure and companionship of your peers, and indulge in the support of group empowerment without trying to make a love connection. You might find that you not only light up the room, but exude beauty, courage and confidence that make you more attractive and receptive to romance.

Another bad one.

Anyway, summary for these three days de work:

Well, knewn many of them. But i donno how to spell their name.

I like Jene the most, if i din spell her name wrongly.

She's the friendliest towards me, despite my tons of qns which will jus irritate ppl.

Thank her for giving me the chance to learn. =)

Today was the best day out of the 3 days.

I had the most fun and least mistakes.

I managed to ans most of the qns the costumer ask and did successfully sold some phones and asscesories.

Went to the entrance to give out flyers today like ytd.

Today was much much better.

Starting, i've got 2 guys from the BROTHER company's help. lol

They were jus slacking lahx. Then saw me alone, poor thing, taking one big heavy stack of flyers, so they helped me give out.

At first din believe they will really help me de. But when they did, i'm really surprised.

And everything happens is such a fun way. I like them. As in, they were kind and fun. =)

After tat mei ying jie jie bring me to the entrance. Erm, i was somewhere inside but near entrance before tat.

And then, i saw the "cute guy", he cute.

We started talking when he stood beside me to give out his company de flyer, SAMSUNG.

Cus i got the habit of smiling and talking to get the attention of the ppl walking pass me when i was inside, near entrance.

Then he's sort of holding those big banners walking ard.

Then he always walk pass me and will smile to me lahx.

Like i'm very funny like tat. But the way he smile is really cute and tat makes me rmb him.

After tat at entrance we chatted abit becus a costumer was asking for the redemption thingy and both of us were confused where it was. HAHA.

Ai ya, everything is jus fun.

Then before i go he said bye to me. =) Made a "new friend".

Well, the 3 strangers i mentioned, i really din noe their names or watever.

Wats wrong wid chatting to ppl i donno, guys?

Its not a crime or smth. Do u girls out there chat to guys too, even u donno them and they started talking to u FIRST?

I think most of u out there will at least chat a bit. Not as if we will lose out to the guys?

Guys can oso chat to girls. Wat i think is:" wats wrong making friends and saying they are CUTE???"

Ah well, forget it.

Got to go. BYE READERS.

Update more next time.

2007-06-01T07:34:00.000-07:00

Ehs, worked ytd at the pc show at suntec.
Good experience. But its tiring.
And i'm still a newbie so alot of things still donno then keep on ask.
I find myself quite irritating and keep on give them trouble bahx.
Tml and sun going to work oso. So scared. Hope tml will be okie bahx. =)

Today had lessons as usual, or i might be there oso le bahx.
Rather tiring in class. After tat went cwp eat.
Almost burst out all the food in my mouth cus we were talking then very funny and i cant control. haha
After tat carol wanted to go gym, ivin and pig pig wanna go home.
So miao and i went to watch movie, Pirates.
Nice, very funny lohx. And we sat the couple seat. LOL.
So pai seh lahx. haha.
Anyway, its a nice show. Worth watching.
My next movie might be Shrek 3. Wakaka.

K bahx. Should be all le. Going to do "homework".
Got to study abt the information before i go work tml. haha.
I love tat purple shirt. Post the pic next time. =)
Bye readers.

2007-05-29T06:52:00.000-07:00

Your Daily Love Tarot(29/05/07)

The Six of Wands card reversed suggests that your relationship could be suffering from jealousy and miscommunication, or you could be involved with a high-profile but socially unacceptable person and are unable to publicly demonstrate affection or any sort of romantic connection. The cat may be out of the bag, however, due to a matter dealing with pride or jealousy. A struggle could result, but you and your lover may not be built to go the distance. It may be time to put yourself back in the dating game.

Seriously, this will be the topic for my post today.

Wat do u think it means when u first saw this? Shocked?

I myself am rather shock.

Things are getting worst and worst.

I oso donno wat now, blank.

Everything seemed like a dream.

Hmm... Din slp well this few days. Shi mian le.

Got tired very easily. But don seem to be able to slp properly everyday.

Slept in tears, rather tiring bahx.

My advice for u if u have difficulty sleeping in the nite, think about all the sad things u have and cry all u wan.

U will find tat u have fallen asleep in jus a sec.

O lvl chinese is killing me.

Its rather difficult bahx.

My A i'm pinning hope on should be gone le bahx.

Donno if i should take a retest.

Hais, FAN ARHX!!!

Wait till the results are out le then say bahx.

Ytd went to sing at PARTYWORLD.

Its FUN!!!.

Haven been going there since long.

Went there to release stress. 2 vedios we took there.

Crazy Elrin & Xuan in action again.

Cant put here, go to either of their blog to see bahx.

Think will have. =)

Should end here le bahx. Today shouldnt be online de.

So, lets jus end here bahx.

Bye readers.

2007-05-26T04:01:00.000-07:00

Ah ha. 11 days have passed since i updated.
Ehs..... Wat should i blog lehx?

This whole week was having MT intensive everyday. Chinese & chinese & chinese..
Quite tiring to keep on face one teacher for at least 3 hrs per day. *yawns*
But the lesson is still alright bahx. Not till the extend tat i will feel like sleeping.
Then teacher keeps on pia the lesson, cus she gave us han zi de paper, like shou ce, then she go thru every topic like a train and me and my partner cant catch up bahx.
Everytime we ask qns the rest will be like, "this is so easy!", "teacher go thru before le!!!", "the paper inside have!".
Then the two of us will be like, erms.....
Cus we are those poorer students so will have more qns and thus.. being tot as holding back the teacher.
So i began to look for teacher after sch bahx. Its a better choice.

Ytd my girls went cwp, i stayed alone in sch to ask qns. So sad.
Stayed from after sch till about 5.30.
Then saw kok how and walked to station wid him since he's going to yew tee.
Then 7 then reach home.
Studied a long day ytd. Reach home jiu slack liao.

Today study from 3 to now. And was quite tired.
But studied very slowly and i'm getting scared now.
Thinking "if i cant finish how?? If i get a B3? or B4??"
Hais, going for dinner now le bahx. =))
Update next time.
Good luck for my o lvl chinese. In 2 days' time......

How i wish i can go back to the past......
If only i could..
Where there's only happiness....

2007-05-15T06:41:00.000-07:00

Got back our results this week le.
Glad wid my results bahx. Can say is not too bad le. =))
English: 27/50 --- passed
Chinese: paper 1- 51.5/70 paper 2- 46/70 --- passed
E maths: paper 1- 63/80 --- passed
A maths: paper 1 and paper 2- 65/80 each --- passed
Chemistry: 56/100 --- passed
History: SBQ- 12/25 --- failed
Tats all tat i've gotten back bahx.

This few days, can say is bad times of this year bahx.
Everything seemed so wrong.
I'm about to give up le. Well, pls don let tat happen.
i'm so lost, so stupid, and my mind is blank.
Jus hope everything will end quickly bahx.
Shall end here. =))

2007-05-12T09:40:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO!! FREE FROM EXAMS!!!
Finally finished all my exams is enjoying myself now.
Both my sciences are going to flunk and so lets say bye bye to my 15 points for L1B5.
Went to lib almost everyday. Found out tat i'm beginning to not able to concentrate studying in the lib le.
Maybe next exam not going le bahx. Got to try studying at home.

Thurs after exams feel so relaxed. But now worried about the results. hees.
Went window shopping at orchard after going home to change.
He gave me a shock. lol. Bluff me huh.... Bleahx
Shop till quite late de bahx. Then went home.
Fri actually going sentosa, then changed to escape.
In the end go there, din open. =.=
Mood spoiled. Then tired oso, then low diao liao.
I jus enjoy the time he's wid me. I love it.
How i wish the times will never stop. haha. Kidding lahx.
Anyway, got real tired and slept on the train.
He said my head kept falling. So pai seh. lol
It has been long since the 6 of us went out tgt le.
Ytd was fun too. Hope the 6 of us will have outings more often.

Today, rotting.
Was at home for the whole day.
Watched 200 pounds, charlottes web and tokyo juliet.
Whole day watching shows.
So tiring, face the comp for 4 hours plus or more. Tv, i think oso about 4 hrs.
Went to eat KFC for dinner jus now. Fat me die. HAHA
Come home, watch tokyo juliet, and now online.
Getting tired le. Should be sleeping le bahx.
Wonder wat i will be doing tml.

2007-04-27T03:44:00.000-07:00

HI HI!!! I'M BACK!!
Miss me?? Okie, start blogging le bahx.

Last week:
Things happened too long ago le. I don rmb much. HAHA
Start from friday bahx.
Had Speech Day performance. We were all very nervous.
Preparations were done before hand and we all got so bored in the room cus we sort or prepared early.
Then finally its time to perform. I was so nervous tat i start playing scissors paper stones wid to stop nervous.
And i managed to do it. The performance was a good job.
Sat went to Samual's bday bbq.
Was quite =.= and din enjoy much.
But i still enjoy it. Love tat day.
How i wish it will be like tat everyday and tat the time will jus stop in tat moment.
Sun went to sao mu. End up being damn depressed.
Went to look for him.
Thx for accompanying me.
Went to find carol after tat to get things and then went home.
Din eat anything for the whole day. =(
And to avoid them i slept at 7. Cool rite? lol

This week:
Mon was SFY day le.
Our make up can say quite weird lohx. And maybe not enough make up.
Was super nervous and the dance is screwed up.
Damn depressed after dancing when watching the other schools dance.
Saw Sandra's dance. Not too bad.
Went back sch, felt better bahx.
Went to cut hair after tat. Prefer this one when let down, prefer the old one when tied up?? lol
Night went to look for my tuition teacher, ivan and sandra.
Then after their tuition, we chatting at ivan's blk void deck.
After sandra went off, ivan accompany me home.
So kind of him. From last time till now still so kind. =))
Chatted for quite a long time, till 10 then went home. hees.
Tues was normal. Erm, quite low at times. at night. =(
Wed oso nth much. Then went home quite early everyday.
Thurs was okie. Sad. We only got silver. But better le, cus we tot we might get bronze.
Went for the last night study. Very little ppl there only.
Most din go. I went oso keep on teaching only. Din do much of my homework.
Went home bathe and waited for my hair to dry, did half of one maths paper. Then slp.
Today was totally bored. Din had chinese paper. And we all ate after sch and went mac to eat ice cream.
I'm going to be 1kg fatter le. LOL
Then went home.

This week quite depressed de bahx. I oso donno why. Things jus feel weird.
I'm so worried now. Hais, forget it.
Am i those girls who are really hard to understand? I don understand things.
I really donno..
Shall stop here and post next week bahx. =))

2007-04-15T05:34:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. got to make it a fast one. As fast as i could. Hees.
Jie eat medi le then drowsy, keep losing money for mahjong.
Actually i'm not well too. haha. *yawns*

This week... Same as usual.
Monday had rehearsal for speech day. Wear the full dress de not quite comfortable.
Tiring after tat and even hurt my leg.
Tues.. Adam khoo came and talk alot. Quite lame de but really of help. =))
Wed oral SUX. Quite sad wid my results de bahx. Very poor.
Thurs after chem, went dance for 30 mins.
Actually going night study but din in the end.
Escaped dance for 30 mins. =X
Fri chem test. Sux. I forgot lots of things. This time will score quite poor de bahx.
Sat. Pia and pia and pia something. Phew.. Its tiring. But i enjoyed it. =))
Din go amk hub wid mum in the end.
3am then slp and woke up at 8.45 today.
Happy day today. I love it. I appreciate it. I treasure it.
Hope we will always have this kind of time tgt bahx.
Go home tat time 酸酸的. But i'm alright now.

K le. Cant talk anymore. Hope u enjoyed the day too bahx.
And my effort will not be wasted too?? =)) Bye.
Update next week.

2007-03-30T07:29:00.000-07:00

Phew, this week is a tiring week.

Countdown to:-
- Speech day performance : 21 days.
- SYF : 24 days.
- O lvl exams : 29 weeks.

Looking at the days I'm left wid, i feel so helpless.
Nowadays is like, dance practice, study, remedial and night studies.
Night studies are fun but is real tiring esp when i have remedials after sch and had to rush home to bathe and go back sch for the study.
Well, its of help de bahx.
Homework all stacking high again.
Test are coming every week..
Yar, our life is jus so boring. There's no life. Okie.
Cus we jus don have the time to spare for those kind of life ya??

Anyway, today had speech day practice.
Its terrible. The juniors i donno how to say le. Jus not focused.
Today all kena scold le and they can still luff happily.=.=
I think we'll not get gold or gold with honours le. But still hopes we will. =))
After tat went lib wid miao. I don feel like going home this few days, so.. yar. lol
Chatted alot. Talking all craps.
Wanted to do homework de but in the end i think did nth.
1st is donno how to do, 2nd lazy to do.
Went home ard 6.30.
Came back, took a nap, dinner, online.

Tml have dance practice again. Hope tml will be a good one.
Got to wake up early, so got to slp early. haha.
Shall end here le bahx. Gonna slp soon. hees. Nites

2007-03-24T09:08:00.001-07:00

Today went to study as usual. Din wan to go at first de, rather lazy.
But the girls are lazy to come my hse too, so i went lib lohx.
We chatted more than we studied. But still did some work.
Then blah blah, 10 then went home.
My boy was tired bahx. He's always tired and lazy but deny.
Hey, its all written on ur face okie~ HAHA.

Reached home, bathe, eat little rice, use comp. Bored.
Slowly everyone came home. Was still alright at first. But got so pissed off when my er jie came home.
She's like so damn noisy and jus cant make everyone happy lohx.
Wanted to go chalet after her work. Came home told my mum.
Jus to inform and not asking for permission.
Then my mum sure don let de mahx. So late le, some more my dad sure don allow.
Its my dad who don allow more, and my mum jus asked her to call my dad on her own to ask him and she omplained tat my mum is naggy.
WTF
In the end she still went and i cant say anything too.
Then she msg me and ask me to msg her when dad reaches home. fuck
Okie, my reply is quite nasty. I don give a damn.
All i told her is true and i jus added a wtf in the msg and she threatened me wid tat msg.
fuck. i'm so pissed now.
She caused my mum to be scolded and my mum was damn pissed too and in the end told me all the things like its all my fault.
Okie, i don mind she telling me all these cus she's in a bad mood.
But its sort of like scolding me and i'm so so so innocent~!
Forget it, i don blame my mum anyway. I blame the girl who started all these things.
fuck fuck fuck. Her attitude jus sucks like hell.
How i wished she would jus stop all these and understand my parent's feelings and don giving all that fucking attitude. The msg jus WONT be a threaten to me.
Tell mum and dad i don care. Pls take a look at ur attitude before u even talks to me! FUCK

Argh~!
I'm so pissed now. Sorry that this post is full of the f word. But i'm really pissed.
Everytime when she is home there's jus no peace.
Cant she come home one time without all the arguments and blah~~~
I'm getting so irritated by my sister jus becus she jus wont control her temper and always listening to them, arguing or complaining. Pissed
*Cooling down in process*
Don wan to talk about tat idiot anymore. Spoils my mood.

Hmm.. My boy must have fallen aslp. In front of the comp? haha.
Whatever, hope he slept well~
Next week got phy test again. Scared i'll fail.
Hope my boy can teach me~~ LOL. Jk lahx. Tat lazy boy.
Hmm, i should go to bed soon le bahx. =)) Its getting late. Bye.

2007-03-24T09:08:00.000-07:00

2007-03-22T06:13:00.000-07:00

Hais. Sch started, again.
Time passes jus so soon.
Got back the results slip. Quite glad wid my results bahx.
This term i did not bad. I will continue to work hard de. Jia you weiting!!!

Syf is coming soon too. I had blue blacks all over. haha.
Its on 23rd april. 20th april is speech day. Hope it doesnt affect our performance for syf. =))

This week din get enough slp everyday.
Had double eyelid for almost everyday. In the morning will slp till 6.30 then wake up.
Then always must pia. haha.
Now oso very sleepy. Think will be going to slp soon le.
So i'm gonna stop here.
Update more next time bahx. =))
I'm loving u more and more each day. *hugs*

2007-03-14T08:30:00.000-07:00

Monday went NYP. FUN!!!
Its so great to see the courses but not the courses i wanted.
Life sciences and chem and those art de courses. Jus not my type bahx. HAHA
However, i'm rather impressed by the arts and anime things done by the sch. They are great!
Then, mood swing?? lol.
Dance was horrible. Damn tiring and its like pia all the way lohx.
Wearing the heavy idiot skirt. Argh, made my day worst.

Ytd was fun. Its zhan rui's b'day and we went out to play.
Sang KTV, very crazy there. And the cost damn ex. HAHA.
After tat went seoul ate. Each person is like.. spending $22 dollars... ( HUH??!!! )
Okie, had fun eating too.
*I'm now super tired wid heavy eyes looking at the screen. lol. so din wan to elab.*
Went for walk walk in cwp. Had fun wid ***.
Went home, chat on phone wid steph and ***. Tats my day.

Today had dance again. =.=
The heavy skirt is killing all of us. Cus we are dancing wid so much strength already and is sweating like we jus bath and we still have to hold tat idiot thingy high. =.=
After tat went to KTV. AGAIN.
And spend $15. Damn shit. This week not going to eat anymore le. I'm pok lahx.
Damn ex, next time will make sure they don "eat" our money again.
Okie, i'm thinking alot today and is damn tired so i'm going to slp le.

Tml going lib to do all my hw. Not going to think so much le.
Let fate do all the things bahx. If we are meant to be tgt, we will be tgt.
Weiting, JIA YOU!!! YES. And i will. =))

2007-03-11T08:51:00.000-07:00

This week rather interesting huh. LOL.
Monday as usual had dance. Tues nth.
Wed had 2.4 mass run. I'm in 2nd place for the girls. Actually 3rd. But, well, don say bahx. Hope she's alright. =))
The run is so stupid. Wid lots of slopes all around and the route looked so long and far.
Some more under the hot sun. Worst. Feet are all burning. Ew.. I hate this run.
Thurs went to help out for the 2.4 mass run for other classes.
Had a new partner. Vanessa!!! HAHA.
She's so funny. Then accompanied my during the thing bahx.
Enjoyed being wid her. After tat she went to look for her hubby and ps me le. HAHA. JK lahx. =))
The 2 days were damn tiring.
Friday got 2 tests again. Think i wont do well bahx. Quite difficult de. hees.

Ytd went for CIP and got into the same grp as him. lol.
Some more paired up wid him. Then went around the blk to collect items.
Its a good experience and fun. HAHA.
Then after tat actually wan go do hw de. But instead, all lazy le then decided to go hanging around.
Watched movie. Enjoyed it. Its damn funny.
Really enjoyed my day till after the movie. I like to be always like tat.
After movie quite tired le and all low le. So not so fun.
I don seem to be able to understand u. What can i do??

Today was suppose to go lib and do hw de.
We really went to do. And miao and i kena an uncle's "scolding".
Very idiot sia. The uncle so noisy. We are not the only one talking in the lib and he say us.
Freak lohx. Then end up miao and i talk using write de. LOL.
Anyway, after carol came awhile, we went kian tee house to play mahjong le. HAHA
Hw become playing. lol.
Okie lahx. Can say we are starting to be in the holiday mood le.
Will start by next week de bahx.
Today had bad mood swing. Think i'm really thinking too much le bahx. =))
Hope things wont jus end....... I don wan it to end jus like tat.
Nvm. Don write here. Write in my book. HAHA

Tml going NYP. After tat still got dance. Damn boring. So got to slp now le.
Or else tml no energy to dance le. Sian sian sian!!!
OH.. i jus finished playing mahjong again. HAHA. No win no lose. hees. 3 adults against one.
All din win much oso. HAHA.
K le. I go slp le. hees. BYE BYE. nites. =))

2007-03-02T19:24:00.000-08:00

Ytd had both the paper for chinese.
Its still okie lahx. But i don think i'll do well lohx.
As for the Paper 1, can say is still okie lahx.
Ying yong wen wrote alot, compo wrote very little.
Donno will pass or not. haha

Anyway, ytd went to watch the basketball match.
Our sch against Seng Kang.
Its a nice one.
Don intend to go at first. But the match was really exciting.
Nice one. We won.
Its very exagerating cus almost the whole place is pack wid our sch de ppl. Very kua zhang.
Then we cheered alot. Then the Seng Kand peeps not happy lahx. Haha
Got one girl very ah lian de. Oso donno y is she so "angry".
Its jus a match ya?? We are only cheering and she's like.. so rude. LOL.
But its really nice. Very exciting sia. =X
Had a happy day. And hope so for today too. Haha.
Got to meet xuan le. Bye

2007-03-01T06:47:00.001-08:00

This week whole week exams. Damn tiring.
*Sickening. Cant slp now. Helping papa. T_T*
Okie. Then tests. Think i'll flunk most of the papers le bahx.
SS learn wrong topic, hist difficult qns and not very sure about topic and phy... FLUNK!! haha.
This few days.. Hmmm... Oso donno how to say. Jus like tat lohx. =X haha..
Hope wat i think is true and those things wont happen again. =)

Homework is starting to stack again.
A maths and E maths for this week.
Tml still got test. Chinese. Some more there's 2. Sian arhx.
Anyway, i wan slp le. Update more next time bahx. haha.

2007-02-24T07:21:00.000-08:00

I'm back again.

New year holidays ended and i'm back to sch for the life i'm having all this while. lol

Anyway, i wan to thx my reader first. Thx silentwind for ur encouragement. =)) haha

Common tests are here again. Bored. Ytd jus had the eng one. Hope i at least passed it.

Oh freak. My keyboard is so difficult to type.

Oh ya. New year. Had little fun bahx. hees

Chu 1: Went some places. Then go my yeye house again.
My yeye so cute. Cus my er jie play play then bluff my yeye say he nv give her ang bao.
Then my yeye say give le but she insisted no. Then he really tot no and nearly gave her another one.

But my sis not so bad to do tat lahx. haha. He's so cute!!

After tat got one quite rich de relative came. Then come show off his money.

Say he bought a new house. Donno 2 million or wat?? Then donno how many feet. lol

So proud. Then me and my sisters cannot tahan. HAHA. shhhhh

Then after tat went home did preparations and wait for my relatives to come.

Played majong. Till quite late then slp.

Oh, anyway, took some pics wid my sis.

Chu 2:
Oso went out bai nian.
Went home oso play majong. Cus my cousin alone at home then my mum invited him up to play lohx.

Din do much bahx.

Chu 3:

Went friends house. Ivin house at first. Then scared of tifa. But after tat okie le.

Then went zhan rui house. After tat went steph house eat steamboat.
The girls are quite bored cus they don really like those crowd de bahx.

Then quite low de lohx. After tat played blackjack. Lost all my $5.60. Haha. Cus i din bring much tat day. Then won back $2 in the end. But still lose.

Went home after tat. Then slp le.

Took some pics wid them.

Then is sch le. Sad. Haha.

Knew shocking news from little boy oso. Zzz.But quite happy that i passed my chem bahx. Grades not bad. And i'm happy.

So all the hard work is worth it.
Cus i have been studying it for quite long le. The test postponed and postponed.
So got quite a long time to prepare. Got to stop here le. Watch show. Then tml study. haha. =))

2007-02-17T08:03:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!

Okie, let me have a brief update bahx.
This respond is supposed to be written in letter for dar dar de. But i'll stil write it here anyway.
"Dar dar, this few days this had been better le. Jus this few days again bahx. Feel like its a kind of outcast. I'm like a weirdo or something bahx. All this....." Write till here only. haha

Its Valentine's day on wed last week. The day before we all girls went Jireh house to make cookies.
Of cus, its only the couple girls. The 3 others-us- din do anything but jus helped around. Made ourselves useful.
Valentine's day received quite alot "presents". All from girls so din think so much. haha.
Actually intended to prepare something for V day de. But din in the end cus was not really in good mood the day before. Thus, the result.

I really enjoyed chatting wid my dar dar. I jus love her very much. Everytime PE will talk quite alot bahx.
Anyway, I've got my results for phy and a maths.
First time i passed my phy. 17.5/30. A maths is 29/40. Not bad le but i expected more actually. hees.

Fri had celebrations. Was very emo tat day lahx.
Being ps-ed. And was damn lonely. Looked for Carol's hamster for company. But its sleeping all the time so i jus brought it walking around.
I'm like a unwanted kid wandering ard lohx. So sad.
After tat went KFC wid miao and carol. Ah ma and others were there eating.
Carol waited for ben and miao think too tired to eat le, so din eat.
After tat jiu went home le.
Went home, mum was very angry, for donno wat reason.
And finally knew it was my sisters whom made her angry.
She was angry jus because they woke up late when they promised to wake up early to help her wid things.
My sisters were also very stubborn and thus i became the middle person.
I was so damn sad when they were so angry wid each other. And tears nearly jus came out.
Ouch, I'm damn pathetic. Then went my yeye house ate reunion dinner.
I jus don seemed to like the relatives there lahx. Argh. Shhh

Today was working whole day. Helped my mum wid housework again.
Tiring day lohx. Falling aslp le.
Lucky my mum is not angry wid any of us today.
Jus now went dinner, went MOS.
Pathetic... Others eating reunion dinner while we eat fast food. Haha.
Then cried in MOS. LOL. The tears jus dropped out when my mum they all said something.
Its sort of i oso donno how to say, they suan me de lahx. Then i laugh laugh, then suddenly got tears. Then stupid de, jus wont stop. And tats my day today.
Okie bahx, as i've said, things got worst. Heartache. Not cus of BGR things. LOL.
Somethings......... Anyway, i don wan post le bahx. Getting tired tired.
Gonna be real busy tml. =))
Ming tian hui gen hao!!!

2007-01-29T05:34:00.000-08:00

THE SEC 3S DIN GO FOR THE CAMP TODAY!! ITS ON 5TH FEB!!
lol. So xiao di din go today. Wakakas.
Though he din go to the camp today, but i cant chat wid him anymore.
My duty has been changed and now he has no time to acc me cus he got his own duty le.
Saddened. LOL.
Morning duty change oso le. Its for the better or for the worst? Hais.
Hmm, promised dar dar to be happy no matter wat is going on and *secrets*.

Today's dance super duper tiring. Okie, actually i pia it so its very tiring.
Some more after dance, my small toe got blood, my feet's skin on the top came out, the meaty side is painful jus by walking, and pulled my big thigh de nerve. HAHA.
Anyway, i'm bloody tired so i'm going to wait for my hair to dry first and go slp.

Oh yar! Got a new aim. I wan to go Temasak Poly. I wan to study the new course.
It looks so damn interesting lohx and i jus wanna go study it. Yea.
But jie jie said tat the points needed sure very low de. Which means i must get all A1 then can go in, which is so impossible. haha.
Anyway, tats jus my aim, my goal. I'm going to work towards it. Even if i really cant get into the course, at least i tried my very best.
JIA YOU TOWARDS O'LEVELS BAHX!!

2007-01-28T06:35:00.000-08:00

*yawns*
Wan to slp soon le.
Today went lib wid them again. Went earlier than ytd but we did much lesser things than ytd.
Ytd did almost all the hw and was only left wid one worksheet.
Today finished the worksheet and did nth le bahx. Talk and talk and talk. lol
Oh my god. I cant stand it anymore.. I'M DAMN TIRED!!!!!!
Okie, continue. Then wanted to study for tests de, but din. haha.
Scared tml got test sia. If got sure to fail le.
Anyway, i'm gonna change my blog song next week. Its a very nice song. Wakaka.
Okie lahx. Nth much to blog le. Bye bye.
Oh yar... My xiao di going for camp le. Miss miss miss him!!! lol
Gonna be lonely for a week le. Sad.
Some more oscar din call me today. Hais.
Go slp le. bye.

2007-01-27T06:40:00.000-08:00

Another week had passed.
O'levels are getting closer and closer. Okay, i'm too kua zhang liao but its really coming soon.
This week is the worst week bahx. But over all i can still control myself. lol
I'm now trying to ignore everything that is not relevant and those that are not so important.
One more year, erm, less than a year. BUT I CAN DO IT!!! YES!

Wooohooo hooo.... This year like very scary sia. So many things happen.
This year like very 有缘 wid little boys. Its like, those sec 1 guys knew me but i donno them.
And somehow being bullied lahx. haha.
Some more knew sec 1 boys oso scary. You wont expect things to happen yar? haha.
Today jus knew my boy boy's chinese name. The name very nice sia. 舒怀. Nice rite?

Its so tiring this week, wid tons of homework and phone calls and smses. From the little boys and this made my phone bills over my dad's litmit and got scolded. haha.
Like i've said, even my family members don understands me so how do i expect my "friends" to understand me.
Okie, i'm getting sleepy and cant hold longer. Update today's things first - cus today is a fun day.

Went studying as usual wid miao and carol wid ben.
Miao and i were rather bored at first. After tat steph came and made my day.
We were chatting and miao shifted her place to sit wid carol since ben was away using laptop at the other side.
She made prank calls to jiahe and zude. Their reaction damn funny lahx.
One say wanna slp to a "stranger" and one said f you. LOL
We jus kept on luffing lohx.
Then aun came and i remembered wat he said ytd night.
A set of mac nugget student meal is 2kg fat. And its not me that i'm eating. lol. So lame lahx.
One meal so fat then die liao lo.
Oh yar!!! I bought teens magazine today.
Guess who's on the cover?? Its FAHRENHEIT!!!!!! Oh my tian arhx!!! love them love them. HAHA.

Okie. I donno what more to blog about. Stop here le bahx. Blog again next week. hees. =)
Bye~ miss me.. XD

2007-01-18T06:27:00.000-08:00

woohoo.. i'm back to blog.
TODAY IS MY MUM'S BDAY!!!
AND I HAD A FUN FUN DAY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!!

Anyway, she wont read it cus she donno how to use comp. haha.
My biao ge came my hse and gave her a surprise, bought a cake and secretly brought it inside the room.
So my mum so totally unaware of it.
After dinner, mummy did some washing while we prepared the cake.
Set up a scenario and said tat there was a cockroach in my mum's room and my er jie shouted becus she was in the room. Like.... to make her go into the room.
My er jie really shouted so suddenly and so loud that i got a scare in the living room. lol.
Then we all were laughing so badly but my mum still donno and she even took a pesticide into her room to kill tat "cockroach". LOL.
And she was touched and surprised. haha.
She even scolded my er jie for shouting so loudly, cus she the only one who will shout so badly when its even the smallest insect. So her acting was great.
Jus finished dinner and got to eat the cake, somemore wid my biao ge drama-ing. So funny lahx.
Jing dian de action. Can only see it when he's "mad". haha.
Then i was so bloated and got to laugh cus i cant control.
Anyway, think this is the most memorable bday my mum will have. haha.
* now playing majong somemore. haha. *

Hmm.. this few days de mood can say is not very good bahx.
Other than going to steph hse on wed, stay in class do peer tutor wksht and talking to my di on phone, i don think there's any other thing that can make me happy le bahx.
Things are jus not going right. Everything's getting so weird and i'm going to turn invisible soon cus nobody notices my pressence. =X
Hmm, don say le bahx.
This year got 2 more di di le. haha.
Oscar the lame lame but cute one and jin fu that chubby chubby de little one. haha.
Love them so much.
Was still wondering if Oscar can be my only listening ears... LOL. XD

Homework are stacking higher and higher.
My mood everyday is getting lower and lower.
Happiness is getting further and further away.
I'm getting tired. Who can jus let me be happier and stop thinking about all those things and pei me? hais.

2007-01-12T06:03:00.000-08:00

One week has passed again.
Kept getting not enough slp this few days, because of the show my mum was rushing to return bahx. LOL
Raining again this few days and was freezing cold in the class.
Homework are stacking slowly and i'm dying soon. haha
Feeling so lazy in sch this few days and jus don feel like doing anything.
If i'm gonna be mad i'll become very very mad. haha.
Hmm... From today onwards there is going to be chinese paper every fri, which is so irritating cus its EVERY WEEK, EVERY FRIDAY!
Oh my god man!

Anway, i'm late for duty this few days. Was so worrdied that rebecca will tell me off?? Or say me always late or wat??
I was feeling so guilty every time i reached the hall and they are all settled down.
And by the time i was in the hall, they are going back to class already. haha.
Forget it bahx. I'll try to be early next week.

I was bullied by the cheeky boys in sec one today. They keep on say my eyes small.
Although i admit so, =/, but they so evil. haha.
Oh ya. Got another didi le. He ask me de so anything lohx.
His expression was so funny when he asked me, cause he was rather shy and like pai seh pai seh de. HAHA.
He's a cute boy anyway. Haha.

Okie, i got to go play majong liao. LOL
My da jie, the lan du gui, my mum said so. Haha.
She wanted to play then i GOT TO PLAY. =.=
Later i lose again then they laugh at me again.
Sad. Anyway, i'm going to be happy forever. I don wan to be always so unhappy de le. WAHAHA.
K le. Going now. BYE.

2007-01-06T09:05:00.000-08:00

Woohoo! I'm back to blog.
Anyway, update this few days de things bahx.
Chalet was "fun". LOL
Cannot say till like tat lahx. But rather boring and lonely de.
No one of my age de then keep on sticking to my da jie lohx.
First day was boring till cannot. At night adults play majong, went out to have a walk wid da jie and gor gor.
They brought me to play arcade. Then play the donno wat then left my wallet there. =X
Lucky i rmb when we walked half way back and ran to take it and its still untouched.
Nearly cried out lehx. =X
Went back, celebrate my uncle de b'day. Drank bacardi wid coke. Nice nice.
Next day went to escape. Had lots of fun. At night helped my biao jie wid majong, although i'm still a noob. haha.
Da jie went for countdown outside, leaving me alone. Zzz
I had headach for the whole night so din go wid them lahx. haha.
Slept early after countdown and ITS NEW YEAR!! lol
Next day check out le then went home and slp. Had a good slp.
Went to dinner in the night. First time everybody at home and we went to eat nice food.
First day of the year and we had dinner tgt. So happy!! haha

And its now, sch again. lol
Sch started and was quite tiring.
Needed to get to sch at 6.30 every morning to report.
Sec 1 orientation was quite boring. I din had any duty so most of the time i'm in the class wid miao.
2nd day oso the same. Had lots of meetings, even after sch.
Then went to watch deathnote 2 wid fang they all.
Don feel like going to watch movie wid ppl le bahx. lol. But i will. hees.
3rd day was more busy. Din go back to class at all when they told us to bring the books for last 4 sub.
Took the sec 1s for their carnival games.
Helped 1/6 and took a group of guys and girls.
The guys are so cheeky but they are cute. Okie, say i xian xiao didi i don care cus they are really cute. haha.
The girls however, hmm, was not so sociable bahx. The malays girls did talk to me and i had fun wid them but a short moment only. Most of the time is the guys who talked to me.
After the long day, i had to stay in sch for the night duty.
Was super duper tired and i stayed in sch to rot.
At night my duty was to usher the parents.
Saw the cheeky guys came and they made fun of me again. haha.
Greeted all the parents who walked pass me and felt so stupid cus i keep on repeat wat i'm saying like a tape recorder.
The uniform group ppl are so funny. Those whom i know de all stand beside me and help me greet. haha.
Npcc got 1, st john got 2 and ncc got 1. Lame rite?
Anyway, got to thank ivin and xiao ben cus when the duty started my tummy started to groan. lol
Ivin brought me a biscuit from his Npcc room and xiao ben bought me a packet of green tea, though is he owe me de. haha. But i appreciate, or else i'll be dying of hunger.
Finished 1st duty then went to watch the performance. Nice.
Then start my 2nd duty. I stood in front of the big white board wid the Npcc ppl cheering till my ears are going to spoil le.
Then started to slack and walk about le.
Finally got food to eat but i din eat much cus i promised my mum i'll be home for dinner. lol
Anyway, tats my day ytd. Tiring day.

Sch started for only 3 days and i'm making many mistakes. Kept on saying sorry to friends and ppl.
Miao.. sorry for tat day. really din mean it de. =X
Cus its the biggest mistake i've ever done.
Hao le. Stop here le bahx. Go watch shows.
Love my didis, xiao di, meimeis, mummy, ah ma, ah gong and all. =))

2006-12-29T05:21:00.000-08:00

Haha. I'm back to blog again.
This few days is like going to sch, go do hw and nth much bahx.
Tues went msia wid mum and aunt and had my fringe cut.
It looks weird lahx but i'mused to it now.
Wed went sch for prefects' meeting. Its like a useless meeting cus throughout the whole meeting we were doing nth.
Thurs went watch movie wid ming quan, hui aun and ryan.
Many things happened. It was rather boring but also interesting and funny.
Today went for meeting again. At least today's meeting wasnt useless.
I'm gonna get busy when sch starts. Duty duty duty~~ =.=

Anyway, i slept quite a long nap this few days. Maybe 4-5 hrs? Nice nap wid no one disturbing me.
* Yawns. I'm still sleepy now. =X *
Tml i'm going chalet le. Will not be home for 2 days and 1 afternoon. At night oso donno can use or not.
Going to chalet freaks me out. But i'll rmb the times i had during the last chalet, bad and good memories?? lol
It'll be fun bahx. =))
This time all my mum side de relatives going. Even my biao sao de children. The guy... =S Freaks me out.
Mum wanna watch show le. Cant blog le. Blog when i'm back bahx. =))
Bye peeps.

2006-12-25T07:31:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!

Yesterday was a very bad xmas eve for me.
Anyway, i really appreciated that my da jie came home 10 mins before xmas and celebrated wid me.
Actually she jus wanted to come home before 12 so that she will not have difficulty taking a train home.
But at least she made my night better. We were mad!!
Thanks da jie!!

Today is Christmas! Hmm..
Actually din have any plan for today cus sisters go out de cancel le.
Then xiao di asked me out for movie. On the other hand, aug asked me go steamboat.
In fact, i prefer steamboat to movie, but i hesitated at that particular moment.
I din really feel like going to the steamboat.
Anyway, i went today and i totally regreted.

Okie... i made the stupid cake which is so idiotic and jus feel like throwing it away but i din cus the cake is not wid me.
I swear i wont make those kind of things next time. NEVER EVER.
Jus now was like... I'M SO ODD ONE OUT!
I was looking from the back, all in pairs, i'm alone.
This makes me really don feel like talking anymore cus i'm real tired le.
I feel so damn extra okie??
I really regreted going to steamboat instead of going out wid xiao di.
I think go out wid him at least i wont be so.... Blah. Whatever.
Okie. At least i went out today le.

Aiyo. I now not in mood to blog anymore.
Xiao di arhx xiao di, dui bu qi okie??
My poor xiao di. =/

2006-12-24T06:28:00.000-08:00

i donno what's wrong wid me now.
i donno what to do, how to react.
i feel so lost.
they doesnt even care.
nobody even understands. even the one i tot might understand me more than others?
i'm so disappointed.

i even tried to do something for tml.
but in the end its this kind of results i got?
i put in alot of effort. now it has all done down the drain.
its suppose to be the xmas present for those whom i care, those who are closer to me.
now..... it failed for now, and tml is oso cancelled.
forget it. i'm not going to care anymore since they don even care.
u all wan say watever about me, be my guest. i don care!!!
u might think i'm being ridiculous... alright, i am okie????

2006-12-22T08:41:00.000-08:00

Zzzz.... Yawns.
I'm super tired.
I went back to sch ytd for the sec 1 orientation briefing and woke up at 7.30.
Woke up, did my things and was all ready to go out when i was held back by my dad.
He asked me to help him do alot of comp things and the stupid idiot scanner got prob at that time.
Its so irritating when i am going to be late soon and my dad is like still ignoring me and keep on ask me help him do.
I did all already, jus asking him to check it and send it out himself but he said he din noe how.
Oh my god........
Luckily i wasnt late for the meeting.

My hair all clipped up. "Wonderful".
The meeting was like nothing. They jus inform us about our duty and what we are suppose to do at our duty place and tats all.
The rest of them were carrying chairs and bla. And mine, the canteen peeps and runners all in the prefect room slacking.
I was so bored tat i really nearly slept.
Ming bin is so kind. Haha. He chatted wid me and "played" wid me. So fun.
I was very evil lahx. Keep on bully him. =X
I'm the evil da jie. ( He called me de. )
Then went home at 12 plus bahx.
Went to buy my shoes and then 2 plus went home.

Today was the actual day. Was busy serving the parents.
It was not really tat busy cus the spot i'm standing is like, no body even cares if i'm there.
Lucky my xiao di was there to chat wid me. Haha.
Tat ming bin really very idiot de lohx. Always bully me de. Haha.
Anyway, today i really feel tat i'm very very lousy - can say so bahx.
My sch is around woodlands area, but i really have got not a single idea about woodlands area.
When the parents asked me about those kind of things, my ans will always be the same - sorry, i'not sure.
Haha. Maybe should have a tour around bahx. Kidding. LOL
Then today was suppose to be dismissed at 2 if i'm not wrong but the pp doing hall duty all can leave at 10+.
I cant cus i'm doing the canteen/bookshop duty. And this made bao and miao to wait for me till 11+ when i can leave earlier than that. Haha.
Then we went KFC to have our lunch and then went library do hw.
Did quite alot le. At least i finished my phy hw although i'm so tired and have got no more energy to crack my brain cells.
I did have some fun cus aug they all are so funny.
I'll always rmb the new principal de thingy. HAHA!
Then did hw till 8 then went back.
Back home, no energy le. Completely weak.
Now i jus feel like sleeping and i'm going to do so now. Haha.
Shall end here le bahx.
Update more when sch reopens.
I'M SO SLEEPY!! Zzz

2006-12-19T02:58:00.000-08:00

hmm. let me make it a fast post.
Ytd went msia wid parents and da jie.
Woke up at 7.30. Zzz
Then went out at about 8.15 cus daddy got to come back spore early afternoon.
Then went to eat breakfast, then daddy go bank.
I pei my da jie go toilet, surprisingly to saw pin shin there. (hope i din spell the name wrongly did i? haha. )
I was so shocked cus its the first time to saw someone i noe in msia.
Anyway, after daddy went bank then we go walk ard to wait for the spectacles shop to open.
Then daddy go take his spects and me and da jie went to take contacts.
Oh yes! I've got contact lens le!!!!
Then shopping after tat. Bought a shirt. Mummy say its new year clothes, so cant wear it now. Zzz
Went back at ard 2.30 to 3.
Actually we can continue to shop de. Da jie don wan so went back oso lohx.
Sat in daddy's fren car back to spore.
Had headach whenever i sit in car, so took a nap - a good nap. haha
Cus its raining oso. haha

At home then watch my shows lohx and chatted wid ah gong.
Then.... erm erm erm, slept at 2+.
Now going to meet ah gong for dinner at amk. Hope i wont meet dao my parents and relative cus they are going there oso.
K le. Gtg!! bye bye. =))

2006-12-14T06:54:00.000-08:00

Today went sentosa, the first all 6 people present de trip to play.
Woohoo!!!
Morning woke up at 8. Got shouted by dad before going out of the hse.
I was suppose to meet carol, miao, xuan and bao for breakfast de.
But i last min backed out although i went out at 9.15 when we are meeting at 9.30 at cwp.
I sat at the staircase near the lift, doing something very embarassing (if anybody saw. =S).
Then walk all the way from sembawang to admiralty.
Wow! Its really a long walk although it seemed so short in the train.
Had a long long quiet walk. Most "memorable" - a guy keep on looking at me on his bike while waiting for the traffic light. LOL. Its for some reason i suppose.
Then walk till admiralty le find out it was quite late le so took the bus to woodlands.
My first walk to admiralty.

Then reached cwp, met the girls at fair price.
Sorry wor girls, i really wasnt in the mood to talk.
I was told that bao was still sleeping at 9.30 when they called her. =.=
Its like OMG lohx. But it was alright for me cus i'm not in mood.
Then sat at MRT station de somewhere to wait for her to come.
When she came she keep on say sorry. So cute. haha
On the train, did some reflection. I shouldnt keep on be in tat kind of mood. Its for xuan de bday de, and don wan to let them see me sian diao de. So started to talk and my mood got better, back to normal~~~
They got crazy even before we even reached sentosa! haha

Reached there at around 12.30.
The sky was dark and the moment we stepped into a shelter at Palawan Beach, it poured. =.=
There goes the first part of our day.

Bored bored bored!!!

When the rain was not as heavy, we went toilet to get changed and saw some cute little "animals".

Took many pics there. I was the camerawoman so i was not in most of the photos.
All the senery very nice lohx!!!! But i not in it, so its very SAD!!
First pic i took for them.

Pics we took~~

Then....... The sky got dark again after we played for only awhile. =.=

And so we went for our "lunch" - cup noodles. HAHA
Then went for a little walk at VIVO and took train back to cwp.
But they are still as crazy. HAHA

Elrin went back first cus the 5 of us took the train to Marina Bay. (We are lazy girls. =X)
So we still go back in 5s.
Reached woodlands, bao went home. Ben came.
Then went dinner at the food court, then went to print the photos taken today and then home sweet home.

Well, its really a nice trip, having all the 6 of us only. No guys. XD
Hope we'll have more of this often.
Monday going skating, for xuan's bday sake again. HAHA.
This time wid guys.
But we'll still enjoy rite?? hees.
Love u girls.. X)

2006-12-13T05:23:00.000-08:00

Woohoo!!

This few days very bored at home.
Everyday at home, woke up, do homework.
At night watch shows, same everyday.
Yesterday was bad. Erm... Long time since i quarrelled wid them.
Let it pass bahx.

Today had lots of fun. Had a great day wid miao.
Met at 1pm, went to sch to buy books. Had chats and luffed alot.
After tat went CWP, intend to go popular de. But too many our sch de seniors working there.
So left and go bukit panjang, miao de uncle house.
She need to go give him something but he was not at home again --- miao said so.
So went her aunt hse give her. Had a long walk and was sweating like hell.
Then went Bukit Panjang de shopping center de popular buy things.
Bought one physic and one combined humanities de book.
Then went to my aunt hse at 5+ to get my new hp.

YEAH!!!!!! I finally get a new hp!! Love it love it!!
Got to protect it and nv let it go in water again! haha.
Today really enjoyed alot. Had good chats and too many things for us to luff at le.
Tml going sentosa. =S
My dear dear phone!!! Scary ehx.. Scared i really go down wid it again. Then i'll cry like its end of the world.
It is if it really happened.
K le. Wanna have rest. Bye Bye.

2006-12-09T07:45:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. How should i start? lol

Thurs went lib to do hw wid miao.
Did quite alot hw.. Then went home at 6, then met mama for dinner.
Reached home, surprised, er jie at home.
Not using the comp but signed on MSN, so cant use.
She's making oreo cheese cake. =.=
She made it so tat she can save alot for christmas presents, so tested out first.

Fri was woke up by my dear parents.
Mama finally buying new phone for me. Can throw this current one into the sea le.
This time must really protect this phone le. <3
Then whole day at home did some hw and watched show.
Oh ya.. Ate my er jie made de cheese cake. TERRIBLE. haha.
Its salty! Cus the stubborn girl insisted that she added correctly and added salt instead of sugar.
So... Result of cheese cake - FAILED
At night played majong wid my mum and da jie - da jie's idea.
Till 3 then slp. ZZZ

Today stayed at home whole day. Okie, i woke up at 4, so its only half a day. haha
Did hw and watched show, same old thing.
Tml not going WWW le. Sorry wor, xuan and carol. =(
K le lahx.. Now continue go do hw le. Bye bye. =))

2006-12-06T05:27:00.000-08:00

Current mood: low till cannot zhai low de. =X

Donno what happened to me today. Low dao bu ke yi zhai low de type.
Maybe these few days very late then slp, woke up too late, brain sot sot le bahx.
Or suffer nao zhen dang le. HAHA

Talk about ytd first bahx.
Went Yishun de GV watch movie.
Supposed to meet 7.30 at Yishun Mrt Station. But me and miao - the 2 idiots, waited for 5 pp for about 30 mins. =.=
After tat go dinner. The guys are more ma fan than the girls. Took so much time to decide where to go for dinner.
In the end go eat wat laksa de, din open. =.=
Go back to Northpoint to eat. I had my fruit meal again. haha
Like wat miao said, i'm addicted to fruits nowadays. HAHA
After tat go watch movie le lohx.

The movie, though watch before le, is still very very nice.
The guys are so lame lohx, keep on disturb miao and wanli kicked my chair. =.=
Went home at 11.30, after the movie.
Actually i don feel like going home so early lohx. Haha. But too bad, they wanna go home.

Today whole day at home, do hw, watch vcd.
Did the pathetic few qns and the rest, my eyes is on the tv. haha
Ate alot today. Lunch at 3 then when papa came home, mama say lazy to cook again later, so ate dinner wid papa at 5+.
Now eating again!! LOL
But anyway, my mood is better le. =))
Food brightens a person's mood. haha
Later play O2 jam wid carol for awhile then go do hw and watch my vcd le bahx.

Erm, about the "suffer nao zhen dang" de thingy, don intend to tell pp de bahx.
Told miao only but the guys found out ytd. So~~~
My head "injured" le and got a big big "bao". Pain some more.
Banged against my bed de... (donno wat tat called) and the next day saw a scar and a "bao". haha
Silly girl rite? And i think i was hoping too much and thinking too much. So this name suits me exactly. haha
Wanna finish my food. bye~

2006-12-05T02:28:00.000-08:00

Long story cut short.

Sun went Ms siti wedding.
Waited very long for her to appear.
Quite boring but overall not too bad.

Mon went msia wid parents.
Out of hse at 9+, reached there ard 10+.
Papa went bank to open new account cus he got business in msia. In bank till 12+.
After tat went to city square, papa make spects. Till 2+.
Mama finally agreed to let me make contact lens, for dance de purpose.
Next time go shopping oso can wear le. XD
Then bought sis de contact lens solution, blah. Went back spore at 4+.
Reach home 5+, took a nap.

At night don intend to eat dinner le. Lazy~
But mama wan eat, so acc her wid papa lohx.
Din expect they bring me go eat crab crab!!! WAKAKA
My sisters lose out, they cant eat. HAHA
This is a promise they made everytime when we going msia - eat black pepper crab.
But always end up being empty promises.
K le lahx, don wan write so much.

Later going to watch movie wid frens le. =X
Gonna be home late bahx.
Ehx ehx..... Many things wan to say, but don wan say here. haha
Forget it. "Step up". Nice movie so i'm gonna watch it again. =Pp
Shall go le. =)) Bye

2006-12-02T10:09:00.000-08:00

Bao bao asked me to do this.. lol

NAME 13 OF YOUR CLASSMATES/FRIENDS THAT YOU CAN THINK OF RIGHT NOW. BEST IN BOYS AND GIRLS
1) Baoling
2) Miao hui
3) Carol
4) Elrin
5) Xuan
6) Leewah - Mummy!
7) Steph - Ah ma!
8) Alvin =[
9) Leon
10) Xi hua
11) Kim kiat
12) Xi fang
13) Ivan

How did you meet 10? ; ehs..? forgot le. =X
What will you do if u never meet 1 ? ; lost this cute sister.. =))
Have you seen 4 cried ? ; yar. lol
Do you think 10 is cute ? ; of cus
How did you get to know 8? ; through ah ma. =X
Would you ever go on a date with 12? ; of cus. love her more than anything.
What's 7 favourite colour ? ; ehs.. forgot le. =X purple arhx.?
What will you do if 6 express his/her love for you ? ; oo.. i'll definately agree!!! HAHA. XD
Who is 4 going out with ? ; HAHA. her bao bei jun xiang. lol
Who is 5 to you ? ; Hao sister who doesnt talk to me when i talk to her. LOL
Would you ever live with 13 ? ; err... sian diao
Is 2 single ? ; yes she is
What do you think abt 3 ? ; crazy, cute, funny, good friend, straight forward.
What's the best about 8 ? ; ehs... a nice friend.
What do you think you like about 11 ? ; =.= good friend, good listener, trustworthy.
Fav memory with 6 ? ; sec 2 de times bahx.. hehe

NOW TAG 6 PEEPS TO DO THIS ..
Carol
Miao
Elrin
Xuan
xifang
Xihua

2006-12-02T09:03:00.000-08:00

Today went for a small gathering.
If miao din remind me ytd, i'll complete forget about it. haha
Anyway, this gathering was still okie lahx, fun because we had lots of craps.
If its not our craps, i don think this gathering will be fun.
With our "WONDERFUL ORGANISER" ( mr sim mao quan ) planning this whole things.
All of us were told to be PUNCTUAL and though me and miao was only late for 4 mins, all the rest haven reach, including the organiser.
what's more..?? The number of people going are "uncountable" that we can count wid our own fingers.
gathering place is so "wonderous" tat we went for a movie which cost $9 per ticket.
This is suppose to be sacastic, on purpose.
Din mean anything cus i did enjoyed it.

On the way we had chats, and luaghters about stupid things and the madness wid miao. haha.
Watched HAPPY FEET. Its so cute. The little penguin, poor thing.
Then went to walk around PS since we are around there. Then went Marina Square eat dinner.
Tot i might be able to see Ivan there since he's working but i din cus today he went Far East to work. =.=
"lucky" he is not to be able to see me. haha
After dinner went arcade, the guys went Pool and me and miao underage, cannot go in. =.=
So jia tian accompany us to play arcade. Spent $2 only. =))
Then teng long say wan see Christmas decorations de lights and we went to see le lohx.

Coincidentally, Far East at Orchard.
We were somewhere there and he's job ended, so might as well meet up wid him lohx, see how he is le.
But too bad, he's still at Far East when we are at mrt station. Then told him not going to wait for him le cus everyone are tired and weird bahx.
In the end, the train too packed that we cant go in.
And he managed to meet us in the station, so.. lucky him. HAHA
Kena di siao by stupid mao quan but over all still okie lahx. At least i noe what i'm thinking..?
Went home tgt, wid a free peach tea ( ~~his treat~~ ) and then played wid him and got home at 11.30.

My mum's asleep and jus finished watching one episode of Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi.
Now really very tired le. Waiting for hair to dry only.
Tml going out again. Ms Siti's wedding!! haha. Gonna go out earlier than expected to buy her present. hees
Monday parents wanna go msia, bringing me in too bahx.
Go for shopping. Papa always bluff me de. Say wanna bring me go eat black pepper crab but really VERY LONG din eat le.
Last time use to have car, so go there oso very convenient. Now no car, very not convenient, ~~so i missed the crab~~. =/
Anyway, going in is good enough. haha
Got to slp le, end here bahx..
*yawns* zzz

2006-11-30T06:09:00.000-08:00

Ytd went gym wid miao and carol, my darlings.
First time went gym ehx.. Surprise?? =X LOL
Hmm.. Time flies. We reached there at about 11? And left at 1.08.
Had fun there lohx. lol
After tat, very hungry, so went to eat lunch at cwp.
Carol bought newspaper and we looked for jobs. Waitress, flyer distributors, etc. All sorts.
Saw ~~model~~ de job. Haha. Maybe going to ~~be one in the future~~?? =X HAHA
Actually i did considered about it, but not now.
Its real difficult cus u will have to maintain ur body and real thin, cannot be blur blur de, must have confidence. haha
So i din think about tat so much. =Pp

Anyway, found some quite good de jobs, but must go for interview. Donno the girls wan or not. XD
Then at food court saw the badminton guys. Din notice at first, miao saw.
She din wan to "meet dao" them, i donno y. So we luffed all the way and walked another way.
End up, walk the other way saw zi chang walking towards our direction, then she turned. lol
Thinking that we wont be able to meet dao him de. So continued to look at the stalls.
Who noes, kim kiat saw us. HAHA
Anyway, its really very funny.
After lunch, went home to watch smiling pasta. Watched for almost 8 hrs before i stop and go to bed.
Scary bahx. haha. This few days keep on like tat de.
Online nth to do, so watched show instead. Cant get to slp in the bed almost everytime, so sleeping really late will make me more tired and jus have a good night.
I'm gonna be panda soon. haha

Ytd slept at 1am, cus today have dance.
Alvin asked me to go chalet, but i cant go, so sorry. =X
Hmm, anyway, today de dance was one whole day de. 9-12, 1-4. One hr lunch time.
Went there, keep on ~~yawn~~.
Had flexibility test again, more difficult de.
Guess wat?? I PASSED!! haha
I managed to do the "bridge" wid only fake support, and i passed the damn split cus teacher say i improved.
I failed tat last time, and yeah, so i passed.
I was so damn nervous that my palms are sweating like hell and when it finally ended, phew~
lied on my legs, bending down, while waiting for the rest to do the test.
And... surprisingly.. I FELL ASLEEP!! omg.
haha. i really slept, but auto wake up, cus its so uncomfortable. =X hees
Actually i fell asleep oso not so surprising lahx, cus i'm so pig that i can slp wherever i am. =X

Dance pia alot, roll alot, jump alot, change alot.
From the back, i'm shifted to the front. =X scary~~
Donno if my partner oso got shift or not. Hope so.. i like her.
Jus now watched finish smiling pasta le, now still nth to do.
The show damn sweet, cute, touching, romantic, ...
Really nice. Thinking i'm going to watch another show soon bahx, or i will be rotting at home.

This few days can get really happy cus the show is funny and cute.
I cant stop myself from luffing and smiling all the time, and really understands some things.
So i can be happy always. =))
I WAN TO BE A HAPPY GIRL!! and i believe i can. hees

2006-11-28T06:16:00.000-08:00

Today was miao's birthday and we went out to celebrate wid her.
She's so xin fu lohx, got so many people help her celebarte. =]
Anyway, morning 11am went out to meet carol and aug to buy her present.
They are late.. =X haha, nvm. Its not a long wait.
Then 12.15 like tat go order cake to take later. 12.30 saw ivin and bao.
Then went to mac to wait for the rest cus we are meeting at 1.
Slowly, one by one came, but the main person was late. LOL

Then about 1+ went to seoul to eat. Had fun eating and was very full. Lol
I'm the vegetables girl and xuan is the bee hoon girl.
All the vegetables will be given to me and bee hoon to xuan when miao and bao is full.
Ate alot of fatty meat today. All my effort gone down the drain. haha
It has been long since i ate fast food, ice cream and chocolate and tried avoiding fatty food.
But today, all gained back in one day. Haha. Hope at least i can maintain my weight. =X

Then eat half way, carol and i went to "the toilet". HAHA
In fact, we went to take the cake. Then came up tat time saw leon, samual and xuan ren in popular. haha
Okie, then we went back to seoul and lighted the candles, took it to the table, wait for her to be back cus she went to take smth wid bao.
Bao said she saw us wid the cake then pull her away, don let her see us. haha
Funny sia! haha
Then make her pai seh in seoul. haha
Play wid ice..... LOL!!

After tat, left alot of food on the table, then we play zong ji mi ma.
The birthday girl kena 3 times sia. haha
Okie lahx.. This time is punishment (food) not disgusting de lohx.
Jus ice cream wid hot dogs and fish balls all those. haha
Then after awhile then left seoul le.

The 6 girls went to take neo le. HAHA
FINALLY!! THE FIRST TIME ALL OF US ARE PRESENT. XD

After tat walk in cwp for a long long time to decide where to go.
Finally decided to go playing bowling.
Elrin and jun xiang went home. =[
Went to Bukit Panjang there de but reached there to only find out that its closed for renovation or wat de bahx. =.=
Then Qing and Wanli went home while the rest of us went Jurong de.
Actually don feel like going de liao, but sui bian lohx, and decided not to play.
Reached there, only bao and ivin not playing. Weird weird de, so play lohx.

Aug really very pro lohx. Everything oso so pro de. Pool, bowling, etc. LOL
Really very good lohx.
Miao was cute. She style of playing: walk walk walk, drop the ball and let it roll on its own.
We had lots of laughter there.
Miao accidentally knocked on a girl's back. And she is much more older than us but she acts like a kid.
Miao said sry le but she still scold her, some more go tell her parents and her sister.
Stupid lohx. Very pain mehx? Jus a knock will kill her?
Then miao first few rounds really is drop the ball de, so all go to the drain.
After tat told her to aim the pins as if its the girl and then she did better le! haha.
No lahx. Maybe not becus she really took the pins as her? I donno. LOL
Play one round jiu go home le.

On the train took photos again, not face but hands and legs. haha.

Then home sweet home le lohx.
Had many plans for the dec holiday. Xuan bday + we go out to play. Lots.
Today saw 3 couples le. So envy. LOL
Narhx... Its not necessary. Cus i'm happy enough...?? =))
K le.. Tired le, go watch smiling pasta! wakaka

2006-11-27T07:23:00.000-08:00

Din wan to blog much today.

Today dance, very tiring.
Jumping alot and sweating like hell.
Plus not enough slp. This few days keep on cant get to slp. Hais.
Smiling pasta nice nice. Must watch.

Sis giving me attitude again. Hais.
Maybe don wanna make blog "skin" le. My sis copied me, and i hate her attitude.
It makes me sick but she's sick in the mind.
Forget. Don wan blog le.

Anyway...
MIAO! HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY!!! =))

2006-11-26T06:53:00.000-08:00

fianlly finished watching er zhuo ju zhi wen le!

hmm.. ytd went to RC to do hw.
Tot about many things and.. learnt my lesson: the lesser i talk, the less mistakes i will make.
Anyway, it was a rather lazy day. I slept till 12+ then wake up.
Lucky miao called me and i managed to hear the phone. =X Thx miao.
Then 1+ went to meet miao at cwp then buy lunch and drinks.
This few sats we have been eating handrolls, bubble tea and waffers for lunch.
This week for me is different. Felt that it has been long since i ate carrot cake, so bought it.
I'm finally ate a proper meal for lunch on sat. wakaka.
The girls are still having the same things, handroll and bubble tea.
Then after eating, we chatted for quite long till 3+ or 4. Then i decide to do hw. =X
I took out and did some, the girls are lazy to do, not in the mood for hw yar? haha
They did a few qns and talked again.
Ben was there and carol has got accompany le. haha
5+ they started to slp le. I'm also getting sleepy but i din slp.
Did most of my maths hw. Miao keep on ask me not to do. haha.
Night went for dinner and thats the end for sat.
Went home, used the comp till 3+ - 4. =X
Dajie came home before 4. Was scolded. haha

Today was boring.
Woke up by phone calls from my dad. As if he's too bored and jus called to chat wid us. =.=
Answered the first call, then went back to slp.
Second call came and wanted to go back to slp but cant.
So woke up at 2pm. ON the comp and sat infront of it.
Boring!! Online but no one to chat to.
Watched finish my last 2 episode of prison break and now waiting for my sis to get the rest of the episodes back home.
After prison break, watched Er Zhuo Ju. Dad came home. Lunch skipped.
Dad went out, still watching Er Zhuo Ju. 7 went to heat leftovers for dinner.
8+ finished watching it. Its so cute, sweet and funny. Real sweet, their romance. haha..
Then now actually wan watch Wei Xiao Pasta, but youtube got prob again. So sua.
Feeling like sleeping now. No one to chat. Lalala. I'm going to rot le!
Tml's still having dance. Don feel like going.

Anyway, dec trips all cancelled. Cancelled long time ago, din update only. =X
Mum decide to go chalet. LOL
Sian norhx. Go wid them don think will have anything to do lohx.
How i wished its wid my friends, like what i had 2 days ago, with them around.
Lala. Don wan write le. XPp

2006-11-24T07:20:00.000-08:00

Talk about tuesday first.
Went out for a small gathering wid my tuition mates. Only Ivan and Sandra.
Meet at 1.30, din noe where to go.
End up going Orchard since i went Bugis the last few days le.. haha.
Decided to go for movies, cus ivan can possibly shop wid us, he'll be bored.
I was sort of cheated by a AUNTY!!
She said she bought tickets for a movie but last min cannot watch then wanna exchange the ticket wid cash.
And i was so innocent that i tot its true. Bluff de.
The ticket should be those kind of FREE de and she din wan to watch, so exchange for cash. So Bad!!!!!
Watched Step Up. He find it bored still cus he wan to watch scary movies. haha
Its a nice movie. I love the dance so much but ivan kept on disturbing me. LOL
After the movie, went to shop for San'e friend de b'day present. Then went home le bahx.
Its was quite bored, but i do enjoy it cus the whole thing is for us to gather. =))
How i wish i can watch a movie wid blah blah blah. lol. I'm mad.

wed went to "bai bai", my uncle's. I seriously don like my dad's side de relatives le. =X
I noe i shouldnt be saying this cus if this post is seen by my parents, i'll be dead.
But i'm really starting to have a kind of dislike for them le. Okie, i don wan say le.
Then end up 1+ - 2 then meet xuan when we are suppose to meet steph they all at 2 at pasir ris.
All my fault cus my thing ended late?? haha.
Reached there, raining. Ran in the rain to get opposite and was wet. haha.
Darn cold there. =X Bathed and was better.
In the room, stare and stare, do nth. It was really boring.
It got a little better in the night cus more pp reached and there's more fun.
Went home at abt 10+ if i'm not wrong. Dad drove me home~ haha

Next day got dance. Dance was okie, tiring lohx.
Ren zhai xin bu zhai. Cus its real boring and not feeling very well in the morning.
Lunch time was suppose to eat full full de. I din. Got no appetite.
Bought a bowl of noodles and ate a little only jiu don feel like eating le.
First time din finish my food and its so much! haha.
After lunch was still not feeling well, so decided to leave early.
Got back to chalet after that and was bored all along.
Din eat anything for the BBQ. Don feel like eating unless someone feed me..? lol =X
Just ate a little things fed by Steph, bao bei ah ma!! Love her so much. haha
Had more fun than the previous day cus Denise they all are playing and its very funny.
In the night we all ton and talked. Had lots of laughters talking about the past.
Slept at only 6.30 like tat. Sleep on the floor somemore. haha. Poor thing.
The floor is very cold de lohx and 3 person shared one blanket lehx. haha
Its useless anyway, cus there's holes in the blankets and end up i'm still very cold, freezing.
Din have a good slp, keep on waking up in the middle of my slp.
Too cold?? The floor too hard?? lol. Too noisy?? Thinking about things?? i donno.
Woke up at 8.30 like tat all the way till i reach home.

Left chalet at 10.30, check out time. Saw Yun xuan they all leaving too.
The sec 4's had chalet on the same day as us bahx. haha.
Went to eat breakfast cum lunch and then went back.
Steph asked me to go play pool wid them but i donno wan or not.
Was not feeling very well at that time oso but went in the end.
First time play ehx~ haha. After that chee siong and richmond oso came and play so i go sit on the comfortable sofa and guess wat.. i fell asleep. haha
Woke up, seeing xuan playing wid them. haha. Luckily is last game le or i'll slp again. haha
4+ went home le bahx. Then slp till 8. Now very tired, going to slp le.. =X

Hmm... As what daryl had said, its really nice to have this kind of things once in a while, sitting tgt chatting only. Its really nice.
At home, think alot today, really lots. Quite sad bahx.. Feeling down~ down~ down~ down.
Its not really good to noe some facts and to rmb some non-realistic things. lol
Anyway, hope there will be one next year too! haha.
zzzzz

2006-11-20T03:22:00.000-08:00

okie, i got to do this fast.
Ytd was supposed to be a lonely day for me cus i slept at 3 the previous night, chatting wid ah gong in msn.
My stupid idiotic sister is like banging everything she's taking and like...
WTH! Cant u see someone is sleeping in the room??? lol
Then a moment later, my dad came in.
"Oi.. wan to wake up go cwp or not?? Mummy wan to buy phone and washing machine ar Courts."
Omg, darn boring when i jus went cwp the previous day? Then don wan to go.
Another moment later, my mum came in.
"Oi.. wan wake up go Junction 8 or not? We go Hagen-Dazs eat ice cream, wan come ma?"
i feel like ignoring them and continue to slp. And i replied a "no". Finally peace and quiet.
But, when i talked when i woke up, i wont be able to get to slp anymore.
Then, i woke up, seeing them still at home. Nth to do so joined them lohx.

Reached J 8 and blah. Then went to food court to have our lunch first. ( My dad is super hungry. )
After that went to walk ard after a heavy lunch. Then.... the ice cream......
The ice cream darn nice lahx. Omg.. <3 it so much!! lol
then went shopping for awhile. Went ebase, bought a shirt. Nice nice.
Then my mum going bugis to meet my relatives, shopping.
Din wan to go home hear my dad's nag =X, so went wid her.
Its like.. HUH? BUGIS AGAIN?! and its a YES!

Okie, rather boring. Shop and shop and shop. Tiring.
I already had not enuff slp and still ask me to shop.. lol.
About 7 plus went to my aunt hse, the adults play majong, i watch tv.
After the show ended, went to my mum's side to see her play.
Think she's tired oso, then let me play.
I helped her lohx then din win lahx, but at least she lost lesser. lol. Tyco de.
11 plus actually going home liao le de, but my dad's going to ying chou his ex bosses, so got to go sing K.
My mum wans to go, i don wan to go. She wans me to acc her, i still unwilling.
In the end, papa no time to send me home, so brought me along. T_T
In car lie down sms. lol. First time the car is all my myself. wakaka
Reached Clarke Quey. OMG TATS FAR!!
Then followed papa's friend go to the "pub".
Reached there to only find out i'm underage to go in. =.=
Mama sacrified to accompany me when papa went in for awhile, must give them face mahx.
He said 20 mins. So mama and i went to explore Clarke Quey.
Seen many things in the "night world". Its so different.
There's tons of pp lohx. LOL. Saw gansters too, taking money from pp. lol
Walked for quite long and my dad is still not done yet.
Waited for him sitting by the table, mama go and rest, i sms. Boring lohx.
1 hr plus then he come down, cheated our feelings. haha
Then went supper, mama wans?? lol
Then home sweet home at 1.30.

today had dance. tiring in the moring. I cant pull myself out of the bed.
Then, overall, very tired only. Not too bad lohx.
Now going to watch movie le. =X
Mama wanna watch, so watch lohx. haha
K le.. gtg le.. wakaka.. =))

2006-11-18T07:00:00.000-08:00

BUGIS
Went shopping with xifang, xihua, steph, miaohui and zhixuan ytd.
It has been long since i last went out with steph, feb i think, to shop for someone's present.
Then, its the first time i went out with fang. =))
We had lots of jaughter. lol. Girls chatting none stop. haha
Xuan was rather quiet.... Real quiet! haha.
All of us tried to make her talk but she jus wont. haha.
Shop for quite long and then steph, xihua and fang went back.
Left with the 3 little girl shopping.
Xuan had no more money to shop while miao and i din buy anything at first.
So we went shopping! haha. We each bought 2 tops.
I got my pay and then, bought something for myself, fair enough rite? haha.
Pay was $63. Not too bad. =D

After shopping at Bugis, was quite tired and went for hair cut.
I cut my hair le.. again. haha.
The length is the same, jus that its thinner and the fringe...... looks weird.. haha
Not too bad lahx. I quite like it. Haha. Jus waiting for it to grow longer!!! lol

Anyway, forgot to blog it in my last post.
I'm SO SO SO HAPPY!!!
My MP3 IS FINALLY SAFE AND SOUND. lol
My sister helped me to send it for repair, and its free!! lol.
Its coming back to me soon~ aww, i missed it!!
THX DA JIE!!!! muackies.. =X

TODAY
Went to RC to do hw again. HAHA
I finished my zuo ye and is doing e maths paper. lol
Had lots of laughters when carol was buying clothes. HAHA
And..... I really myself very stupid and blur. I buay tahan myself and went to bang against the shelf in S&K before we left there. A loud one. haha.
Bleahs =X. My brain is not active!!!

Got to finish all my hw by Dec cus i may be going overseas. wahaha..
Maybe 2 places. =)) Hope can really go.
But if i'm really going, i might miss the prefect meeting and christmas. MAYBE only.
Now still thinking about the chalet prob. Xuan..... help!!! hais

2006-11-16T09:18:00.000-08:00

Today had dance again...! Its AGAIN. Haha
Had the flexibility test. I failed one of the 5 stages - splits.
I can do the front ones but not the side one??
I think this test is rather biased. Its so unfair cus some are doing the same like those who failed but instead, they passed.
So i find it rather unfair and its starting to let me have a bit dislike for dancing. =(

Throughout the whole practice, its only tired, bored, and injuries. LOL
I had injuries again. I fell on the floor, head down and my head is like PAIN and got "bao". haha.
Fell so hard that the tears jus came straight out. I din noe i'm tears came out until my eyes feel wet.
My left foot 2nd toe has a bit of blood?? lol. Not too serious though.
But it'll heal rite?
*sleepy* zzz

Came home at 6.45, went into the room, saw my darling sister lying on the bed, erm.... blah.
Not going into details cus she's my sister. Lol.
Nearly argued wid her again, but i tried not to.
Din intend to eat dinner de but she's hungry and if i'm not eating, she's not eating.
She's not in good state so i ate wid her. Yupps. And... I'm gonna weigh 1kg heavier. haha.
Anyway, tml going out wid fang they all le.
First time went shopping ever since the HIP start? Haha. Cant rmb. Hope i'll have fun.
Got to slp now if not tml i wont be able to wake up. =))

2006-11-15T05:45:00.000-08:00

Ytd had dance practice and it sucks like hell.
The sec 1 juniors are becoming worst and worst.
NO respect for seniors, NO resilience and DONT take practice seriously.
Okie.. Not all but 1, maybe got 2.
Scolded one ytd. I cant stand her attitude and many seniors are complaining about her already.
Just that no one really scolded her. And i beared with her attitude ytd before i scolded her.
This is the first time i scolded a junior infront of everybody bahx. guilty~~
This type of person never got slapped by anyone wont know how to behave de lohx.
Arrrr.... Lets not talk about her anymore.

Hmm... I thinking i getting quite alot of "injuries" this few days. haha...
"Injured" from dance, playing with friends and my clumsiness. haha
Anyway, IVAN'S BACK!!!!! finally. lol
21st Nov going out with them. Happy happy!
Today is the last day of the HIP le. Felt more relaxed but tons are homework got to do.
How am i going to finish it?? Haiz.
22nd Nov going chalet le. It should be the 1st 2E2 gathering bahx... QI DAI~ =))

Tml's having the flexibility test. I'M ALL READY to fail~ haha
I'm old already. No longer have flexible bones so cant bend anymore. So just forget it le lohx. =X
Mum's not going to be home tml. My relative holding a bday dinner. She's 60 yrs old and only invited the adults. So i cant go.
Therefore....... Got to settle dinner on my own tml.
Sian. What should i eat? Is xuan eating out too?? If not then should i eat? Aiya.. jian fei lahx!
Getting pay tml. Wonder how much i got. XD

End here le bahx.. Watch prison break.

2006-11-13T07:23:00.000-08:00

This few days have been busy making blog skin.. Simple ones okay, i'm not that pro.
Haha. So din really update. When i update the comp got prob, so.. lol
Saturday went to RC to do hw, there's tons and needed to be handed in on the following week.
So, holiday also need to go RC, Pathetic .
After that went for those kind of dinner for "bai bai" de.
Before that went my aunt hse. played majong and won 20 cents. HAHA.
20 cents is very good le lohx. Playing wid adults but with my mum's guild.
Got adults loss some more lohx, so i'm ~~great~~. wakaka.

We went to the dinner at around 8.30 and they only served the food at 9.30.
Our drink is normally orange juice. But guess what?? I had BEER that day!! =Pp
The beer is so tasteless and its not like beer lohx. Not nice!
Somehow, donno when.. The adults started talking about our face getting red.
Cus my mum drink a little bit only and her face will be red.
Then they say me and my da jie don have.
And my hao biao ge dared me to "cheers" wid him and finished the whole half cup.
I drank. Like plain water. LOL. Finished the cup without my face getting red.
This shows that i am a ~~good drinker~~.... yeah!

My da jie is so hungry that she jus goobles anything down when the food came. Haha.
The food is very nice. Haha. The whole event was rather boring.
I even planned to take out my chinese hw to do when i bored but i left my bag in the car.
So.. Too bad. Haha
Darn bored. All the things i had seen last year. ( i went last year too. =.= )
The dinner ended at about 11.30 and i went home to use comp till 2+.

Sunday was a boring day! Whole day at home, figuring out the codes for the blog.
Had lunch at 1.30. My only meal of the day. I not hungry at all till the night, so skipped dinner.
My dad knew it and scolded me and my er jie. Haha. =X
Anyway, its common for me to skip dinner already.

Today had HIP. boring.
Lessons as usual. did chinese hw during ss lesson.
She's talking too ~~slowly~~ and i finished reading before she even finished reading the summary. LOL
Din had dance today, so accompanied the chinese dance peeps for their break. ( They can slack lohx! ~~Unfair~~. )
They went for practice and i went home.. at 2pm!! its so early and i got nth to do at home.
Blast the music and do my A maths hw. 4+ went for a nap.. Lazy and tired.
Woke up at 7 to watch goong and waited for my mum to buy dinner back for me.
She took such a long time that i'm worried she fell down again. The floor is slippery.
Anyway, that's my boring day and i'm going to bed now cus tml got HIP again. z.z
Okie. that's all.. =))

2006-11-09T04:46:00.000-08:00

I have gotten used of the things i see and hear.
But it doesnt seemed that all the "gotten used" de thing is really gotten used.
Haha. Okie.. I oso donno what i am saying......

That time my head banged against the wall and now my forehead is still very painful.
Scared next time got scar lehx. Cus i happened to have a pimple there. =X And i itchy hand, scratched it. haha
And today went to see siva for the interview for something. I think i failed it. haha.
Its alright anyway cus i don intend to pass it.
I got to cut my hair before the preparation for sec 1 registration day.
He complained about my grooming. =.= Nvm, i agreed. =Pp

Have been eating alot this few days and grew fat!!
Chips, fast food and ice creams have been accompanying me for days. haha
Yummy.. =X
Really got to jian fei le. NO more chips, chocolate and ice cream.
CUT DOWN on all fast foods and fried food.
DO more exercises. XD

Anway, i din have good nights this few days.
Cant slp in the night and tends to wake up much more early than i am expected.
This is so unusual. i used to be like a pig, sleeping everywhere i go and slp like no one cares.
But i cant even get to slp now. How i hope i can slp like nobody cares again, so i wont think?? LOL
Hmm.. homework are already stacking up like a small hill. How am i suppose to finish it??
Just try my best le bahx. =))
zzzzz

2006-11-06T06:17:00.000-08:00

By this year bahx.. I should be able to forget things, things that should be cleared out of my brains.
Hmm, can be in my brains lahx, but definitely not those i think le will sad ones. =))

Okie, how should i start my post today.... Let's talk about my hao sister.
It's not my blooded sisters. I haven been talking to my er jie since i reached home today. =X
It's my hao sister, IVAN CHUA! haha
He's going Cambodia tomorrow already. Gonna miss him. haha.
Sister, i said i will ~~miss u~~ okie?!
Going to fight on 15 Nov, the day he's back to tuition, go disturb their class again!! =X
I'm evil! Always when i go there they will not do their work already, lesson stops. haha
Everytime when i go there i got the kind of guilty feelings. Very bad hor? haha
He's truly my hao sister!! Best sister ever! haha. XD

Ytd night was so stupid. Played wid my er jie in the room, talking about names.
I din noe what to name my baobei as. Baobei is a nameless turtle. haha
Then she got a green colored bear too, its apple it i'm not wrong and she names it GREENY!
She said she wanted to name her baby boy GREENY, 2nd one is BROWNY and girl to be PINKY. LOLS. She wanna make it a colour family!
Then she wans to make brownies for her kids, she will be asking her son:
Mum: "BROWNY, do u wan some BROWNIES??"
okie.. this is rather lame.
I even asked her to name her 2nd girl to be REDY.

Then when her girl goes to class, this is the joke:
Teacher: "Class, today we have a new student here. Can u pls introduce urself?"
REDY: "Okie. Hi, i'm REDY (ready)."
Teacher: "O well. We know u are ready to tell us ur name. Come'on and tell us now."
REDY: "Ya.. I told u. I'm REDY (ready)."
Teacher:"I noe u are ready, but can u pls tell us ur name?"
And it jus continues. haha. Its very lame.
But this caused me to have insufficient slp for today's lessons.
I'm jus too bored so i'm typing this post.
Okie.. I shouted at her again. Don wanna talk about her anymore. =))

Today heard/see many ~~guai guai~~ de things.
I donno how to describe, but rather scary.
Online is so boring. BORED.
No one online to chat wid me. All gone.. No lahx. Got a few. Very good le.=]]

2006-11-05T06:08:00.000-08:00

went to leonard's church for the parachute band concert.
one word to describe the concert : bored.
its like omg.. i din expect it to be so boring lohx.
i tot it will be those kind of normal concert, but it turned out to be so ... haha
okie.. me and miao are almost sleeping soon.
the christians there are so loyal and so engrossed in the concert that they sing along, proudly and wid lots of feelings and actions.
some are so funny that we cant stop ourselves from laughing, very kua zhang lohx.

when it finally ended, we are so happy. boreness kills and its cold.
when we go out, saw that its raining. this explains the coldness. haha
ran in the rain and went to coffee shop.
stops for a very time at a place jus to decide where to go next. BORED. everytime oso like tat.
ended up walking to admiralty mac and sit and stare again.
miao and i got so bored, so we took out our maths homework to do.
we completed it before we went to dinner. saw xihua oso.
settled dinner at kfc. went home after that.
so rather bored today but we had lots of laughters.
all the silly things they did are so funny.

aww.. my finger hurts.
i'm not using my index finger to type anything.
its not working. trying to let it do some work now. so i can play O2jam.. hees
pain!!! i din even noe when did i hurt it.
the pain jus came when i bathed jus now. haha. tats really bad.
anyway, hope the pain will go off by tml. hees

hmm, tml got dance again. thats going to be boring.
wonder if xuan will turn up or not, hope she will.
end here le bahx. go play O2 jam le.. hees..

2006-11-03T03:54:00.000-08:00

ytd intensive was.. fine, only boring.
But my mood was totally different from the other days, was rather low.
erm.... i don feel like saying much more here, so... yupps!

was my er jie's bday ytd and.. well, her bday lohx.
din celebrate cus tat time celebrate le.
da jie and i bought her something, but becus of the stupid attitude she gave my mum, we decide not to give her yet.
stupid lohx. bday only then act like she's very big like tat.
really cant stand her anymore.
phew.. *cools*

super tired in sch today, wanna slp for all the lessons, but cant.
i'm a good girl, so will ~~NEVER~~ slp in class. haha
after having lunch wid bao before her choir, we went lib do homework.
i finished my chinese homework le!! ~~the workbook only~~ =X
did some qns from the A Maths holiday homework. did quite alot today.
after that went home wid miao. donno wan to eat or not cus i jus don feel like eating.
then in the end decide to force food inside. haha
went back sembawang de KFC buy home to eat.
got one new member there. He super funny lohx.
NO smile, talk very SOFTLY, NO thank you/have a nice day/greetings/sorry. NTH
he does the packing VERY slowly and is like, i cant stop luffing when i look at him. OMG!
worst customer service i had ever seen. HAHA

hmm.. my eyes are going to close sooner or later.
memories are the things that make me low. now oso? haha.
i'll be fine... i always believe.

2006-11-01T03:21:00.000-08:00

hmm.. ytd din come online. darn bored.
my er jie was using it the whole day and was playing O2JAM.
playing only also don wan let me use.... evil rite? =Pp
then my biao sao came. she was bored lohx. come my house do nth. haha.
then my mum see her so sian then wanna play majong, 3 pp de.. =X
theres no others at home who know how to play. my er jie donno.. lol
since i watching prison break and my sis is darn bored watching wif me, so i joined in the majong.
guess what??
I WON THE ADULTS.. $9.80 EHX!! lol
woohoo.. so proud.

then eat dinner and they played, my biao ge, biao sao, da jie and mama.
slpet at 12+. turn here turn there cannot slp.
it seems like i have too many things in my brain and i just cant stop thinking about them, then cannot slp. haha

anyway, today is the starting of the HIP thingy, Holiday Intensive Programme.
its so boring!!! feel like sleeping in class!!!
some more i din slp well ytd night, worst!!
then today de prefect meeting drag till 4.30 when we sit there for donno how long and did nth.
like an idiot starring blankly. stupid.
waited for miao and carol.
henry is so kind to accompany me. so glad. or i will be alone sitting in the canteen like an idiot for more than 30 mins. haha.
hmm.. then came home at 6+ without having any food in my stomach since morning.
tml will be worst bahx. having dance straight after lesson. till 5 ehx.
going to be dying of hunger le!!! haha.
okie.. got to my tuition teacher hse later. miss her so much.
and my dear friends. esp ivan!!!! lol =X
end here le bahx..

2006-10-30T03:40:00.000-08:00

aaaha..
i'm pretty mad now! woohoo

ytd was staying at home for the whole afternoon. BORING!!
woke up at 12+. do things till 1, then watch prison break till.... 5 i think.
i din had my lunch, was not really hungry at all.
guess i've been eating too much this few days, so my stomach is full most of the time.
was a little hungry at 3+. but i bear wid it! yeah.
drank a cup of tea and lots of plain water -- my lunch.

my ye ye came my house and we went for dinner at.... unknown. haha
the purpose for this dinner is to accompany him to eat.
mainly to celebrate my er jie de bday.
THE FREAK'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING!! OMG.
i haven bought her anything.
she treat me $70 to dinner and its so expensive and now i have to buy something thats not cheap. hey, i din work okie..
die.. gonna save up all my money to buy her present. cannot eat le!!! =X

anyway, i'm going on diet for next year's syf.
the costume is.. hais.. don wanna talk about it. jus got to....... JIAN FEI!!!!
well, today's dance was rather tiring.
i sweat like a pig, jus bath finish like tat. lol
but its fun today. cant catch up wid the steps onli.
i feel so unlucky cus i have to do all those movements i don used to do and its now hurting my joints, my backbones and bla bla.
*yawns* okie.. i'm tired. go bath first, update more next time!!! =DD

2006-10-28T09:58:00.000-07:00

I'm going to become a pig soon.
lol. As time pass, maybe a HIPPO!! haha

Well, today was a rather boring day for me, another boring one.
Slept till 1pm, woke up and had lunch with my dad and reached home at about 2.30.
I had trouble signing in to MSN thus went to play O2JAM.
O2JAM is frigging lag, ended up playing for awhile only.
Cant use MSN, cant go blogging, cant play games....
Forget it, offline and went to my sweet bed, off to dream at 4.
Told my dad i will be waking up at 6, but he said with confidence that i will only wake up at 8.
True enough, i woke up at 8. LOL!
Okie, i lost.. lol.

Woke up, asked for the comp, and online.
Knew a new guy in MSN, chatted with him and added him in friendster. ( he added me. )
Had a nice chat cus i was rather bored at that moment.
He was a pretty nice guy to chat with and, good looking i suppose. =X
And he wrote me testi, fun fun...

Had dinner at 10.30 and was full now.
My dad just called back to see if i'm hungry.
I let my da jie update her blog and she signed out my msn, then she used till now then let me use. Good sister huh. lol
Nobody is online now, pretty bored.
My baobei didi still not in his dream yet, must scold le. LOL
K le. Got nth much to write, wanna watch Prison Break le. =D

2006-10-26T22:03:00.000-07:00

hmm.. ytd was finally the last day of school.
although i still got to go back in the holidays, it jus made me less stressed.
now, its time for me to say the overall things happened.

things were worst than last year? should i say that?
hmm.. i'm quite stressed up this year, about the new subjects we are taking.
i cant really cope with the subjects and scored quite poorly this year.
my mum said i deproved alot from last year. i hope i'll catch up soon.

i've been left in a isolate world for alot of time this year.
people talk among themselves, neglecting the girl at the back, walking alone.
they walk away on their own, leaving the girl alone to catch up.
they share secrets among themselves and left the girl to be kept unknown.
the pressence of the girl is just like a blue pen among other blue pens in ur pencil box.
this blue pen is a free gift and is a lousy pen that people dont like to use.
this pen is only used when the person have got no other pen to use, then the person will consider to use it or not.
the pen also dont understand what it had done.
its also just like other normal pen, a useable pen.
just somehow people will just do some things so sudden, a 180 degree change, the pen also dont know what to do.
they will never knew what the pen is unhappy about.
but i'm really glad that they dont do it everytime, jus sometimes.
they still cares for me.

another one is the love prob....
in school, i'm being "thrown" the responsible to take care of ***.
*** is not mine, its ****'s.
somethings are too obvious to be seen. many people can see it, dont they?
maybe there are just some things that i dont understand.
but whatever it is, i shouldnt be given this responsibility to take care of whatever ***'s stuff.
y did **** always wants me to help ***, accompany *** when *** is lonely and stuff like that??
i'm *** friend only, not ***'s whoever.
only if *** is really someone to me or i am someone to ***, i dont see any reason y i should do all this stffs.
outside school..... forget it. dont wanna say anymore.

this should be the overall things.
dont want to update anymore...
i'll update more next time.

2006-10-25T07:13:00.000-07:00

ytd went to work, doing surveys in blocks, running around..
was quite a tiring job, but overall still okie, i can manage.
was like a freak working ytd. kept on wanted to cont.
at circuit road i did 2 at first, miao did 2 and carol did 3.
after the break we each took 2 blks.
they din get any, but i've got 3. lucky nia.
then gave one to miao. then went for break.

went aljunied after the break, i've got no luck there.
din do much? but its quite good for carol and miao.
they did quite alot. good for them. haha.
i even kena scolding when i did one, sad. =X
in the end of the day i did 9, miao and carol did 8.
aun helped me alot!! all thx to him that i did 9.
aug did 15. very good lohx. some more he went away halfway and came back after tat.

hmm, i din eat much food ytd. morning 8+ - 9 like tat ate a bowl of noodles.
4+ ate fries. tats all for the day. lol. then stomach was pain in the night. abt 9+? lol
was conducting a survey, and its painful. aun helped me to cont.
he speak faster. and it was rather quick. lol. thanks for helping me. =]

quite sad ytd de. lol. not say sad lahx.
i tot no one is going to watch deathnote le.
cus a group of us already said we going on fri le.
but in the end some went ytd. so, like tat lohx. but i'm going wid fang tml.
so it alright. =)
going home was like, i donno how to say.
rather lonely de. got a bit felt like being left out. din noe wat happen.
i donno wat i did wrong, jus kind of felt being left out.
went home at 10+. reach home at 12. bath and wait for my hair to dry, 1 then slp.

today was sleeping in the class for almost the whole day.
frigging tired. and, maybe sickness from the night before, was not feeling quite happy too.
maybe i talking alien language and tat most of them don understand wat i am talking bahx.
maybe i din talk properly and they don understand bahx.
but i'm gonna be alright, i think i can.
tml getting report book le. quite worried tat my results will drop alot.
later kena scold jiu die le. then tml i going to watch deathnote.
hais, should end here le. frigging tired. i'm gonna slp soon.
and i', not in the mood to even cont using.........

2006-10-23T07:33:00.000-07:00

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!
I JUST NEED TO BE ALONE, ALL ALONE.

i din even noe what is on my mind, why am i in such a bad mood??
i shouldnt be thinking about the pass..
i should just let him go, get away as far as possible.
i don wan to have anythings related to him!
this holidays came just in time. i should go out and work.
at least it could keep me occupied and stop thinking about him.
its really hurting me too much! i cant stop the tears from coming down.
tml is jus the time, to start work. i cant lose this opportunity to work.
tml is the last day for the job le. really got to decide properly.

anyway, i really love fang now, i loved her always.
she's such a good friend. had a nice chat with her at dance today.
she's my boyfriend/girlfriend.
i really may become a les becus of u.
please don let me be one and jus stay away from me.
go to her if u wan! i don care, i don give a bloody damn hell..
going mad becus of u. argh!!!

kimkiat~
din mean to really ask u go die de lahx..
really sorry. really not in the mood to even think properly.
sorry yar? don be upset!
i'm fine anyway, don worry.

2006-10-22T07:21:00.000-07:00

today was supposingly to go for the prefects gathering at mr siva house.
last min din go, cus i was told tat mr siva only invited the sec 4s only today.
is the sec 4s ask us to go de bahx.
miaohui felt it kinda weird. so we decide not to go and go shopping on our own.
we asked carol along and went to repair my mp3 and take her phone.
decide to go shopping after tat. but, it doesnt seem tat we got time to shop huh?
my mp3 is taking alot of today's time.
went alot places jus for my mp3. T_T
in the end its still not done yet.. sad

we are all quite bored and tired bahx.
low for the whole day.
they two kept on smsing. i got no one to sms to.
in the end keep on talking to myself, cus no one answered me. =.=
when going back to cwp, the trip was real fast. cus i am busy drawing.
and they are improving it for me, giving comments.
time thus passed very quickly.
and i completed one art piece again! yea

many memories came back today.
every little thing we do reminds me of somethings which should be forgotten by now.
carol said it was all xi guan. i din really forget wat i'm suppose to forget.
i hope its not so. i really hope i have forgotten wat i am suppose to forget. hais
this whole thing caused my mood in the night to be rather low.
din really have the mood to even talk about things now.
I AM SAD!!! hais.

2006-10-21T10:44:00.000-07:00

today is real bored for me.
woke up at 12. went to eat lunch wid dad at 1.30.
came home at about 3.
sang KTV alone. pathetic. cus my sis is checking virus. so cannot use.
6 its ready. came online. bored. nth to do.
played o2jam. about 7.30 off it, its real laggy.
watched "it started with a kiss". ( i'm still watching it! )
lag and lag and lag. very pek cek. refresh it to make it work.
at the same time, updating my friendster profile.
xuan asked me to do it.. lol.
the show keep on stopping, so i closed it without finishing it. LAGGY!!!!!
did my profile till now. finally done.

i'm bloody hungry! my stupid sis din ans my call, nvm.
she said she hanged it up cus she's eating and her hands are dirty.
and she jolly well forgot to return me the call. there, i'm without food.
was about to call my mum to ask her buy something for me.
about to go to the phone and... *the sound of keys*
hope lost. lol. there, i'm without food again.
everyone's home now. but my da jie wanted to eat something.
so i'm going to share the maggie wid her! yea!
thats how my day ended. boring rite?

2006-10-20T06:40:00.000-07:00

today was the thinking fiesta for the lower sec.
hmm.. can say its quite tiring bahx.. but i had fun before recess.
i took half of 2/3 and 2/7. and some 1/8 people.
the people are so cute! i can really say tat.
though they keep on giving troubles.
but they will cooperate and play wid me when i tell them a few more times.
the malay guys are always crapping and the chinese guys are jokers.
they are giving me so lots of fun and i really enjoyed my day wid them.

after recess was like, horrible.
the 2/5 people are, TROUBLE MAKERS.
they jus cant get instructions into their heads, no matter wat.
and watever u say, they will just hack care and do in the opposite way.
i'm so frustrated by their stupid attitudes.
tried to be kind to them but they nv appreciate, unlike 1/8, 2/3 and 2/7.
they are really kind people.

whats more.... my group IC is so ~~wonderful~~ that he just kindly threw the whole job of being a IC to me.
well done huh. i'm freaking tired for the whole day.
i lead the classes.
i shouted to speak to them.
i tell them the instructions.
i walked around the places where to students will be to help them if they have any qns.
what is my IC and others doing??
staying in a room only, sitting on the chair looking at them. EYE POWER!
get tgt to talk, ignoring wat the students are doing.
not doing anything, jus hanging around the students.

WTF. not tat i'm stopping them from doing anything they like.
but can they bloody hell jus help me when i cant handle?
at least help out a little and i'll be super duper bloody thankful!
grrr. going mad. i'm not going to say anymore.
i making myself frustrated.
anyway, i really loved the 1/8, 2/3 and 2/7 people.
i think i'm going to miss them.

i had fun seeing how all the station works. its real cool to see the balloon fly high.
i'm enjoying wid the kids. vanessa gave me a softened potato chip. haha.
it taste ew. lol. the storyboard was funny. and the explodex was so stupid. maths de. haha.
the pieces of the past and present so lame. lol. but good lahx.
got air con de.. haha. somemore boy boy gave me one of the presen his group got.

after sch i was totally fed up. elrin "cooled" me down wid her cold hands. lolx.
then ate lunch wid miaohui, zhixuan and baoling.
then baoling went for chior. then wei xiang was wid us.
i became his mama like tat. he ate bee hoon but din noe how to use chopsticks.
so i helped him to put the bee hoon on his spoon and he eat.
really looked like his mama feeding him. lol
after lunch, went to a mac and sat there for nth. haha.
took out my book to draw and then ate ice cream. yummy
sat there till 6 then go home. haha. longest ever.
boy boy wei xiang was so cute! he looked like a kid.
158 de. must really grow taller le.. haha
hmm.. tats all for today bahx.

2006-10-19T07:24:00.000-07:00

VIVO CITY IS VERY BIG!
jus for your information.

today 5 ER's went there. haha. miao, xuan, carol, bao and me.
its without elrin again. missed going out wid her.
lunch is supposed to be settled on our own.
but in the end.. all settled at SUN PLAZA.
take note: SUN PLAZA
i'm so bored eating sun plaza's food. argh! haha.
miao and carol came my hse first, cus bao woke up at 10+ when we are suppose to meet at 11.

lol.. okie. after lunch, we went NTUC. haha..
we bought lots of cookies, sweets and drinks.
like going for picnic sia. lol okie.

first place we went when we reached there. CANDY EMPIRE!
the whole big shop is full of candies and chocolate!
some chocolates are not sold in other places. looks yummy!

then to the toilet.
the tap is supposed to be auto one. and bao hit the tap twice ( on the top, pls imagine )
then she looked at xuan. haha!
she din know it was auto de.
and she hit it so hard for two times!
haha then we all went luffing. cus its really loud! haha..

then started our shopping. the haze spoiled the mood. so sad. lolx.
walked awhile only and carol is meeting Ben.
then we sat on a "chair" when carol go look for him.
i was so bored, so took out my mini chips more to eat. =X
i jus said "i'm going to open le" and woohoo. half of the packet dropped on my bag!
haha. i was so clumsy. and its all so funny.

next stop: toy r' us ( if not wrong )
i'm like a person without childhood.
i've got so many things tat i din play in the past. lolx
we had lots of fun in there.
i took the toy spider and scare baoling. she got scared. think becus its ticklish. haha.
then i was luffing like hell.
and we saw lots of toys! they were so cute and pretty!!
the kids nowadays are really xin fu.
still got some kind of computer thingy.
we stayed and played it!! can u imagine? lol
stayed at toy r' us for more than 30 mins i think. haha.
before we left, went to see the thomas train. donno wats tat called.
see, i told u i don have childhood. haha
then xuan touched the train and it fell. and sort of broken. so scary!
we left immediately. and she said she's guilty after tat..
i'm shocked and looks more worried than she is. =X

after shopping so quite awhile..... bao was hungry cus she din eat at SP.
so we went long john. i was doing nth, so i jus stared blankly on the table.
stupid. i've been doing it for many times.
only bao ate. and Ben and carol. they at another table, so i said onli bao.
miao tot bao said she's full alr before she even finish eating one piece.
and she looked at her, so stunned. then we all luffed like hell.
she's blur and funny. keep on hear wrong things. lolx

when we are abt to leave, miao went out through a hole. haha.
it seems tat she had fun coming out of the whole. cus its funny.
then bao oso came out from there, keep on thinking she cant. lolx.
she did come out of it.

then went to shop for the last few shops before we leave.
bao needa go home early.
bought a pair of earrings wid bao and miao. its 3 for $10.
so we bought it tgt. carol want too.. but too bad gal.. lolx. no offence.
then went back causeway. they taught me the chinese name of it. so fun!

went back. took neoprints! pretty ones.. its so nice. love it so much.

took once and then went for dinner at mos after sending bao home.
then went to took another. haha. cus its so fun and nice!

before going home, carol asked Ben to help us buy breezer.
din want to drink de. cus no money.
in the end shared wid miao.
i'm drinking it like plain water. cus i feel its really nth de.
5% only, like drinking soft drinks and i wont get drunk. lol
but its the first time miao is drinking. but i really drank alot from the bottle.
then went home le bahx.
the whole day was quite fun. love going out with the girls.
we'll go again next time okie? haha
i keep on trying to break my "snake"s records when i'm bored.

oh! forgot to say.
I BROKE MR SIN KIM KIAT RECORD OF 503 TO 603.
its 100 diff. Mr sin. haha. =Pp

2006-10-18T06:50:00.000-07:00

i'm mad! totally mad!
i dont even know what i am doing.

today went to watch world trade center after school.
not too bad lahx.. quite nice, bored at some parts and touching! lol

i'm spending too much money. this is the 2nd movie i watched this week.
this one i pay it myself. the previous one was treated by da jie. hees

deathnote's gonna be out tml!
so qi dai.

holidays are coming. gonna go out wid ivan they all.. <3
this is what are friends for.. always be there for me.. love him lots! opps. =X
hao sister bu jie yi bahx.. haha

have been drawing in my blue book this few days.
i'm mad. jus wanna draw.

and my greatest achievement is the "thousand words compo". i named it.
its nice lahx. but nobody's going to read it or touch it.
u'll be beheaded if u are caught doing so. haha

shall end here. bloody sister making noises again.
tml going to vivo city. shopping!
sunday got prefects' gathering. <3

2006-10-17T05:25:00.000-07:00

sunday:
i dont know what hit my nerves. An i'm mad.
I PACKED MY BLOODY MESSY TABLE!

that was rather suprising. i dont do that unless i'm being forced.
but NO. i did it willingly that day.
found many silly things i had in the past.
i actually wrote letters with my p-sch friends.
i read one, from hui wen, the one who left a scar on my hand.
i'll always remember her.
we wrote rubbish and craps. even gave letter sheets to each other.
i nearly forgot it. its kind of letter pads. and give lots lots to each other.
other discovery, stupid useless ugly decorative items in my cupboard.
my mum threw all of them away. its not really tat ugly. some are cute!
then for the whole day, i packed my room and forgot my lunch. ~~cool!~~
only had dinner, my first meal, in the night.
but know what? my table is still messy!!

monday:
pe was fun. played badminton.
miao said i made alot of noise while playing. true. =X
mrs lim saw me and told me a ~~good news.~~

mrs lim: " weiting, just to inform you, guzheng is resumed this friday."
me: *turns and pick the shuttle cork. trying to ignore her.* "orh"

grrr.. i dont want to go anymore.
why cant she just IMAGINE that i'm not in this cca?

got back papers.
english - fortunately i passed. 28/50
history - failed. but will be pulled up to pass as heard. 24/50
physics - failed terribly that i dont even bother to rmb how much i got. think 41/100
a maths - still considered okie. 54/80 ( but i can do better if i'm not careless. )

saw mr yap after sch. he talked to me.
mr yap: "weiting, what happen to you huh?"
me: *giving the kind of donno face*
mr yap: "u and ur group of friends are all getting almost the same results, y huh?"
me: "who?"
mr yap: "baoling also, miao~~~ hui also. u all din study or donno the concept?"
me: "donno lehx. got study. should be donno concept."
mr yap: "i think i need to have extra lessons with ur class. more than the 2 weeks."
me: "orh"
mr yap: *go off when he saw xuan coming out from the toilet*
me: *off i go for dance*

dance was like hell. actually intended to fake illness and just sit by the side and look.
but i din cus i'm a ~~good~~ girl.
tried doing cartwheel and hand stand.
i swear. i seriously CANT do it!! =X
and its tiring. next week we are still going to do that.
learned new steps. my shoulders are all aching. my right arm is in great pain.
my right arm got kind of red red thingy. and its painful jus by touching it.
i'm going to give it up soon. but i wont. i'll hang on.

went to watch movie with my mum, da jie, biao ge and his officially wife.
Rob-B-Hood again. i'm not paying for it. and its nice. so don mind watching again.
regret and din regret. regret cus i wasted my sleeping time.
din regret cus the baby is super cute!
at the end the show did say the baby's name. "lee jia xin" if i'm not wrong.
or whatever the name is, the name is the richest man's name. in hong kong if i'm not wrong.
its so nice~!

today:
nth much. got back papers.
e maths - 84/100 ( well done huh )
chinese - 73/100 ( well done also )
chemistry - 53/100 ( phew! lucky i passed. leon cheated me. said i failed. )
ss - 70/100 ( not too bad. )

went home early. 3+ reached home alr.
took a nap. intended to wake up at 5.
in the end woke up at 7+.
slept for 4 hrs or so. but still, i'm tired.
mum went out. she din cook tonight. and i'm hungry now.
got to go and cook for myself alr! i'm lazy!
but still, to keep myself alive, i must eat.

2006-10-14T08:56:00.000-07:00

o.. its finally end of all the exams le.
eh. i'm trying to cut down the dots i'm having. jiayou!! lol

exams:
i'm quite STRESSED over it.
everyday exams, exams, and exams.
weekdays go lib, weekends go RC, din even have time to relax and use comp.
reason for not blogging. lol.
i'm scared. i'm scared tat i will flunk all the tests and got retained.
i don wan to be retained. *praying hard*

after exams:
hmm.. so happy and relaxed.
but i'm now worried abt the results. *cross fingers*
wat if i made my parents disappointed again???? omg.
but the girls (us) went partyworld tat day to "celebrate".
was quite a moody day bahx.
carol went home, xuan came and meet us. (she got no paper tat day.)
miao, bao and me in sch u..
went there awhile, bored. all of us de mood quite down de.
steph and her volleyball girls were jus opps us.
they were so high and we were all so low. haha!
then i went to their room for awhile, and i came out high.
went back to the room, still low. =.=
but overall still counted okie bahx. elrin din come as promised. nvm bahx..
went home early to watch korean vcd, somemore not feeling well.
my sis got to return it on sat, so i onli got 2 day to finish 16 CDs. omg!!!
then i watched 6 CDs on thurs. i'm so pro!!!!!

marking day:
woke up at ard 1 plus. i'm still sleepy when i woke up.
went to watch the CDs le. my sis was watching it in the living room.
so i watched in my mum's room. we were watching different episodes. =X
i stayed almost the whole day in the room. watching the show.
lunch and dinner settled in the room too. =X lol
everything in the room. cool huh..
in the night was abit low and moody.
the show reminded me of some unhappy things. and begin to rmb even more.
hais
life is always like tat.
after tat...... i think i lost my temper very easily bahx.
watever. sorry if i really lost temper and make u angry/sad.
slept at 3am. damn tired. and i finished all the 16 CDs. *hip-hip-hurray*

today:
my day sux like hell. eh... not tat bad actually.
suppose to wake up at 8. my mum woke me and my sis at 9.
i din noe it. i'm asleep like a dead pig and heard nth.
my sis woke up and talked to her le.
but she always waited for me to wake up then she wan to wake up.
hais. its complicated.
my mum dashed into my room and scolded my sis. =X
i'm not scolded. cuz i'm INNOCENT!! haha..
then i'm done bathing at 10. and we are suppose to go out at 10.
my mum was super angry.
then at 10.30 she jus opened the door and wanted to go out w/o us. =X
she always does tat. then we will all rush like hell. haha.
was fine at first. but qurrelled. she keep on saying things tat are irritating.
i donno how to describe them. but she ever does tat in the public again, i swear,
I'M GOING TO SLAP HER IN THE PUBLIC W/O EVEN TREATING HER AS MY SIS.
then went my grandfather hse and go buy her stuffs.
helped her to carry the bloody heavy (donno wat tat called) in bugis!!!
w/o any reward. haha.. jk.. but its real heavy. all i can say.
then went home slp le lohx.

plans:
going to watch all the shows in youtube tat i haven finish.
got lots and lots. and got to finish them before i go on to another show.
yeah!!
and.... its jus a perfect time for me to forget him bahx.
i din wan to carry on like tat. it jus breaks my heart.
i'm going to overwork myself to keep on occupied bahx.
nth can stop me. unless ~~u love me~~??
as carol said, she's tired in another world and wanted to stay in this world first.
but i'm tired of this world and wanted to go into another world.
tat maybe wat i'm really thinking of now bahx.
i'm being killed by u once and again. i don wan it to happen anymore.
so pls don come near me.

k le.. its a long post.. stop here bahx. post next time. =)

2006-09-30T10:20:00.000-07:00

HAPPY SWIT 15 TO ME!!!!

O.. finally i'm 15.. lol
yea.. so happy so xin fen.. hees...
went RC jus now.. so lame lahx..
not really fun.. but not really not fun..
quite nice too.. and i was bloody tired now.. haha..
was getting hungry on my bday.. lol

hmm.. had pizza jus now and later is gonna have sushi at sushi tei.. hees..
haha.. then tml meeting ding cheng, steph maybe and my pri sch gor..
he still rmb my bday.. surprising.. hees..
okie.. well.. gonna slp soon.. i'm tired enuff.. haha..

2006-09-29T07:22:00.000-07:00

i'm so tired..
getting sleepy again.. lol..
today's mood not very good lahx.. feel tat today is jus a werid day..
everything is so weird..
did something bad again.. erm.. onli xi hua noes huh..

hmm.. i'm addicted to bubble tea already..
maybe bubble tea can make me happy bahx.. haha..
watched ROB-B-HOOD today.. a VERY VERY FUNNY show..
haha.. the baby is so cute lohx..
then.. got a hamster soft toy today.. lol..
was having fun in lib.. so funny.. lol..
k.. din wanna say much le.. =X

unpredictable guys

2006-09-28T07:46:00.000-07:00

guys are so unpredictable.. lolx..
hmm.. who i mean is the one who gave me tat thing.. lol

anyway.. today had my first EOY paper - eng.
i'm so worried that i will flunk it, and i din want to retain.
god, pls bless me that i will at least pass it.

this few days went to study and met richard in library..
sometimes with his gay partner and had lots of laughter.
they are so gay.. and always talking craps that i cant control myself from laughing in the library..
but i have fun with them, can say is with richard.

today received 3 early presents..
one is from jun hong..
one from wei nam and boon ta..
and one from my biao ge and future biao sao.
erm.. wat more can i say.. got a bracelet, a pencil case and a 2kg cake.. lolx..
think u all can guess who gave who bahx.. lol..
erm.. anyway.. was quite shock with wat i got..

anyway.. guys are so unpredictable..
at one time can say **** u.. but din expect anything.. ( good )
the next moment doing another things..
and.. nv judge guys by their looks.. i have heard things tat really shocked me..
din expect some guys to do somethings like tat.. lol..
anyway, tml have chinese paper.. i wan go slp le.. have an early night.. haha..

2006-09-24T07:37:00.000-07:00

today went studying again.. lolx..
went lib at first.. cuz RC still cannot use yet.. there's classes..
carol still sleeping so me and miao went first..
1 plus carol came and and went to buy things.. then went RC..
miao was quiet.. =X

all not really in mood to study today.. then quite slack...
onli the 3 of us today... then very low.. lol
then richard and ruvyn came awhile..
lol.. to entertain us if u wanna say so.. lol
we are all luffing like mad.. and they scared us twice today.. lol
then all of us high back le.. hees..

"u look like a clown." miao said so. refering to me of cuz.
not because i'm funny. its tat my nose is so itchy today tat i kept rubbing it..
omg.. its itchy again.. *rub rub rub*
and once i rub it, my nose will become very red.. like a clown. haha..
its like dropping.. and rub till its painful. T_T
oh.. AGAIN.. *rub rub*
no more tml.. pls.. *rub*

a going on fifteen lonely girl

2006-09-22T06:00:00.000-07:00

o wa ha ha.. lol..
one more week to my bday le.. yeah.. so qi dai..
next week gonna be exams le.. *pray tat i will pass all sub*
lol.. today din went guzheng.. and before it starts ngoh saw us..
and asked us if we are waiting for the time to start.. and we said yes.. lol..
but after he go home then we ran away to cwp le.. lol..
send bao home.. eh.. shld be take 912 wid her to marsiling there..
then we continue take the bus back to cwp.. i got headach.. =X
and feel like vomiting after i got off.. xuan oso.. we 2 so cham.. lol..
went lib.. step in nia.. the librarian said the library closing.. lolx.. sian diao lohx..
then went mac to study.. lolx.. do e maths hw.. see chords and circles...
till i really see "circles" le.. lol... blur.. lol..

hmm.. next next week gonna be busy le.. no time to stay wid my girls le..
3rd oct my biao ge going to be engaged wid her gf..
then going over to his hse for dinner.. buffet.. lolx.. how loving they are.. lol.
then 5th start exam.. 6th after exams meet my mum to go make ic..
she's too free at home le.. haha.. so pei me go norhx..
hmm.. anyway.. tml going to spend lots and lots of money le.. =X
die die.. no money le.. T_T
anyways.. hope next week will be a nice and fun and happy week.. hees..
getting sleepy.. yawns..

stressing things... lol

2006-09-19T06:16:00.000-07:00

hey hey.. i'm back to blog..
okie.. i'm much more happier than last time... much much happier..
erm.. cuz i'm putting all the past aside.. haha..
and yes.. exams are coming.. and yes.. my bday is coming too.. lol
exams.. stressed.. i very scared i fail my phy and a maths..
i have been studying this 2 sub since last sat.. omg.. stressed..
then i going to start my chem le.. then my hist.. oh no.. lots..
ss got 2 SEQ.. omg!!! how to study?! getting worried abt it now.. oh no..

okie.. then my bday.. haiz.. stressed.. childrens' day huh.. lol..
i din noe where to go.. and got a sort of feeling.. din wanted to celebrate it..
i donno y.. maybe cry too much le bahx.. then somemore everytime seh seh de..
i officially single.. and might be single throughout.. i don noe.. no one noes..
lol.. i'm gonna hate guys manz.. lol.. okie.. i'm mad.. i rather i will always be..
hmm.. die le.. how?? i donno where to go??? how?? baoling!!! help!!!
lol.. din wan to care le lahx.. i'm happy enuff for this bday..
cuz i'm going to have SUSHI wid my family!!!
omg.. i love sushi.. salmon sashimi.. missing it.. haha.. yummy yummy..

okie.. i don wan talk much le.. haha.. wanna say my bday wish..
hope all exams will pass.. at least pass.. i don wanna flunk any..
hope i will be happy always.. esp on my bday.. hope hope hope..
things will turn better... yea yea.. donno yet..
my onli wish.. love will not come to me again.. since he doesnt even love me..
haha.. okie.. end it bahx.. god.. pls bless my wishes come true.. =X

a changed ting

2006-09-16T09:52:00.000-07:00

haha.. today went to study again..
first time i was concentrating more than the others... cool huh..
i was busy doing a maths.. like hell..
i can do one qns for abt one hour.. lol..
i was stucked all the time.. and nobody came to help me..
i asked them they jus say donno lahx..
onli one or two helpful one.. miao and qing.. haha..
the others say donno.. nvm.. haha.. then they play, i do a maths..

hahas.. today i made promises to myself again..
not to scold so much vulgarities..
to concentrate on studies and nth else..
not to fall into the traps again.. i'm nv going to climb out anymore..
pass my physics and a maths for EOY.. MUST.. lolx.

anyways.. things.. i hope will be fine for me bahx..
maybe not like the pass.. when i will be happy always.. playing wid him..
but now no more le.. the fun... all gone.. the care.. i don wan now..
everything's gone.. alala.. i promised someone not to talk abt it again ya...??
sua.. i wont.. i'm going to forget him.. and all the things!!!
shall end here le bahx.. shldnt think anymore..

ding dong

2006-09-14T05:28:00.000-07:00

i feel so stupid.. i'm a dumb girl..
i always says the wrong things and make things bad..
pp are always pek cek de.. it has been long since this happened again..
i feel like jus shutting up and jus listen to watever i hears..
cuz even if i talks oso no one talk to me.. i cant have him by my side..
tats y i'm a failure..
pp are always keeping things from me.. i'm always being unknown..
they tell lies.. and made me think alot..

i have changed alot.. more like those kind of ah lian le..
i don like.. i don like to be those kind of pp..
i wan to be happy.. all i can say is..
i jus hope i can put all the things down and let it go..
i'm tired of things

him

2006-09-13T08:24:00.000-07:00

hmm.. nth much to update.. but will still update it.. din wan to throw it aside.. lol..
sun went RC do hw.. finished most of them le.. then carol " forced " me to take it..
haha.. no lahx.. jk.. she wanted to make a thingy for our acc de..
then wan to put our photos..
then if i don have pic then she going to use the one i was caught eating...
diaos.. tat one is ugly.. so i don wan.. so took some lohx.. haha..
hmm.. so long nv zi lian le.. since my phone went to bath.. lol..
then take the pics so uncomfortable lehx.. =X anw.. long story cut short..

mon went sch.. so sian.. lol.. then was quite sleepy throughout the day..
tiring.. lolx.. like now.. haha.. then study.. trying to caught up wid lessons..
i was trying very hard okie.. notice me and u will noe.. lolx..
then dance till muscle ach.. lolx.. tiring lohx.. go home.. slp.. lol..

tues mrs lim changed our seats.. omg.. sitting amarpall's seat..
his table so er xin.. then the place i will slp more de lohx..
if wan like tat i rather don change the place.. haiz.. anyway..
maybe going to change again le.. haha.. i will get used to it de!!! haha..

wed.. today.. tiring now.. had hist test.. okie lahx.. not too bad..
in class was sort of keep on being noticed by teachers..
teachers keep on calling me.. =.=
mr siva scared me today.. i wasnt even thinking of sleeping lohx..
but after he said tat i wanted to slp le.. lol..
then after sch.. bao quite seh.. so left sch wid others first..
i needa stay to ask mr lim maths.. i scared tml will fail sia..
then stayed till 4.30 then left sch wid xi hua they all.. then go mac..
i meet up wid the girls after leavning xi hua they all..
then went there.. saw ivin and qing wid carol, bao and miao..
then studied again.. lol.. at night 7 go meet wid him and my ex tuition teacher..
miss them so much.. and they still looked the same.. lolx..

hmm.. one week le.. hees.. love love..
jus now had a nice chat after his tuition.. under my blk.. lol..
hope it will always be like tat..
anw.. i missed him so much.. i don wanna see him sad.. tats it..
i jus wanna him be happy.. as long as u r.. i will be equally happy..
ni hui kuai le ma??

cip sux

2006-09-09T07:21:00.000-07:00

today went for cip.. omg lahx.. the mud is so wet.. and my shoe is so disgusting..
covered wid mud.. eww.. i wont go there again.. i promise..
then after tat go sch wash the gloves..
me and liu ying was washing it thoughly..haha..
we told mrs lim tat we had to wash it clean so tat the juniors who go next year will have clean gloves..
haha.. so funni lahx.. but its the truth lohx..
then she said "to strive, to serve".. den i continued and "not to yield"..
yeah.. the obs logo.. haha.. then stupid zhi xiang keep on shout obs..
he said he din even go and he shouted so much.. haha.. tats true huh.. =X

after tat we waited for ivin, shan qing and aug..
omg.. the guys always make the girls wait for them for so long!!!
lolx.. guys shouldnt let girls wait.. but they always do tat.. and very long de..
haiz.. we all girls so cham..
then go meet wanli at cwp.. eat lunch.. celebrate ivin's bday..
wanli came and we the girls bring the cake in.. a slice nia.. haha..
then sing bday song.. quite pai seh de.. and i tot we promised not to be..
but the others are not singing.. so no fun.. =X
then ivin oso pai seh.. sian diao.. haha.. then aug took a balloon for him oso..
after tat eat mac.. ivin and shan qing din eat.. first time see ivin nv eat.. lolx..

then.. my mood down.. again.. thinking abt him.. haiz..
after tat we going playground tat time.. after lunch..
i heard them saying wan go play swing.. then i jus asked..
and tat stupid bday boi "shouted" back tat he jus say say..
okie lahx.. say say jiu say say lohx.. i donno mahx.. tot really going mahx..
need like tat de mehx.. some more i not in good mood le.. worst lohx..
so i decide to jus shut up and walk.. listen to my songs.. blast it.. lolx..

i'm all the way silent.. then reach the playground awhile onli..
and it was abt to rain.. sian diao.. went to aug hse down there sit..
i sat alone.. din wan to be wid them.. jus wanna be alone..
then after tat go aug hse.. they play monopoly.. i use comp.. play maple.. lolx..
after tat feeling better le then joined them to talk.. cuz qing wanna use.. lolx..
then after hrs.. we went for dinner.. ate alot.. the amt carol everytime eat..
omg.. so damn full!!!!! i cant even walk properly after tat.. lolx..
ivin din eat again.. think he wanted to be an immortal today..
anyways.. after tat go home tat time sent the rest to the interchange..
then carol went home and i ran to catch my train..
overall today counted as a not bad day lahx.. jus.. missing him all the time.. T_T

y are u not online..
i rather u make me angry all the time..
i jus feel like talking to you..

EAST COAST TRIP!!!

2006-09-08T08:42:00.000-07:00

today went east coast wid them.. lols.. its quite fun lahx.. haha..
9.45 met for breakfast.. 10+ go take bus..
and.. off we go to EAST COAST!!!!!!!!!

reach there donno wat time.. but i think we reached there quite fast de lohx..
then go the rent shoe rent lohx.. lolx..
me, miaohui, carol, ivin and shan qing play skates..
baoling, zhixuan, wanli and aug ride bike..
argh!!! i scared of skates le.. =X

went there.. rent the skates le.. then wear.. omg.. so difficult to wear luh..
then finally wear hao le.. and saw shan qing fall..
the 5 of use skating.. the 2 guys noe how to skate de.. but he fell.. omg..
i scared le lahx.. and at first keep on shout shout de..
carol picked up fast.. shan qing hold me..
and i fell once on my own... and once i pulled him wid me.. lolx.. dui bu qi..
somemore scratched him.. haha.. then better le lohx..
i keep on going backwards.. haha.. and i still haven learn how to break.. lol...
now.. can skate little bit le.. but will learn.. lol..
i fell twice hard de.. my butt very pain!!!! becuz of the stupid slope..
i always fall on slope.. and omg.. pain!!!

today quite suay de..
skate till half way.. rain.. got into shelter, rain stops.. lolx..
carol, ivin, shanqing and miao fell tgt when going down slope..
i was holding on xuan's bike to go down.. so din fall.. =X
ivin got bleed little bit..
carol whole body was dirty.. cuz floor wet..
miao fell and tore her skin.. bleed lots..? and.. pain lahx..
wanli's wallet and handphone slipped and down in sea water.. like me last time.. lol..
go home going to take bus... walk very far.. half way.. heavy rain.. lolx..
reach bus stop, rain stops.. LMAE SHYT!!!! haha..
haha... so me, carol and miao all butt pain now... lolx..

tml got cip... very tired lehx.. ytd din had a good nite slp..
today woke up early.. tml oso waking up early..
where will have enuff slp.. tired..
i making myself too tired.. o wells.. end here bahx..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IVIN!!!!
y must u do this to me..
do u noe tat i will be hurt???

2006-09-07T07:50:00.001-07:00

1.Full Name: Seetho Wei Ting
2.Name backwards: gniT ieW ohteeS ( diaos.. lamo )
3.Meaning of name: How i noe.. but my mum says no meaning. haha
4. Nickname: Waiting, Xiao Zhu, Shan Zhu and mani others.. (i forgot. =X)
5. Screen Name: wat this??
6. D.O.B: 1st Oct 1991
7. Place of Birth: Singapore
8. Nationality: Singaporean
9. Current Location: Somewhere
10. Star Sign: Libra
11. Religion: not sure
12. Height: 166.. too tall for a girl ya??
13. Weight: my secret.. =P
14. Shoe Size: 7
15. Hair Color: Back
16. Eye Color: Black??
17. Who do you look like: Myself
18. Innie or Outtie: Huh?
19. Lefty or Righty: Lefty
20. Gay, Straight, Bi or Others: Straight lahx.. though i love my girls.. haa
21. Best Friends: My group of girls, ah ma steph, mummy leewah and some others..
22. Best friends you trust most: the one i cried for..? and miaohui and dar (used to trust her..?)
23. Favourite Pals: Donno
24. Best Friend of opposite sex: the one i cried for.. and dingcheng
25. Best Buddies: Too mani le lahx.. lazy to write
26. Boyfriend or Girlfriend: Boyfriend
27. Crush: him and onli him
28. Parents: My dad and mum luh..
29. Worst Enemy: Don really have
30. Favourite online guy: hurhs.. him lohx
31. Favourite online girl: donno??
32. Craziest friend: Carol
33. Advice Friend: him norhx
34. Loudest Friend: Yuting!! haha
35. Person you cry with: Carol and miaohui.. we did it last time.. haha
36. Any sisters: 2 lovely ones
37. Any brothers: Don have
38. Any pets: No.. No pets allowed.. haha..
39. Any disease: Stupid.. no.. but i hope i have.. so can die faster..
40. Pager: NO.. OMG.. so outdated..
41. Personal phone line: Don wan give lehx..
42. Phone: Nokia donno wat brand.. best phone eva.. haha
43. Lave Lamp: wat tat?
44. Pool or hot tub: Hurhs?
45. A car: Don have
46. Your personality: Bad.. Worst ever..
47. Driving: No.. i think i will crash.. =X
48. Room: very light de pink.. lolx..
49. Whats missing: Him and him and him.. lolx.. better stuffs, phones, comp, spects, blah
50. School: Woodlands Ring Suckandary School XD
51. Bed: super single
52. Relationship with parents: Okie okie lahx..
53. Believe in yourself: Donno?? sometimes bahx
54. Believe in love at first sight: Maybe? Yes? No?
55. Good listener: yupps.. but not advicer
56. Get along well with parents: Okie okie lohx
57. Save e-mail convos: No
58. Pray: ???
59. Believe in reincarnation: donno.. maybe?
60. Make fun of people: yes.. but hai hao onli
61. Like to talk on the phone: Yes if got topic
62. Want to get married: Yes.. who doesnt?
63. Like to drive: donno.. haven tried.. but scary
64. Motion Sickness: Hurhs?
65. Eat stem of broccoli: Nope
66. Eat chicken with fork: hmm.. yes and no.. haha
67. Dream in colours: ???
68. Type with your fingers on home role: my god... wat the hell.. i dun understand..
69. Sleep with stuff animals: yes.. esp my sis de.. piglets.. =.=
70. Next to you: my phone, a cup, pen, paper, mp3 and blah..
71. On the walls of your room: a snow white and 7 dwarves pic.. sewn..
72. On your mousepad: The mouse of cus
73. Dream car: Sports car and some kind of small ones.. donno wat they called.. lolx..
74. Dream date: Don tell u.. lolx
75. Dream honeymoon spot: hawaii, japan, korea and blah
76. Dream husband or wife: kind, love me, sweet and others (next time then say)..
77. Bedtime: By 11 i'll be tired..
78. Under your bed: dust and rubbish tat went in and i cant take out.. lolx
79. Single most important question: Am i doing the right thing??
80. Bad time of the day: today whole day bahx.. before meeting wid my girls..
81. Your worst fear: donno??
82. The weather: fine.. think going to rain soon..
83. Time: 11.24 pm
84. Date: 7-9-06
85. Best trick did on someone: donno lehx..
86. Theme song: donno..
87. Hardest thing about growing up: learn to be a real person.. real me and stop telling lies..
88. Funniest experience: carol and ivin meeting us.. but they are at another place..
89. Scariest experience: donno?
90. Silliest thing you have ever said: how i noe? lots lohx..
91. Most desperate and funniest thing i have done to get the opposite sex: donno
92. Scariest thing while you are with your friends: don have bahx.. but i got STM
93. Worst feeling: can i don say?
94. Best feeling in the world: wid my frens? he wid me? donno??

6 people to do this quiz:
zhixuan
miaohui
baoling
xihua
xifang
ginny

2006-09-07T07:16:00.000-07:00

5 years ago I was :

lolx.. pri 4... still enjoying life.. how well.. taking streaming exams.. lolx..

5 Snacks which I Enjoy:

1) LOLLIPOPS!
2) ICE CREAM.. ( counted?? =X )
3) SWEETS!
4) CHOCOLATE!
5) TITBITS..

5 Songs which I Know All the Lyrics:

1) AI WO DE ZI GE - SHE
2) Zhi Xiang Ai Ni - Rainie Yang
3) Yi Shi De Mei Hao- Zhang Shao Han
4) E Zhuo Ju
5) Yu Dao

5 Things I Would Do With 100 Million Dollars:

1) Save 60 million for future use
2) Give my parents 20 million
3) Donate 500,000 to Charity
4) Buy car, house for parents, house for myself
5) Spend all i want!!!

5 Places I Would Run Away To:

1) walk ard somewhere.. if not familiar then not too far.. =X
2) playground
3) my room.. i can sleep.. lolx
4) music junction..
5) the arcade

5 Things I Will Never Wear:

1) aunty clothes..
2) long sleeve ( unless necessary..? )
3) knee length skirts..
4) tight jeans
5) shoes without socks..

5 Bad Habits:

1) bad temper
2) mood swing
3) sleeping in public
4) irritating pp and i donno
5) too noisy or quite at times

5 Biggest Joy:

1) going out with Er family
2) eating salmon sashimi and ice cream
3) when i chat wid him
4) going shopping
5) crapping wid my blooded sisters.. if it could happen everyday, best...

5 Famous People I Would Date:

1) i
2) don wan
3) anyone..
4) onli
5) him...

5 People To Do This Quiz:
1) kim kiat
2) xi fang
3) xi hua
4) wanli
5) ginny

comp lagging!!! argh!!

EAST COAST, EAST COAST!!!!!

2006-09-07T06:43:00.000-07:00

i'm missing him so much.. hees
tml going to east coast to play..
wid my sisters, and ivin, aug, wanli and shan qing..
carol actually wanna me ask him go de.. but he din wan.. he shy luh.. lolx..
i will be too.. haha.. he oso donno them.. so.. well.. lolx..

today went lib to do hw.. ALONE...
haha.. i'm so alone lohx.. lonely.. then till miao and carol come then i go..
i cant stay at home to study.. i will be distracted.. comp, bed.. lolx..
but.. when i'm out.. i think more.. lolx.. miss him bahx.. =X

hmm.. tml its really time for me the relax.. had been waiting for this day..
i wan to play as much as i could.. but sat got to pia finish all hw le.. =(
okie.. don wan update le.. play KONGKONG.. new game.. XD
he's not online... =/

wat is my real feeling now??

2006-09-06T05:57:00.000-07:00

yawns.. i'm sleepy...
hmm... today mahx.. went to sch at 9.30..
look for mr lim to ask abt maths de..
ask abt the bearing thingy and chords ( spelling correct?? ) ..
instead.. in the end.. he onli explained to me the bearing.. =.=
i want to noe more abt the chords de lohx.. sian diaos..
bearing i almost noe le.. so.. is diao lohx.. haha..
went for lesson at 10.. told him don need go class so soon he don believe..
not mani pp reached yet lohx.. lolx.. sua..
sit in class for more than 2 hrs.. tired enuff le.. finally dismissed.. happy!!
he asked if i got qns ask him.. i said no.. cuz i'm too tired listening to him talk le..
after tat went mac to eat.. i cant finish most of the food.. lol.. i'm not hungry.. haha..

went movies wid xi fang, ming quan and kim kiat..
actually din noe wat to watch de.. in the end still watched monster hse.. lol
actually the movie still okie lahx.. not VERY bad.. quite funni de.. but sian oso..
then met up wid carol, miao and xi hua..
then they go cut hair.. me and fang tagged along.. then ate ice cream.. haha..
fat me.. i'm going to go on DIET... I SWEAR.. NEXT WEEK.. NO.. TML.. lolx..

hmm.. i'm very very tired le.. sleepy... wan slp.. lolx..
sit at marsiling de stairs there.. while carol and miao decide wat to eat for dinner..
went toilet before going home.. saw kim kiat before we took the train.. lol..
its so damn stupid.. we are all looking at the windows there..
but he was onli sitting by the side.. we all looked silly.. haha..
xi hua stayed to chat wid him.. we all, others went home..
expected tat "smth" will happen.. sure de.. and its true..
well.. i oso donno how to say.. hmm.. dar jus called me and told me..
i abit sian diao liao.. "betrayed" bahx..
who can i trust again?? i really donno.. i tot i could at least trust dar and fang..
unexpected.. well.. sui bian lahx.. i really donno wat else to do le..
i wont like him de le lahx.. lolx.. i think HE will suit me more..

i still love them..

2006-09-04T09:11:00.000-07:00

hmm.. its holiday now.. today had cca.. 9-4.. tiring sia..
6 hrs of dancing + 1 hrs of lunch break..
the teacher is nv early when dismissing us.. but will start exactly the time..
lolx.. but well.. today time pass really fast.. i'm now super tired..

actually intend to pei my girls walk walk at cwp de.. but too tired so went home..
took a short nap.. but i'm still very tired now.. lolx...
woke up watch tv, use comp.. nth much..

my mum isi going to lose her job soon.. haha..
i will miss tat naughty boy.. lolx.. my mum babysit de boy is real cute..
and funni at times.. he always play with me.. i will miss him in the oct.. lolx..
then.. jus now saw my mum helping my dad with his job..
i mean she is already starting my dad's job le.. but she's working hard to learn..
i see le quite xin tong de.. some more my sis are always argueing over small matters..
making my mum so angry.. i am the middle person..
always listening to da jie complaining abt er jie..
and my er jie always vent her anger on me.. lolx.. so used to it le..
alala.. watever lahx.. now wanna slp le.. oso don wanna talk so much..
tml still got a maths lesson wid siva.. god bless..

haapy birthday to ah chang..

2006-09-02T23:34:00.000-07:00

currently : doing hw..
hmm.. today will be a boring day.. din go out do hw or wat...
cuz miao went home late last night.. then don think today can come out..
so all stayed at home do hw lohx... hmm.. i' doing hw.. but too sian le..
so came and update.. hees

woohoo... ytd went to celebrate mr chang's birthday..
don really think tat we are sort of celebrating lohx.. onli enjoying on our own..
went kushin-bo.. omg.. sushi.. first time i can eat all i wan.. lolx..
ate salmon sashimi.. love it!!! so nice.. then ate alot more lohx..
me, bao, miao and dar was full after we ate awhile.. lolx..
then yunling and pehching came then we cut the cake.. so fun..
after tat all sat ard to talk talk onli.. nobody else is eating.. /all full.. lolx..
then went to watch movie le lohx..

mr chang onli booked 17.. but there are more pp going..
so the rest went in first while he buy more tickets..
watched devil wears prada.. not a bad show.. quite nice..
interesting.. i like these kind of movies... showing the lifes of pp..
interesting ones of cuz.. esp on this kind de lohx.. nice nice..
then after the movie quite alot went home..
then the others left were deciding on where to go for very long..
till i oso sian diao liao.. haha..

anyways.. ended up meeting wid carol, ivin, miao and bao..
jeanie, liu ying and zhao ming went to sing k.. lolx..
the others went home... actually follow carol they all got abit regretted at first..
cuz got abit sian lohx.. but after tat was much better...
as long as i don think so much jiu okie le.. hees..
drank starbucks coffee.. omg.. so damn ex lahx.. drink till i was freezing le..
very cold.. really is freezing those kind..
it jus reminds me of the trip to hong kong last yr..
i was sick and lying on the bed.. fa dou.. lolx..
wells.. after tat 9+ bao got to go home le.. cuz its late and she msia sia..
then we went causeway.. after sending her we go the night market there walk..
ivin is so fat lahx.. he's still hungry after his dinner.. somemore got add rice de..
fat him.. but he's so thin.. lolx..

then went civic mac and sit.. sat there to open carol de hw casing..
she wanted to change.. then while she open miao and me ate our "dinner".. lolx..
then when i finished i help to open lohx.. and well.. my nails broke.. haha..
but still okie lahx.. then abt 11.20 left for home..
cant go home late or else mama next time don let me go out le..
the others were still there lohx.. haiz.. really don like coming home.. so sian..
then donno they wat time go home lahx.. and i chatted wid dar on the phone till 1..
sian.. at first was their "lightbulb" de.. zi chun was oso on the phone..
i so extra.. lol.. sua.. watever.. its all past.. lol..

then today woke up at 11.30?? lolx.. should be lahx.. before tat i was already awake..
ate maggie and do hw till now lohx.. boring rites?
feel like going out for a walk to kill my time.. and to clear my mind first..
haha.. tired again.. wanna slp.. no.. cant.. haha..
jus drank wine and nth is effecting.. boring.. lol.. end here bahx..

happy teachers' day

2006-08-31T07:22:00.000-07:00

happy teachers' day to all teachers in the world!!!!
haha.. today was teachers' day.. and i didnt go back to pri sch..
my current sch is letting us off too late le..
and everytime by the time i go back, there's no one left in the sch le..
even my pri sch frens may not be there le lohx...
so i rather not go back this yr.. somemore no one to pei me.. lolx..

hmm.. love the sch performance.. its so nice.. love the dances..
but the prefects' dance i missed it.. nvm.. but think not quite nice..
badly done bahx.. throw our face le.. =X
but anyways.. at least they tried.. hugs..
everything was so nice.. and i'm quite in good mood today..
happy till i buy drinks for pp.. which i don usually do.. lolx..
jumped when the teachers i wished to win the awards won.. lolx..
keep on screaming all i wan to cheer for the pp.. lolx..
anyway.. i'm mad.. we even ate the food and drinks left..
suppose to be for teachers de.. but alot extra.. prefects all take and eat.. =X
most of the prefects left without helping us to pack up..
end up very late then go meet carol.. she was wid her pri sch frens..

after tat went to eat, saw kiat and zhan rui.. ate tgt lohx..
then after lunch the guys went off le.. we girls go buy mr chang's present..
haha.. didnt noe wat to buy... so meet up wid them again to buy..
at last bought smth lohx.. very cute!! haha... then... sit at mac till 7 den go home..
hmm... can say had a fun day bahx.. but was super duper tired..
wanted to slp wherever i go.. lol.. tml still going to do hw..
haha.. stressing myself so much.. sat going gai gai le.. hees.. so qi dai...

eh... had a qns in mind.. having lots of qns marks..
haiz... i cant share wid anyone.. onli my dar dar wendy..
wat else can i do? can u gimme an exact ans...
i don wan to be filled wid qns marks all the time..
* dreaming in la la land *

stressed me..

2006-08-30T07:30:00.000-07:00

i updated again..
eh.. mani in my class de should noe.. i flunked most of my exams.. sad..
phy failed badly.. and was put in front of mr yap.. lolx.. he talk damn loud..
ss.. failed too.. i got 9/25.. pathetic rites?
chem onli got 27/50.. although passed.. but a poor pass.. but better than nth..
a maths i passed.. and i'm happy.. overall still failed.. so no use..

a promise made.. got to study le.. no more playing...
its really time to buck up for my studies le.. i don wan to fail my EOY..
from now.. must study everyday.. no comp no tv.. onli fri, sat or sun..
like today.. tml is teachers' day celebration.. so i slacked.. and used the comp..
tired.. feel like sleeping now.. eyes closing..

i will try to be happy.. if i could.. i will.. not to worry pp.. and i don wan pity..
things will be fine.. although they are always changing...
missing my ah ma.. missing sumone... missing the things in the pass..

2006-08-27T08:52:00.000-07:00

tonight.. till now.. got a sort of feeling...
my heart seemed to be in great pain...
too mani things happening at one time... and i'm thinking too mani sad things le...
my tears feel like dropping now.. and its dropping...
whenever i cry i really wanted someone to be by my side..
at least had to shoulder to lie on..
but i jus don have.... nobody truely understands me.. nobody..
am i turning into somebody whom i don wan to be again??

i'm back.. but no better..

2006-08-27T06:34:00.000-07:00

hmm.. one week later le.. and i'm back from the camp..
its the most tiring camp i ever went lohx.. but its fun.. so worth it..
made mani new frens.. the guys are abit more da nan ren zhu yi..
but they are caring too de.. at least they did the night duty for us girls..
hees.. on the first day, fareez had sore eye.. 2nd day the other girl had too..
so fareez was sent back home to avoid others from getting it again..
he left me his number and his fav cap.. =.= got abit sian diao lahx..
but its his fav cap.. so i cant take it.. but its still wid me..
going to return it to him de lohx.. haha..
then 3rd day the girl was sent home too..
4th day michelle kena it too.. then was sent back oso.. haiz...
last day before going back to sch ain oso kena.. y my watch de pp all kena de..

anyways.. had fun during the camp.. had high element de thingy..
kayaking, trekking, camping outside... all is so fun..
missed something... SUNDAE!!! omg.. the one week no eat de ice cream..
haha.. and mani more things.. still missing it now..
hmm.. first thing i went back to sch.. hug my darlings.. miss them so much..
then drink my fav drink.. POKKA GREEN TEA!!!!! haha.. nice..
then next is go mac eat.. wakakas.. sat went to study..
lunch is carrot cake, curry puff, waffle and bubble tea.. haha..
dinner.. mos cheese burger, fries, ice milk tea, SUNDAE!!! haha..
today actually wanted to go roller skate de..
but ivin in the end cannot go.. and its very late le.. so ended up din go..
wanli went mao quan hse.. carol and miao came my hse..
tiring.. wanna slp now..

sad.. found out tat i failed my phy.. miao told me.. T_T
i failed it again.. i got study de.. but y everytime oso fail...
haiz.. my phy jus sux.. cries.. no no.. i promised i will not cry so easily anymore le..
i tried not to.. cuz i think the more i cry, the more i will sad..
and i cry le oso nobody cares.. so must be happier..

i really missed ah ma... i don think our relationship can be like last time le bahx..
sad.. i really love her lots.. but this is wat i get for lying bahx..
cant blame anyone but myself.. haiz..
o well well.. tml going back to sch le.. had a hair cut without letting my mum noe..
=X tml going sch le.. so sian.. still got dance.. i'm really sad diao now liao..
haiz.. hack le lahx.. hmm.. must rmb to return bao and kiat money tml...

bugis shopping...

2006-08-19T07:50:00.000-07:00

went bugis today..
wid miaohui, carol, elrin, ivin, shanqing, wanli, aug, nasri, samual, weeking and bengsuan..
had fun... bought a shorts.. happy.. wanted to buy shoe.. but didnt really go see...
took neo wid the girls.. nice nice.. then elrin went home..
we went orchard.. had caramel ice blended coffee.. at coffee bean..
samual spent $100+.. bought alot... shanqing bought a bag and shoe...
i bought a shorts lahx.. and elrin bought a long socks.. those jap kind..
then i don think the rest bought much bahx..

while walking to have their dinner.. my shoe spoiled..
everybody keep on say this say tat.. irritated.. piss.. but still alright..
both legs de oso spoil.. pek cek then take off shoe to walk..
walk a distance le then qing borrowed me his shoe lahx.. then he wear his new one..
sian diao lahx.. so damn sry lohx..
then they go eat dinner while carol and miao acc me go find shoe..
cant find.. all damn ex.. i don have tat kind of money..
before tat oso got see some.. but, too mani pp buy.. so not interested..
pek cek.. then at first see some i don like de.. so don wan buy...
but at last regreted.. cuz i cant find any...
feel so sry cuz carol intended to go home at ard 8+..
then becuz of me time dragged.. felt so sry.. feel like an idiot once again..
somemore when i called home to tell my mum tat i will be late home..
she kao bei me lahx.. then wtf.. damn pissed.. till i don feel like going to find shoes le..
then in the end wore shan qing shoe home.. leg red red de...
cuz the shoe is too big and its rubbing against my leg.. pain..
then came home wid big shoe.. but alright lahx.. at least got shoe..

quite sad.. intended to msg pp pei me talk de..
but i scared kena "scolded".. not say scold lahx.. jus scared will cry infront of all of them..
and oso no topic to talk to.. so sua lohx..
anyway.. things are jus not going right for me.. suay dao siao..

FUCK

2006-08-18T07:24:00.000-07:00

argh! jus finished common tests and was very irritated now..
this whole week was like.. stressed up.. all the tests are so near..
and i'm so not clever de pp.. so had difficult time studying..
reached home late everyday.. 6+.. was studying in sch..
and normally if i studied in sch, at home will rest tilll 9+ then study...
so before tat use comp or watch tv lohx..
then my mum was so unreasonable lahx.. and she scolded my almost everyday..
i studied le and she still say me say till like i nv study and don bother abt my results..
i din lohx.. i studied and alot.. i'm damn tired..
everyday already don have enuff slp le.. come home rest awhile oso cannot..
then going for the camp soon.. then at home comes a flying monster..
and i shouted cuz freaked out when it moved..
then she hear me shout alr ask me immediately cancel the camp..
wtf.. so unreasonable lahx.. and so idiot.. where got such thing de...
/sigh
i don have sandals.. ask if our relative have or not..
then she keep on complaining... wtf... then needa buy things oso cannot..
oh wells.. pls.. i had enuff.. studies is enuff of stress alr..
come home they all still wan irritate me.. durh
I'M TIRED.. AND CAN I HAVE SOME TIME TO JUS REST?!
FUCKED UP!!!!!!!! GET LOST CUZ I'M BREAKING DOWN SOON!!!!!

test and the coming camp...

2006-08-17T05:36:00.000-07:00

hmm.. exams going to end le..
all my stress going to finish le.. so happy..
tml is going to be the lat paper.. chemistry..
and i had not even started studying....
so blog finish le must faster go study le.. haha...
today knew my e maths results... i passed...
and got 31/40.. to me, not bad le lahx.. but i can do better de...
anyways.. highest in class is 37/40, minyi.. haha... she pro sia.. result so good..

well.. this few days feeling a lot better le.. not tat sad le..
but very tired in sch nowadays... slp in class everday..
today didnt slp nehx.. haha.. cuz i drank coffee in the morning...
in the end, before going to the sch, stomach pain.. lolx..
so drinking coffee with an empty stomach is bad for health..
haha.. today was hist test, and i studied the one tat was tested..
tyco.. i so happy sia.. but didnt managed to finish doing the SBQ..
nvm.. think can pass bahx... and hope so..

3 more days and i'm going to the torturous camp.. the OBS camp..
haha.. well, have been waiting for this day to come..
but was oso worried abt it.. scared..
then sometimes oso got those feeling like don wan to go..
but i will go.. cuz its really a good experience.. so its worth it.. haha
hmm.. gonna miss lessons for 1 week..
hope can catch up wid studies when i come back...
got to miss me ya? haha.. okie.. end here le.. tired wanna slp.. but cant.. =(

wat more can i say?

2006-08-13T08:25:00.001-07:00

today went study = no study..
cried whole afternoon.. no mood to study..
scared i going to flunk my maths tml..
didnt eat any MEAL today..
had curry puff, carrot cake plus lots of chilli and ice mocha for lunch...
fries and one can of green tea for dinner..
no proper meal.. i'm jus not hungry.. see food i lost appetite..
anyways.. not in good mood lohx.. jus.. like tat lohx..

jus had a salmon sashimi and a soft shell crab temaki..
my da jie went sakae for dinner wid her boi..
and i jus feel like eating the temaki and sashimi.. so.. ask her buy..
satisfied.. best thing for today.. the 2 food..
tats all for today bahx..
3 sha gua are crying today.. stupid rites?

bad day

2006-08-12T08:19:00.000-07:00

haiz.. today was the worst day ever..
i cried for the whole afternoon sia.. almost..
okie.. i really did something very wrong..
i shouldnt have given the idea of doing tat...
i shouldnt have tried to give u a surprise..
tats a lesson taught: next time don try to be a nice pp..
cuz it will end up giving pp trouble and make pp seh.. dui bu qi xuan..

next, i went missing for more than an hour..
miao called me, i didnt ans.. wanli called, i didnt ans.. aug called, i answered..
cuz i'm stupid enuff not to have aug no.. and i jus answered his call..
but it ended quickly lahx..
and.. i went to walk ard.. jus wanna be alone.. walked alot of places..
round and roound.. finally decided to go 319 or wat de.. go there play swing..
but reached there got pp.. so went back to rc..
went back.. think carol angry or wat..
but bao said she's warm.. so went another place to blow aircon..
i donno to trust it or not.. but i will still trust..
then bao told me they went ard looking for me for very long..
then up and down the blocks.. and think carol got blister or wat lohx..
really sry.. i didnt mean it.. i jus feel myself so stupid..
and i don feel like seeing anyone or watever.. so went quite far after tat..
dui bu qi.. i'm real disappointed wid myself..

anyways.. at night was better le.. was much happier..
although i still feel the same.. haiz..
i really think tat today i did wrong things lahx.. all are wrong..
i shouldnt do this... shouldnt do tat..
haiz.. hope i will wake up and think before i do anything next time..
sry girls..

ss test

2006-08-11T06:55:00.000-07:00

okie.. alalas... national day was time for us to study lahx..
and ytd.. thurs.. i went studying again.. while the kids are at my hse..
haha.. my mum took care of the 3rd child now..
and ytd the 3 of them came.. lolx.. my mum was so busy and frustrated by kids..
lolx.. nvm.. then went to study ss wid the same pp again.. haha..
okies.. all i can say is.. 3e1 guys sure got their way of memorising notes..
ivin memorise by doing mindmap.. draw pictures de..
aug memorise by using lame lame words lahx.. then still got vulgar de lohx..
haha.. but they are pro lahx.. aug explained to me and miao abt the ss things..
and.. wosh.. i got it!! haha.. i understood wat the topic is abt le lohx..
and memorised alot.. haha.. good sia.. don need use my stupid way of memorising..

at night carol seh seh de.. so didnt go eat dinner with the rest..
aug and shan qing went home.. i acc them till they go for dinner..
then i come home eat.. haha.. lucky i came home for dinner..
had a dish of raw fish.. cold raw fish!!! nice lohx..
somemore my mum make till so nice!!! even my dad says its nice..
er.. although he ate it first.. haha.. but he normally don eat raw food de..
surprised tat even he say its nice.. wakakas.. anyway.. its real nice..
then study on my bed while waiting for my hair to dry after bathing...
and pig me.. i fell asleep.. haha.. in the end my jie woke me up..
then i set the alarm clock 4.30 to wake up study...
i woke up at 5 lahx.. and i did study..
but i think i'm gonna flunk it again.. freaks.. not enuff time to finish..
but i'm so proud of myself.. i'm so brave as not to cry!! haha.. lame..
o wells.. anyway.. today guzheng very sian.. wanna slp arhx..
haha.. don wan write le.. next time write again.. =PpP

national day is a holiday

2006-08-09T09:04:00.000-07:00

hmm.. ytd was national day eve.. sec 3 was playing the domino thing..
and my class failed to win.. haha.. but we tried our best..
haha.. had fun lahx.. but my legs and hands are aching.. tired.. lolx..
after tat had the "concert" thingy..
shit lahx.. i managed to watch onli for the last 30 mins.. nvm.. had fun too..
after sch went long john eat lunch then went party world.. lolx..
actually is us girls onli.. but after tat james, zhan rui, samual and jx came in..
then after tat somehow lahx..
james went out for a phone call and comes back wid 3 guys.. haha..
aug, ryan and nasri.. the room is so damn cramp lohx..
nvm.. haha.. then the manager came in and sort of chase them out..
cuz too mani pp liao.. then all of them went out except for jx and zhan rui..
and they bought a drink.. its a MUST!!! lolx..
after tat samual, aug and nasri came back lahx.. hack care.. lolx..
aug keep on laming lahx.. and we keep on luffing..
gonna beat him up soon cuz he look damn serious and after tat he say its a lie..
his face damn stupid.. and innocent... haha..

o wells.. not too much abt ytd.. today was national day..
but i went studying.. lolx.. at carol there..
shan qing, ivin, wanli, me, miao hui and carol...
then craps.. we all talk lohx.. then play.. didnt really study much....
all damn lazy today.. maybe its becuz its national day!!
haha.. but tml going to study lahx.. MUST le.. got to study ss.. haha..
o wells.. someone finally blogged.. haha.. lame lahx.. so long then blog once..
u promised de.. must blog.. okie?? haha...
k le lahx.. nth much le.. =p tml see how then blog..

2 days before national day

2006-08-07T07:05:00.000-07:00

haha.. today was.. boring in sch.. felt like sleeping..
ytd night before going to slp, a monster is near me..
and i'm freaked out!! its a beetle.. lolx..
then i ran inside the room after shutting the comp and things lohx..
then had a good night slp..

today morning.. saw the freak running ard the floor in my room!!
i saw it heading towards the door.. then i open the door for it to go out..
but.. IT DIDNT!!!! wtf.. then ran inside my room donno where again..
seh.. then i cant find it already.. stupd.. hope its not on my bed.. haha..
cuz tonight i still need to slp de.. =X

wells.. then today in sch was like.. tired.. slept during a maths lesson..
before siva comes.. then slp till very shuang.. haha..
i hugged by pe shirt to slp.. then wake up my hand got those folded de lines..
haha.. hope my face don have... or else will be very pai seh..
so obvious i jus woke up lohx.. haha..

after sch was sort of "scolded".. no lahx.. jus tat she tired then bad mood..
then think she already not very happy de liao then maybe irritated her..
but i knew nth lahx.. jus scolded for donno wat lohx.. hees..
nvm.. i'm a strong girl.. will be happy as ever de.. don wan to be sad le..
pp need me more than i need them.. hope i'm jus useful to them bahx..
okie.. quite tired le.. think going to slp soon bahx.. haha..

rc funs...

2006-08-06T08:13:00.000-07:00

ytd went rc do hw.. then quite slack lahx.. not much hw..
then keep on di siao carol.. erm.. my CFO!!!!!!!! lolx..
anyways.. donno since when.. carol mood changed lahx.. then very quiet..
tired and not feeling well bahx..
then aug keep on want to snatch carol's pig from me..
i actually wanted to slp de.. but they too noisy le.. i cant slp..
then heard aug saying wan to snatch it away lahx..
then he walked to me.. see me hugging it so tightly..
then say: "wa.. hug till like tat how to take.."
haha.. i cant stop myself from luffing lahx.. then woke up lohx..

9+ go cwp eat dinner.. wa lao.. everything close le lohx..
cant get to buy the food i wan.. in the end, shared rice wid carol..
haha.. then 10 left there and went to see stars..
at tat time no more stars le.. then jus sit there awhile lohx..
xuan zi lian.. then shot smth.. think is not those kind bahx..
alala.. don think so much!!!! then go home alone.. 3-4am then slp..

today woke up at 1.30.. lolx.. so mani smses made phone calls..
haha.. then bath then go meet miao and xuan to go carol there play..
play badminton.. i keep on kena hit by the shuttle cork lohx..
all thx to miao.. for her good aiming.. hit it all over my body.. pains..
lolx.. before going there bought a bar of mars..
eat while walking.. then i rmb.. i didnt had my lunch..
o wells.. nvm.. i had tat bar of mars as my lunch..

3+ reached carol hse there.. then went to 366 de badminton court play..
me and miao played none stop.. till 6 pm then stop.. haha..
then we went carol hse drink green tea and go home le lohx..
went to woodlands center to buy things.. then till 8 then left there..
xuan wan go look for "him" at marsiling cc.. and i acc her lohx..
took her cap and didnt wan to return..
cuz i think she wanted to wear the cap to hide herself from him..
but after tat i did return it to her.. then think she angry le lohx..
suan le lahx.. i always make pp angry de..
then walk all the way to woodlands mrt station.. nearly lost our way..
alalas.. anyway.. went home quietly lohx.. whole journey quiet..
reach home at 9.. bath and do things lohx.. didnt had dinner..
tat means i didnt had any meals today.. lolx..
but jus now i had a noodle lahx.. think i had better eat smth..
or else tml will faint.. haha... so tats all le lohx..

pp got prob.. i cant help.. i got prob.. i cant help..
i cant even console myself how am i suppose to console de..
and i think pp may think i'm too busybody le bahx..
ai ya.. bu dong lahx.. wo yao orh orh le bahx..

o well.. lesson taught today..
NEVER DRINK COFFEE WITH AN EMPTY STOMACH!!!!! haha..

flunked everything

2006-08-03T06:26:00.000-07:00

this week was like.. depression week lohx..
was quite sad everyday.. and then.. blah blah blah..
very tired wid the life..
exams gonna start next week le.. how? dead meat..

ytd went mq hse for steamboat after studying a maths in sch..
was outside the library doing a maths qns..
then siiva came and se if we got qns or not..
then got help us wid it lohx..
after tat.. 5+ went mq hse..
actually didnt intend to eat de.. but in the end still ate...
me and carol ate alone while the others inside watching tv and things lahx..
gina, jayda, sharon, steph, alvin, amirah, hui aun, fang and jacky was there too lahx..
then was laming the whole night..
after me and carol finished eating, the others had their 2nd round..
then they open the campaign bottle of white grape juice.. nice.. its fake de..
but after we finished the 2 bottles... then comes the real one..
we had calsberg.. first time i drink beer lahx..
then didnt dared to drink much at first.. scared mummy will noe..
but in the end i think i drank a cup or more of carol's can.. nice.. but bitter..

fang was.. sad? and i donno how to say lahx.. things seemed bad for her..
jus hope everything will be fine for her bahx..
went home at ard 8+.. then the otheres went cwp.. the 2 couples went home..
i went home oso.. so extra.. like a light bulb..
then like tat lohx.. went home..
12+ then slp but not studying.. is watching vcd..
morning woke up at 4 to study.. and bad lahx..
i didnt managed to get anything into my brain..
in class slept today.. in the end.. flunk my a maths.. bloody..
cried in sch mani times today le lohx..
hist, ss, e maths is dead de liao.. now my a maths still... haiz..

i donno y.. i did study.. but i seemed like nth jus goes into my head..
flunked ALL exams.. can u believe it?
i really donno how liao.. feel like dying.. if i could...
things are going from bad to worst..
think i got to pay more attention in class and make more notes le..
jia you for my exams bahx.. =(

days

2006-07-31T07:05:00.000-07:00

parents are coming home today midnight..
i'm so glad.. hope will have prezzies.. lolx
ytd my da jie buay song my er jie.. complained to me..
i'm in the middle lohx.. shit you...
then so bloody innnocent lahx..
when my mum comes back i think my da jie going to complain to her le..
no peace.. bored..

sch was fine today...
got back my maths test... a bad pass.. but at least its a pass...
27/40.. i'm not really satisfied.. anything lahx..
so bloody tired today lahx.. last night didnt have a good night..
very late then slp.. cannot tahan.. in class the eyes going to closed liao..
a maths lesson got to slp for awhile.. then slp till my tummy wakes me up..
normally after i slp awhile a pain will come.. so its auto wake up de...
bloody tired lahx..

have been watching a show on youtube this few days.. very nice show..
love it so much tat i cant stop watching it lohx... its named "it started with a kiss"
if the name is in chinese i think most of u will have heard it before..
so.. tats all for my blog..

promises..

2006-07-29T08:46:00.000-07:00

in a terrible mood today..
well.. i think i have changed... again.. and this time a real bad one..
i think i have grown from bad to worst..
i made promises to myself.. for awhile.. i did it... but it soon all gone..
i'm now back to normal.. and even worst.. i don like the me now..
but who will noe..
i onli managed to hole on to this onelast promise i made..
which is to be happy infront of pp.. ( unless i really in a real bad mood.. )
not to let pp worry..

promises tat i have broken :-
1) i promised i will change my attitude.. eg. not so bad tempered.. obviously i failed..
2) i promised i will not act infront of pp.. and i did not..
3) i promised i will not cry anymore.. I FAILED!!!
4) i promised i will not be "kpo" abt pp's things.. and i'm being an extra now..
5) i promised i will smile no matter wat happens.. i'm always glum down..
6) i promised i will concentrate on studies onli now.. but i'm not studying hard enuff..
7) i promised i will not fall i love again.. but i terribly failed..

i'm hurting myself so much now tat i hate myself so much..
y must i have those crappy rubbish in my head..
y do i have so mani wishful thinking.. daydream all day!!!

i now jus feels like torturing myself..
i feel like jus hitting the wall everyday since i don even noe wat is pain..
i wan to skip meals..
i wan no doctors..
i wan to make myself sick...
i jus feel like killing myself wid a penknife....

wo yi jing bu zhi dao wo shi shui..
yi jing bu zhi dao shen me shi dui shen me shi cuo...
wo dao di shi shui? dao di shui cai shi dui wo zhen xin de???

hitting something is a good way to vent anger..

2006-07-28T05:18:00.000-07:00

hmm.. okies.. this few days keep on jue shi is NOT on purpose de..
i don feel like eating lahx.. today hai hao bahx..
i got eat during recess.. after sch.. abt 2+ then eat lunch..
cuz i'm super duper angry wid my bloody sisters..
then i slp at first to cool myself down & wake up jiu feel like eating to stuff myself le..
thus eat alot.. more than i used to eat..

injured my hand.. my right hand..
after sch keep on banging my hand against the bench..
cuz i really feel like hitting something.. not the wall.. so the bench..
my hand is now bruised.. =X haha.. at first not pain de..
then after that feel better le then go touch..
/ouch.. its painful.. haha..

now very tired.. and i still haven eaten my dinner.. don feel like eating..
but i scared at night i will be hungry.. so bought a cup noodle..
but nv eat.. lolx.. sua le.. nth to do..